
it's been a week since Nadia began to undergo treatment and this week she will undergo therapy accompanied by her husband coincidentally Today I did not go to the office because I leave to take care of Aunt Sinta Mama and Papa oma's business is also being asked for help to keep the baby love I can not refuse.
I am the one who is looking after the baby of love,that's so sweet and cute adorable also it feels when I'm an adult I want to pinch her while I sleep Kanya Dira I struggle with my laptop even though I'm on leave of work but still work must be done I finished it so as long as Aunt Sinta bobo I looked after her.
I struggled and my job until I heard the sound of a baby cry That I I was Auntie Sinta I went straight to her and nosed her when she was in my hand she took me back I asked her to play me giving her milk I took care of her like I was taking care of my own child so it didn't feel like Nadia had come home from earlier so she saw everything I did she just smiled.
"sister if the one who deserves to be a mother is suitable to be a mother" Nadia said to me on the doorstep.
"have you gone home, Nad ? I guess you haven't come home, ah you can't be too young for me to get married"I'm afraid of what Nadia said because I'm honestly not ready to get married.
"you wait for me downstairs if I'm married which means that her sister just knows to be a mother" she said.
" no need to discuss that I'm tired of you he came home right I have to do my job so this baby you are not I'm not sincere yes just I actually like my job a lot so you can take care of your child" revealed the cave to Nadia because honestly I was very tired of looking after my aunt and finished my work even though her baby from the handsome yep but still I was worried about leaving her.
"oh sorry yes if I am so ngerepotin big brother must be tired yes that brother is still a lot of work sorry if wrong again sorry sorry really sorry because I am sick so I am not can take care of my own aunt sorry brother"said Nadia so feel guilty to me but that's not what I mean I don't mind keeping baby Sinta just yeah as seen my work piled up really and I have to finish it before the deadline runs out.
"that's not to say I Nan I don't mind if there's nothing she just I should be another fast because before the deadline runs out so sorryin I don't mean I object to her keeping baby love just yes you see what my work is a lot right and daritadi baby love is also not fussy if he is good he is also sweet I'm glad I keep him just yeah I have to share the time just now I just finished a little bit fitting baby Sinta sleep so sorry later after work I finish I'll help you again kuman I tipped first"why do I feel guilty to Nadia is not that I object to just my job getting drunk.
"no papa kok kak incidentally Rifki also did not go to the office so I can ask for help with him" Nadia revealed to me
"oh thank goodness his father has come home yes I have finished my work oh yes earlier I already love milk just like he wants to give you love ASI"I didn't because I gave Debby Shinta formula but she didn't want it to seem like she wanted breast milk.
"well thank you for taking care of my son I hope his work is done yes I go out first brother want me to make what?"
"no need later you also just finished the demo so in I think you need a break so you just rest do not bother because I can make it myself if you have to and I can make my own food so that brother meningan better rest and seems to be sleepy"
"well, I'll go out first, yeah" she left me alone, she came out of my room with Aunt Sinta.
2 days after the chemo Nadia's condition is not getting better but her condition is getting worse she can not do her activities at all she can only lie in bed without doing anything even often I see her crying I feel sorry for him only I can do I can only say conscious words to him because those words that I might be able to say I can't help him other than help in a way of guarding her baby to this day Nadia asked me to go to her room I was confused There is maybe she just wanted to meet me but without me she asked for something that is out of my own control I was shocked when Nadia said that I should marry her husband and look after her son I thought she was crazy or she might be depressed as this condition and I tried to ask Mom to ask her don't say that again because I'm sure he'll be cured.
"this brother lost to my husband being guarded by my daughter , you know my condition is getting worse and I can not keep Aunt Sinta deh I also can not take care of my husband and take care of him is not me who takes care of him my friend who always bothers him she's always taking care of me. Marry my husband, please just let's just say this is my last request"that word that was said when I met her in her room that kept ringing in my mind really it was out of control really it was beyond expectations and she asked me to marry her own husband I have to marry my own sister-in-law no no no no no.
"Nadia you say what the hell you will recover like this and for baby Sinta big brother problems will certainly take care of him but not by marrying your husband you know Rifki is not at all the taste of big brother so How could you marry Rifky and anyways your older sister wants to marry him" I denied Nadia's remarks.
"brother please promise me to marry Ricky and take care of my daughter I beg brother I only believe in you I am afraid that someday I will be replaced by someone who does not love my son but only loves my husband please brother I'm sure love will grow over time and Rifki problem I'm sure he wants to brother I beg also I just believe in brother I already know brother from small so I don't understand you leaving baby love with sister please want to marry my husband"nadia said to me while pleading and crying you had time to think and I snapped Nadia said I am a cruel person but yes indeed I was also surprised as she wanted to be said she asked me to marry her husband.
"are you crazy, huh? did you ask your sister to marry your own husband?brother knows you are sick but brother is sure you are healed And you can keep your husband as well as your son can not say that you are not cured believe the same brother"My love to Nadia .
maybe the person who saw me yelling at the sick thought I was crazy but I was so shocked when I heard him say that word he really lost his sanity I knew he had brain cancer and that was it really late-stage but maybe I'm the victim of what I should marry my own sister-in-law allows so I argue.
"please "she cried at me even she was about to prostrate on my feet but I immediately dodged and ran out I did not want to listen to her words anymore it was enough my heart ached when I found out Nadia had brain cancer and did not someone tells me now if she asked me to marry her husband I could have taken care of her daughter but not to marry her husband.
"'El why are you such a shocked person?"Ask my grandmother when I was in the living room and I was sitting next to this I look like a restless person maybe grandma realized that until she asked me something like that.
"no papa "kilah ku .
"your face is tense like your fear is confused why this is sure you are not okay"grandma continued to force me to talk
"Nadia.." I hesitated to say that Nadia asked me to marry her husband.
"Nadia why?" ask Mama to worry
I had the courage to say that.
"Nadia asked me to marry Rifki and take care of her daughter if the problem of being a Princess I do not mind just for the problem of marrying Rifki who is none other than my own sister-in-law is her husband she I can not eating I don't like him at all and I can even say I hate him" I said everything even though I needed great courage to say it.
"Nadia once said that to oma-oma had agreed to it and what Nadia said was true if you were married to Rifky you could take care of baby Sinta" said Oma
"Nadia also asked for it to marry you and Rifki and we have agreed to Rifki y also said that she does not mind if maybe it can improve the situation why not" said my papa
"what?"my feet when the family has agreed to it while I've just been told it's crazy.
"married to Rifki son, maybe with you married Rifki Nadia can be quickly healed and recovered and if she does not survive you can keep Debby Shinta Mama sure you can"apologies to me
"all of you crazy you guys don't think about how I feel you don't think about how I'm going to be a mother to Sinta but not to be a wife of Rifki I'll never want to be you think I want to marry a cocky guy like him who's a badass like no. I'll never want you guys to get married"they thought this marriage was just a joke and I can't believe it they thought marriage was a joke and worse they told me to marry my sister-in-law which even I hate so much that her nature is not my type at all.
"el is for baby love Nadia Mama is worried if later Aunt Sinta has a mother and she does not love Debby Shinta as much as Nadia loves her , ' ' she , Nadia may be afraid if the mother continued baby Shinta only loves iki alone does not love Aunt Sinta, but if Iki married you might you will love baby love and....who is stopped because of my words I am because of the words I cut
"and I don't love Rifki I love baby Sinta but not with her father I'm going to be a mother to baby Sinta but not to be the wife of Rifki" My duties are stressful
suddenly the door was opened by Rifki Rifki coming in.
rifki, who was confused by all that, could only display an expression like a confused person and from above I could guess if he was asking what was wrong but no one opened his voice.
"sit here" asked Papa to tell Rifki to sit next to him
who was obeyed by Rifki himself he sat next to papa.
"Is this like you guys talking about something serious?"ask iki to everyone there you know what kind of dong is at risk right now I don't like the presence of him here I'm lazy to see his face and plus what he asked me to get fed up from there.
"has Nadia ever asked you for anything?"general Tanya broke the silence that made me more and more annoying.
"why indeed?"asking someone like a confused person makes me more resentful of him.
"Eliza said you Nadia asked Eliza to marry you did Nadia ever split?"ask the same mama who made me just roll my eyeballs lazy
"oh about that well Nadia never talked the middle of it but I always denied it I was sure she would be cured and I could take care of my daughter without her help"pointing at him arrogantly made me even more annoyed at him.
"hah you think I want to marry you live the dream I am willing to be the mother of baby Sinta but not be your wife until whenever I will not want to marry you remember and the subdistrict"I said then left I was too upset to hear him like he was the most handsome man in the world.
"it's good so I don't have to worry if Nadia asks for it again because we both don't want to" she said with great familiarity .
"I left them all I was too upset that they were all rather than this thought I was struggling with a laptop and also a book I wanted to convey my work rather than me thinking something that was really not important.