FRIENDZON VS LOVE DIFFERENT RELIGIONS

PAST TIMES

Flashbacks 1

"Why did you kill me?" Chris asked. Right now the girl is behind her Junior High school.

"Because you're crazy! I don't want to go out with crazy people!" Kevin said, his face looked annoyed and pouted.

"I'm not crazy!" Shouted Chrislen defending himself. He is alone with the man he thinks is his girlfriend. Girlfriend during Junior High. Alex does not accompany him, usually if there are people who call him crazy, Alex will always defend him

"Yes, you're crazy. Shouting screams not clear, crying arrived somehow because of what, it's called not crazy? Lo. That's. It's crazy!" After saying that, Kevin immediately left Chrislen alone

The 14-year-old girl was crying alone, looking like she had no direction. He thought kevin would always protect him, he thought kevin would always be there for him, defending him from people who hated him back then.

But, it turns out everything. Lies. Now kevin, the man Chrislen loved so much back then is gone. Just like the others, consider himself 'crazy'.

Chrislen isn't crazy, he just has a mental illness and that doesn't mean he's crazy.

"The one who does not feel will not understand, and the one who does not experience will not understand."

"You don't feel it and you don't know what it's like, you don't experience it either and you won't understand it so painfully, it's slowly seizing happiness, harmony in the family, then it's ruined."

"Slow as well as everything went" that second also one tearful Chrislen fell soaked his left cheek. Her clenched hands firmly held her pain in the chest

Flashback 1 off

The flashback 2

Little Chrislen was hiding behind a closet, both of his hands shaking violently. So sick to see the incident where both parents now fight back, his tears can not be released anymore. If it comes out it will be colored

Chrislen could only sit by hugging himself. Scared, very scared. Chrislen was afraid he was alone no one.

"I'M SORRY I HAD TO MARRY YOU!!" the so booming scream in the house made Chrislen cover his ears as hard as possible.

"ACCORDING TO YOU I DON'T!, MUST ACCEPT A MATCHMAKING WITH A PERSON I DON'T LOVE! AND MUST HAVE A CHILD OF YOURS, WITH THE RESULT OF YOUR LUST!"

"I'M SICK OF THIS!"

incision, blow, spank. The goddesses of Chrislen's mother. The woman was sitting on the floor. His hand was scratched by a piece of gucci glass that had been accidentally dropped by Adi-Father Chrislen

"I'm going!" Adi came down from the second floor with a suitcase in his hand.

"Please go, I don't need your presence here" without replying to the goddess, Adi left everything including Chrislen

"But, Chrislen needs papah, mah." Chrislen muttered little, barely audible because it was so small. Seeing the departure of a father from his presence.

The figure that sometimes always makes Chrislen happy. Although the pleasure was without the presence of his mother.

The Flashback 2

The flashback 3

"Chrislen suffered from a mental illness, probably due to his trauma during his childhood" Zia's doctor, a psychiatrist, said.

The goddess nodded, at a glance seeing her son lying unconscious on top of the gurney. Honestly, he's sad. The disease that Chrislen experienced was also because of it.

At that point Chrislen saw something that he shouldn't have seen 

The Flashback 3

The flashback 4

'Crazy,'

'Crazy'

'Crazy'

"Don't be horrified" with a swift Alex always strengthen Chrislen, the guy closed both ears Chrislen.

The girl just smiled faintly, trying hard. However, from the bottom of his heart. It was so painful, who was not hurt if he was said to be 'crazy' by his classmates even with people he did not know

'Mixed'

"Crazy!"

"There are crazy people in this school"

"I don't want to go out with crazy people!"

"Aaaakhhhh,"

"Shouts are unclear"

"That's what you mean not crazy"

"I'M SORRY I MARRIED YOU!"

Plakkk'

'I want to die'

Of

"Son, I-I'm not crazy. Hmmmkkkk!" Chrislen awakens from his sleep, for some reason today the bitter memories come back to haunt him.

His hands were shaking violently. Sweat drenched his entire body. The fear came back, though,

Pl-please... Chrislen now

He needs someone

I saw the clock at 2 am. The chickens haven't even crowed. With his fear Chrislen covered both his ears with both of his hands, also closing his eyes tightly. Trying not to scream

"Gue isn't crazy" he said trembling.

*

This morning, Chrislen went down the stairs to go to the kitchen right to the dining table. There was already a goddess there, the middle-aged woman smiled when she saw her daughter coming. However, his smile faded as he looked at Chrislen's slightly pale and jutek face.

It was as if something had happened that made him angry. Butwhat? Maybe it was her nightmare

"Hey, what's the mama's son?" Ask the Goddess worried. "You sick? His face was pale" Chrislen shook his head softly.

"No, ma. Chrislen is good"

"Yes, now breakfast is yuk"

****

In his yard before leaving Chrislen first looked at the house facing his house. Chrislen knows he's strong, he won't remember any of that. He'll forget her

Slowly her smile expanded. Then, he walked away. Didn't intend to wait for Alex or see him. Because Chrislen knew he wouldn't want to stay with her. Because Alma.

~

Chrislen entered his class, looked around and there was no Alex there. That man could have gone to Alma's house first. He's got his ass on his seat

Still thinking about his nightmare. If this isn't a place that's so crowded, it feels like Chrislen wants to cry. Remembering the past so painful is not easy