
ALA COULD BE BECAUSE OF THE USUAL, LOVE CAME BECAUSE OF GETTING USED TO BEING TOGETHER!! maybe those words are perfect for describing my relationship with her.
I'm Mayra a student at one of the private universities in the city of M, I have a close friend named Candra, yes it's true he's a man who also studied at the same university as me.
Candra and I are friends in the department and also one class, Candra is a very reliable man, besides being kind he is also very friendly that makes us close friends.
Candra and I previously had no close relationship, I was originally just a college student because I was late for the first semester making me very awkward to interact with my classmates.
Candra served as a comming in class, which made me inevitably have to try to open up to talk to her.
Right at that time I did not have a lecture schedule and was not part of a class chat group.
"Hallo my name is Meyra, you're komting right? " my sap opens the distribution when approaching the candra that is busy playing its gadget in the corner of the room
"Oh yes my name is Candra, I'm komting here" replied the friendly candra
"Can I request a lecture schedule? and can I ask for your number? " ask me gently to her
"Of course, I'll send you the schedule, oh yeah do you want to get into our group chat? " ask candra really to me
to be honest, I look forward to my college days, to my adulthood and to my freedom of expression.
the first week I entered the chat group I was just a reader without commenting, even though all my classmates were friendly I still felt awkward to chat with them, yet again Candra helped me to get closer to all of them.
Time goes by so fast, semester after semester I just go through peacefully and comfortably.
And my relationship with Candra is getting closer and closer, it's not uncommon for people to think we're in love.
exchanging opinions, exchanging ideas often we do, but at that time our relationship was purely just a close friend, yeah, although I don't understand how Candra feels about me, I assume she's just my boyfriend.
Somehow and starting from nowhere, Candra and I are getting attached to each other. Although both already have a partner does not make us keep our distance, even often we joke that we love each other in amini our classmates.
"Awas will actually love you" the words are always thrown by children to us who often joke.
yet Candra and I just responded to it casually and laughed.
"any friend can love each other, let alone a friend who has been for years like us, silly thinking from where it is" I always answered all their jokes with those words because it was impossible for me that such close friends could ever love each other.
But who would have thought right in the 5th semester I began to feel that Candra was more than just my male friend, even though she already had my partner and candra even more attached, even more, it just so happened that I broke up with my boyfriend.