
Alex immediately stood up from his seat after seeing the state of Chrislen who looked so bad. He also approached Chris
The girl's hands were cold and trembling. "Ilen why?" Ask alex curious. Not only is he curious but gavin and alden are the same
"Alex" said Chrislen, the girl immediately hugged Alex's body.
"A-what's up?"
"Trauma me.. arrived come again lex. I'm scared....I'm afraid it's happening again hikss" Alex tried to calm Chrislen down by gently stroking the girl's hair
'Why does my chest hurt, God. Their eyes are a rich hug that' Inner alma said the girl lowered her head while holding her chest that felt tight
Who tries not hurt when we see the person we love hugs each other, let alone not Chrislen to alex very closely.
"We go home" said Alex. The two take off a hug and Alex holds Chrislen's hand to channel the power
They also left from there. Alma the girl was alone in the back just following. When Alex came home to drive Chrislen they were in the car and alma too
**
"Rest" said Alex in the car with a nod by Chrislen
Chrislen stepped into his room. He wiped away the tears and laughed triumphantly. It was as if it was so easy to get pleasure just from making others suffer. For him it was not a problem, he just wanted to be happy with what he had without anyone else around him.
In the dark of his night. The girl laughed but tears were still pouring down her cheeks. He put his body in the bed. Strong clenching of her hands keeps her in the chest. Chrislen is a good guy, he's not bad. He doesn't want to be like his bad father to his mother
In his sobbing Chrislen sleeps without changing his clothes first.
****
It rained so much today. Chrislen and the goddess went to church to worship. In the presence of his god he clenched his two hands and kept them in his chest. Close his eyes and pray in his heart
Chrislen's desire is just one 'happy' just that. Is his god still not going to manifest it. He wanted to be happy without the burden of smiling without being forced to just cover up the wound
After that Chrislen left the goddess who was still praying. The girl went to a place where she was in front of a vast lake. Looking at him with a sad look.
After last night's incident, Chrislen only hopes that Alma will stay away from alex.
The girl was sitting on the rocks by the lake, she picked up a small diary book that she kept in her pants pocket as well as a pen.
'Soon after the graduation exam, I thought I'd be happy with Alex later. It turns out that my happiness disappears when one woman comes into my life. Not long ago, just 1 week alex continued with him. It hurts so much to see them together.
Lord, at the end of this I often shed tears. Every water that falls soaks my face. I decided to go to Bali after graduation later.1 week was not long but so painful
I think I've turned into a bad guy. I slapped alma just for alex's reason. Sure enough I don't want alex to leave but I don't want alex to get hurt either. He always makes me laugh there's no way I'm turning that laugh into sadness. Please.give me a hint.'
That's what Chrislen wrote in his diary. Then he looked back at the beautiful lake. Alex always brings him here. This place makes Chrislen's heart calmer
***
"elma! What's the matter, why are you avoiding?" Alex says. Well, today alex met alma and intends to take her to leave together. Earlier he asked Chrislen to go with him but Chrislen refused
"I want to go with me, you better not have to deket me again." Alma. It's hard to say that. Alma really wanted to go to school with Alex. But, remembering what Chrislen said that night made Alma have to stay away from alex.
"Yes, but what's the reason?!" Alma has not answered. The girl instead ran towards someone who had just come with her motorbike.
"Yeah!" Alma said to the man. The girl got on and they left alex.
**
"Gue's tired, mir. The world is too cruel for me"
Mira and Chrislen are in the back of the cafeteria. This canteen is quite quiet, so it can freely do anything. Mira was so sorry to see her best friend crying at this time.
"Gue made alma suffer, but I really did not calm down when I saw the same alma alex separated. It was as if the two of them were meant to be together" Chrislen said
"Lo can't give up first. Remember, they are different religions" said mira trying to encourage Chrislen
It is true that Alex and alma are different religions. But, alex could be desperate to change his religion that could happen
Alex is too obsessed with alma he can do whatever he wants to get aa he wants.
Before long, they were surprised by the cries of students there were also those who ran around making them curious and asked questions.
"Hey, budar. What's up?" Mira asked a student who was about to run into the commotion
"Alex wants to shoot someone" said the student and left
"What!?" Chrislen and Mira looked at each other. They both went to see what happened. Who's the guy Alex is gonna shoot?
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When they reached the middle canteen. Chrislen tries to break through the other students/i to be at the very front. When he was surprised when he saw Alex was holding a rose and in his presence..... The alma?
"Thank you!"
"Thank you!"
"Thank you!"
That was the cry of the students and students there. Chrislen clenched firmly both of his hands. Her eyes turned red as well as her face. Angrier.
On the other hand, alma. The girl was confused as to why alex should do this? Obviously he's ashamed of being shot in public like this. Thankfully, there were no teachers. Alma loved alex. But...
Alma's eyes glanced towards the place where Chrislen was standing with his face that looked very angry. His two clenched hands made Alma even more confused. If she accepts alex's love Chrislen will scold her. However, if not? It can't be that his heart really loves Alex.
If he refused the pity of alex, who had already shot him in front of a lot of people like this. Moreover, they screamed for alma to receive alex's love. What about chrislen.
I want to leave without answering. Oh, someone please give wings to the current alma. He wants to fly away from here.
"Alma, would you like to be my life partner. I know we are different religions. But, I'm going to change my religion"
Deg
Whats! Crazy for alex. Religion is not a woii toy that must be changed.
Chrislen is really angry right now. Heard a crazy word in Alex's mouth. Does he not think twice before concluding his decision? Changing religion is not easy.
Stuffy. That's how Chrislen feels on his chest right now. Now he only hopes if alma rejects alex.
"I-i'm"