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Alexa was unable to dampen the taste that also churned in his heart. He could not resist what Bagas was doing to him. Not just resigned, but Alexa has tried to reject it. However, the gentle demeanor that Bagas had given him just this time. Bagas' attack was so friendly and soulful. Unlike the attack that Bagas had launched some time ago. All this makes Alexa forget, she lulled. Somehow, maybe in his heart now Bagas has indeed occupied one of the empty corners.
Every so often, Alexa tries to push Bagas' chest. End the slow warm kiss became increasingly heated. Alexa had felt goosebumps all over her body. Same with Bagas. However, he tried to hold back. What he was doing right now was truly an expression of his heart. He did not want that parting sentence spoken from the lips of Alexa.
Inevitably, Alexa also bit the small lips Bagas. Let the man wake up and let go. He also ran out of oxygen. He needs oxygen to get his brain sane too.
"Sshhh ..," hissed Bagas. When Alexa bit her lips. However, the tip of his lips was pulled upwards until a meaningful smile was clearly imprinted. "I'm sorry, but-"
"Don't give me any uncertain hope. Don't give me a position I might not be able to reach. Don't give me a dream I don't deserve." Alexa pushes Bagas' chest firmly. For this man before him still would not let go. Especially when Alexa said ambiguous sentences just now.
"I promise I'll make it sure. I separated Theo from his birth mother. Then, I will not separate him from you" said Bagas. But it doesn't change Alexa's decision. Her beautiful assistant shook her head slowly, with a bitter smile.
"After all, caste is the main in value. I just want my life back. I never dared to dream of anything too high. Something I couldn't possibly achieve. This heart has been hurt enough to be broken to pieces. I need to take care of him to recover. Although he will not return intact as before," said Alexa with a discordant tone.
"But your papa cares!" reply Alexa. His breath up and down held a turbulent taste within his chest. Highlight the shady eyes Bagas indeed the belom he had seen and he received before. But it was not enough to convince him that Bagas really had a taste. Alexa is trying to know and be self-aware. His heart is not strong if it is to be hurt again. The wounds given by Anggara as well as Leo, have torn apart his pride. His heart has been broken. A single trace of seduction would not be able to tease him. Alexa released Bagas' hand which held her waist tight and then brushed it off to break away.
"Please, let me go. This is not true. In a moment, you will definitely forget what happened between us. I'm just a few bad stories in your life." Alexa passed quickly inside, pushing the door between the balcony and the room. Leaving Bagas gawking alone with the wind that started piercing the skin.
Alexa leaves her room, so Bagas and Theo occupy her. He couldn't possibly be in the room with the man who made him breathless. It could be not only his heart was broken, but his heart also exploded. In fact, his lungs could have stopped expanding.
Really, being near that Antarctic ice cube will make Alexa die slowly. It was better to avoid it for the sake of longevity. Especially if Alexa remembers the ultimatum from Anggara. It was even written clearly in the letter of agreement. You cannot use the heart. Better think about his future and the mission that will soon be completed. "Nek Lilu's. Alexa will soon see you." muttered Alexa before she closed her eyes.
"Daddy .. hiks!"
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