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"So you're going again?" asked Bagas while smearing Yukia's open shoulder.
"Of course, honey. I will suddenly go home after seeing your behavior," said Yukia calmly while polishing her face with the cream of her expensive skin care.
"Do you not want to wait for Theo to come home first. T-Rex we miss you so much Yukia." Bagas pulled Yukia's shoulder so that their faces were directly facing. Not looking in the mirror.
"I miss him too. But you know, baby. The two-continent road trip will start next week. I have much to prepare" said Yukia. It's always like this when he comes home.
"If you miss him. You'll definitely meet him." Bagas began to lose patience. It sounded from his slightly high tone.
"Are you doubting my love for Theo? Should we debate this every time I come home?" scowl Yukia with her innocent expression.
"I want to be a mommy she can be proud of when she grows up. Because, he has had a mommy whose name is big and flattered all over the world." Yukia spoke with a fiery voice. His eyes flashed showing his indisputable strong ambition.
"But Theo needs your presence. Not your father Yukia. You know, if he used to cry calling your name while hugging the photo when you held him last time." Bagas said firmly this time. Somehow he no longer got soft with Yukia's hard-hearted attitude.
"Why do you seem to corner me, Bagas? I'm doing this all for the sake of Theo our son. You must know that the parents of his friends are great women. I don't want her to feel jealous and inferior if I'm her mommy just as a housekeeper."Yukia kept on quibbling up her argument.
"Have you ever asked her what she wanted? So you have such thoughts?" cecar Bagas again asked a question that struck the side of the deepest recesses of Yukia's heart.
"Why is every question you ask blaming my position?Why do you keep corrupting me? Do you seem to be looking for my mistakes? What exactly have you been hiding from me Bagas?" yukia protests growled. He likes to be blamed the most. He does not like if his wishes are blocked.
"I don't mean to blame you at all let alone get yourself cornered. As a husband I'm just trying to wake you up. I want you to think about which is more important and priority in life. We don't know until when we're on Theo's side. You know that childhood will never come back. I don't want our little T-Rex harboring hatred for its own mother." Bagas tried to lower his tone. He tried to suppress his ego so that there was no quarrel from this debate.
"Theo won't hate me. It's just your fear that's too much." Yukia, did not want to think about what the sentence was said by Bagas. She further denied and tried to break her husband's argument.
"Yukijah! Can you listen to my words once? I'm your husband. It's not just Theo who needs you. But me too" said Bagas softened. He grabbed Yukia's fingers and then brought them closer to his lips.
THE CUP!
"Stop Bagas! I'm not a teenager, stop seducing me! As a husband you should make me happy by supporting my every dream. Besides, I didn't do anything that made your name tainted, did I?" yukia's pretext.
"of course. That's because you didn't introduce me to your world. Or, can't you be dishonest if you're married and have a child with me?" search Bagas. Somehow he seemed to find a gap to start suspecting Yukia.
"Wait a minute!" Yukia stood up and stared at Bagas sharply.
"Don't tell me if this is a transition. You intentionally cornered me. That your unfaithful deeds may be justified!" yukia chuckles while pointing her index finger in front of Bagas.
"Why are you yelling at me? Listen, Yukia. I am a normal man. It is only natural that one day my faith will collapse and be weak. I'm just a normal human being. I cannot pledge loyalty for a lifetime if my presence alone is not even more important than your ambitions and dreams. There are times when I think if you're going through the same thing out there. Whether you're going to last forever or you're going to follow your instincts. It could be, what Papa said all this time is true." Bagas had given Yukia a word attack that left the woman speechless.
His heart was shot by a wind shell. Sick but not bleeding. Even though what Bagas said was true. He still could not accept if the man he knew loved him so much began to suspect him.
๐๐ช๐ข๐ญ!
๐๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข ๐๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ข๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช ๐ช๐ฏ๐ช ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ถ?
๐๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ช๐ข ๐ฃ๐ช๐ด๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ข๐ต๐ข ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฌ๐ช๐ข๐ฏ?
๐๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฉ๐ข๐ต๐ฏ๐บ๐ข ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ค๐ช๐ถ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ต๐ข ๐ญ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ด๐ข๐ซ๐ข ๐ด๐ถ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ข๐ต๐ฌ๐ถ ๐ด๐บ๐ฐ๐ฌ.
๐๐ฌ๐ถ ๐ต๐ช๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฉ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ค๐ข๐บ๐ข๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐บ๐ข.
๐๐ฆ๐ต๐ช๐ฌ๐ข ๐ต๐ถ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ถ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฉ ๐ต๐ช๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ถ ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ช๐ข ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ.
๐๐ฌ๐ถ ๐ต๐ช๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ด๐ช๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ๐ข๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ด๐ข๐ฌ๐ถ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ถ๐ฌ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ-๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ.
๐๐ฌ๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ช ๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ต๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ข.
๐๐ช๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ช ๐ฌ๐ถ, ๐บ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ซ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช ๐ฃ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐จ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ช ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฌ๐ข๐ด๐ข.
๐๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐ข๐ฉ ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ณ๐ฌ๐ถ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ฑ, ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ข ๐ข๐ฌ๐ถ ๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ฉ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ข๐ณ๐ช ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ๐ถ๐ด๐ข๐ฉ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ด๐ข๐ณ ๐บ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ข๐บ๐ข ๐ณ๐ข๐บ๐ข. ๐๐ฆ๐ญ๐ข๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ข ๐ข๐ฌ๐ถ ๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ต๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ซ๐ข๐ข๐ฏ.
Yukia laughed in her heart. Thinking of all her beautiful thoughts.
"Give me proof that what you think of me is out there. Because I will forever believe that your love is only for me. You're not gonna betray me." Yukia said while looking at Bagas face.
"I don't want to promise anything I can't stand." Bagas turned his head, not wanting to look at Yukia.
"Whatever you say. I'll still be back tonight. I'm goin. I Love you, hunny."
THE CUP!
Yukia gave a glimpse of Bagas' lips. But unlike usual the man accompanied his departure without a smile. Yukia does not care because if she does not return then she will be sanctioned for missing the schedule written in her employment contract. The demands are not playful and of course Bagas will not want to spend half his property to compensate for the losses.
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"So mommy came home? Is that Dad? Tell me? Why not wait for the T-Rex? Does mommy really not love anymore!" theo, the boy screamed and ended up crying sobbing. Bagas' heart was very claustrophobic to see him. He was just claustrophobic when he missed let alone Theo who was still very small.
"Honey, the mighty and powerful T-Rex Daddy. Already yes, enough of her crying. Because, the boy should not cry for too long. Or her tears will run out." Bagas continued to try to persuade the son.
"Why Dad? Why can't it be long? I still want to cry, I'm still sad" Theo's murmur began to shrink tears as well as her nose water with the tip of her daddy clothes.
" Because Theo's a strong boy. Superheroes for Daddy, Mommy and Grandpa, too" said Bagas trying to raise the heart of his handsome son.
"T-Rex wants to be a pretty superhero! T-Rex wants to meet aunty beautiful, huwaaaa ...!" Theo was crying again. Making Bagas want to not grant his wish. Because at this time Theo does need a warm figure and motherhood. Where the figure can be a place of all outpouring of hearts and solace for him.
๐๐ข๐ถ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ญ๐ข๐ญ๐ถ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ช๐ข. ๐๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ช ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ช ๐ฌ๐ข๐ถ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ๐จ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ญ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ช ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต๐ช ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ต๐ณ๐ข ๐ฌ๐ช๐ต๐ข.
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"Aunty, I want to stay here. Can you?" ask Theo with a sad face twinkle which will make anyone train to see it.
"Of course I can. Aunty was happy. We can watch Jurassic Park while eating popcorn!" pekik Alexa girang's. He intended to change the mood of this little boy on his lap, who had been clutching his neck tightly.
"Daddy can stay too?"
Alexa turned to Bagas.
Bagas: ??????
Directly scratching the head that does not itch.
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