
eliza pop .
I visited my parents for the first time in 13 years and never returned to Indonesia.
when I first set foot in Soekarno-hatta airport I remembered the incident 13 years ago where my grandmother was brought to America because of the orders of my parents. remembering that I didn't feel my tears streaming down my cheeks.
suddenly there was a person approaching who I thought that person was the one who was assigned by oma to pick me up.
I was taken by that person when I was in a hospital at first I was confused why I was brought here? but after I saw in a room there was my sister Nadia who was lying weak I felt guilty as nadia because I felt like a failure to be a sister I could not keep her.
I saw Nadia's thin body lying weakly in the hospital skeleton somehow my heart ached to see nadia lying like it wanted to feel like I was hugging you she was but by the time I entered everything was inversely proportional I was the same but honestly in my heart I feel sorry for the condition of Nadia now is this the reason eomma told me to go home to Indonesia.
I'm sorry for being rude to him but that's what I'm always so jutek about and maybe people think I'm a hard guy but nobody knows I'm actually fragile.
when I spoke to Nadia I saw a little baby beside her she was crying I thought maybe it was my ponakan and when I saw her crying I reflex hurriedly carried her nadia said that she was her son and which means I'm guessing you're right this is my baby's little, pretty, adorable baby.
I was fascinated by the good that his eyes looked at me fixedly and he looked at me with a smile when he was in my arms he was so adorable.
until when I looked at the little baby's face suddenly the door of the room was opened there was a vain and sturdy man who looked at me and supported a kidnapper I sprained the same person but I also did not know who he is I ask him who he is even more supportive until a match between us that woke nadia from her sleep.
I feel guilty to nia Nadia for making a scene but I am also upset with the person before me this annoying guy.
when Nadia introduced me as her brother she was like an unbeliever because maybe my nature and she reversed the meek nadia whereas I was rude I was jutek and and and there was my talk that ngegas is not weak like nadia but that's who I am.
until the door was opened again by my family and entered any papa grandmother and mama was so sparkling to see me there mama immediately rushed to hug me did not feel I was also moved and shed tears but I immediately hide the water where I don't want anyone to see me shed tears.
honestly all this time I miss the danger of mama all this time I wanted to be in my mother's arms I was never far from mama but circumstances forced me to stay away from them all no other choice besides clenching.
mom and dad used to visit me to America just to visit me and take me for a walk but I never wanted to because if I was in my arms I would never want to be far away from my brother's mother who first said I was a teenager yes I admit I was spoiled until now I am still spoiled but maybe my arrogant nature covers the spoiled nature I no one realizes that I was a spoiled girl but I covered her with my right hand.
I never want to meet mama says mama visits me to America I don't want it hard for me to get away from mama I always avoid mama and papa I never want to see them when they visiting there when mom called me for just VC I never wanted to because I always miss momma but today mama hugged me tightly as if mom was afraid of losing me I knew from the first mama miss me so much but what should I do if this miss attacked my body I can not be separated from my mother I love so much mom and dad.
every mama and papa come to america oma always persuaded to meet them but I strongly reject the request oma I defy the request because what now I think I feel longing towards them maybe they too the same, but I can't escape them when I'm in front of them until I rush to release the hug.
implied happy twinkle in the eyes of mama and papa eomma just smile to see me I smile to I want it I cry I want to once I hug back papa and mama I was in her arms spoiled with ruse but I prestige defeat my sense of longing the same they.
until suddenly my phone rang it turned out it was my business to immediately pay for the phone outside.
after I received the phone call I sat in a chair outside the room I pensively did not feel my tears fall I batin myself I miss mama I miss papa but only I say in heart.
I went back into the room and they seemed to be talking I cleared my throat to break the awkwardness.
I followed her husband Nadia walking towards the car to drive me home I felt husband nadia talk a lot unlike what Nadia told me that her husband had a cold and irritable nature but what all I can do is talk a lot from the trip I was very very very very lazy to serve the conversation that I think is not important.
maybe her husband she felt that I was lazy to talk and finally she spoke until her car stopped at a house that she said was the home of my parents I I also entered regardless of husband nadia because honestly my body is very very tired I forgot to say thank you to her husband Nadia but yes it has happened also so next time I say thank you to nadya's husband.
this afternoon woke me up to eat and to take a bath but I did not wake up because honestly I was very tired and very sleepy until at night there was another who woke me but not an oma but mama mama woke me up in a gentle way like 13 years ago mama woke me every waking up in a gentle way I was touched by the treatment of mama just like before after waking me I and I was awake mama was about to leave but I prevented my mama's hand from saying the word I love you said to my mama because honestly that's how I feel now I hug her with the heart I hold my mama tightly like I don't want to lose my mama to return my embrace by answering the word I love you too.
mama expressed the feeling that all this time to me that she was so lost to me you she so missed her spoiled, chatty child who was carrying the same she who 13 years ago you turned into a cold woman and arrogant.
I also expressed my feelings to my mother that I felt for the past 13 years during my past visit to see me I came to America I also revealed that I also love my mother very much miss to me mama I don't cry a lot in the middle of the night because I miss my mom's hug I miss mama tell me a fairy tale before I go to sleep.
we both expressed our hearts for 13 years apart.
until our words stopped because my mother told me to have dinner together under me to eat together with my father who was waiting for me below I wanted to have a regular conversation with them and I also said my longing for them yearns for this moment like this mommy papa hugs me I am very happy in today but there is less that nadia and also stiff bima I miss them I ask them to mama and papa and mama mama papa said bima just returned to his city because there is business work with his wife and child I also intend to vacation as well as meet the bima to the city of bima which is located the bandung indonesia area.
mama didn't allow me to go alone until I was initially going to be escorted by a driver but in the end I was escorted by nadia's husband who was very annoying I knew she was like a person who did not sincerely drive me but how else would I not want to cancel going to bandung and just relax at home I want to enjoy the atmosphere of Indonesia before I return to America.
I only take a week off work and if I have a problem with college I rarely go to college because I just have to wait for the trial and wait for graduation so I am rarely on campus.
arriving in bandung it turns out my brother bima lives in a simple house that is very green with leaves I am comfortable being there I see bima and his family is very happy I also want to have a family like that that I also want to have a husband who loves me and have a cute child like enjeli.
we chatted casually in the living room so it did not feel like the day began in the afternoon I paid home but before returning home I also wanted to take a short walk around the city of Bandung.
by the time I got home I was so exhausted I was so tired and it did not feel like the day had started again in the morning and I broke packing for later in the afternoon I was going back to America I was waiting my plane for Take off with my family until the announcement that the plane will soon take off I rushed to get into the plane I waved my hand to my family.
when I arrived in America I was treated to a lot of my work that has been as mountainous and I have to be extra in one week to finish it because the deadline next week I do not mind the same once because it was my habit to pursue written with a stack of files.
I am happy to live all that because it is my will is different again if indeed I am forced then I will also be lazy to do that.
sometimes I am sad to be rebuked by my grandmother because I am too ambitious and rarely play around.
I think it's time is money.
I want to be a career woman at a young age and I want to enjoy my life as much as possible as long as I can.
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