Forcing Restu

Chapter 23

"Know! What do you want?" Baras panicked when he saw Rani was sitting on the edge of the bed, with her legs hanging.

"I want to go to the bathroom, Ma!"

"Udah! You are there! Mama take the bedpan." The barrel sprightly helps Rani to sit back on the bed comfortably. After that, Laras rushed to the bathroom to get the potty.

"Here, just poop in here! Don't get out of bed, danger! Later if it falls or how to bother. This has been cleaned, Mama has washed first, so no need to worry about germs and so forth." The barrel immediately helps Rani to position the potty, making it comfortable to wear.

Although he used to work in hospitals, including helping patients use the potty, but Rani has never worn it herself. So she still feels uncomfortable when wearing it.

"Oh my goodness, Ma. It turns out that patients are not very good, yes!" Randy complained.

"Well, how else? No one wants to be like this, but if God has willed, no one can refuse, right?" Baras tried to make Rani's heart become more airy.

"Yes, Ma. If Rani wasn't pregnant, it probably wouldn't be like this."

"Hush! What the hell are you talking about? Can't talk like that! You should be grateful, can feel the pleasure that every woman dreams of. Because not all women can feel the pleasure of conceiving, having children and so forth." Laras made Rani aware of her slightly deviated thoughts.

"But Rani doesn't feel ready to have children, Ma! Rani is afraid that she cannot be a good mother to Rani's child. If he's lacking attention, affection and so on how?"

"Oh, you don't need to think about it. Everyone needs to learn, including taking care of their children. Don't worry, Mama will help you!" The barrel calmed his youngest daughter.

"Thank you very much, Ma!"

"Yes alike. Haven't you?"

"Udah, Ma! Request tissue!"

Baras immediately picked up the tissue, according to Rani's request. After that, Laras went back to the bathroom, cleaned the potty and returned it again.

"Where is Rio, Ma?" Rani asks, when Laras has returned from the bathroom.

"Mama tell me to go home, rest, and also take care of permission for you, the same permission at work as well. Besides, you can't wait for you here either, right? better for the job." Laras explained the results of his discussion with his son-in-law earlier.

"Oh, yaudah if that's it. Mama's resting too, sleeping here!" Rani patted her bed.

"Later you were narrow. Mama can sleep sitting here. You don't have to worry!"

"But then his bones hurt, Ma!"

"No, not for long. You don't have to worry Mama, you just rest, sleep well, let your condition improve soon." Say Laras while tidying up Rani's blanket.

"Mama's resting too, yeah! Don't get sick!"

"Yes, you can take care of your health. You just calm down!"

"Thank you very much, Ma! Sorry to be a hassle."

"You don't talk about it! This is your Mama, it should be like this, so you do not need to think that assortment, unpleasant and so forth. Yea?"

Rani nodded.

"Udah, just sleep now. Check in tomorrow morning, let's make progress."

"Yes, Ma."

***

"Good morning, Mom! Hold on!" Two nurses entered Rani's room, carrying a digital tension device, as well as a device to listen to the fetal heartbeat.

Rani blinked, she looked at the clock on her right side wall. 'It's five in the morning, it feels like he's getting a little sleep.' Inner Rani.

"Please, Sus!" The barrel gives way, allowing the two nurses to examine Rani.

"How, Ma? Can you sleep well?" Said the nurse, making small talk while checking Rani's tension.

"Not really, Ma'am. His mind went everywhere, so he couldn't sleep." Rani rubbed the corner of her eye with her thumb and middle finger.

"Pantes alone tension is still high. Just relax, Mom. Don't mind much, enough rest! Let the tension be normal again, ma'am." The nurse gave advice to Rani, while another nurse recorded the results of the examination that morning.

"Yes, Mother. I'll try to do it." Rani fixed her sleeping position.

"Good, Mom. Check out DJJ first!"

Rani nodded.

The two nurses immediately performed their next task, checking the fetal heart rate, making sure everything was still normal, as before.

"Alamdulillah, it's normal, ma'am. May everything be fine, soon healthy mother and baby." Say the nurse while cleaning the examination equipment.

"Aamiin, thank you, Sus!" Said Laras with a smile, even though Rani's condition was not good, at least the fetus in her stomach was fine.

"Together, Mom. This later if the infusion is up, just ask to be replaced yes, ma'am. I accelerated a little. " One of the nurses returned, before leaving Rani's room.

"Well, thank you, Sus!" Said Rani and Laras together.

"Together." The two nurses left Rani's room, while pushing a digital tension device, as well as a fetal heartbeat sound checker.

"You don't have much to think about, Ran! Let everything be normal soon. If this continues, it will not be good for you and your baby." The barrel corrects the blanket Rani was exposed again, when checking the fetal heartbeat.

"Yes, Ma. I want it too, but it's not as easy as it says, Ma. Rani also does not know, what Rani thinks, why keep thinking, why can not sleep also Rani does not know!" Suddenly, Rani's tears came. He was completely confused, he could not control himself.

"Already, already. No crying! Your baby will be sad too. Anyway now made relax, take a deep breath, exhale!" Laras rubbed Rani's head, while exemplifying to regulate the breath.

Rani followed him, several times adjusting her breath, she could feel calmer. Rani rubbed her tears dripping down her cheeks.

"Ma, I want to say something." Rani lirih.

"What's the matter, honey?" Laras prepared to listen to what his eldest daughter was going to say.

"I'm sorry, Ma! All this time I haven't been able to be a filial child with Mama. I'm just smearing Mama's good name with my actions. Please forgive me, Ma!"

"Here you go, don't talk about it anymore. Mama has forgiven you, and thinks everything never happened." Laras looked at his daughter's face with sadness.

"Thank you, Ma. I also want to leave my son with Mama, please take care of him, Ma! Please love her like Mama loves me!" Rani continued her words, her tears dripping back as she said those words.

"What are you talking about, Ran?" Laras was no less surprised, hearing the words of Rani. Suddenly his heart was racing faster. All sorts of bad thoughts suddenly appeared in his mind.