Forced to Marry for Debt

57. Dark Time

"My mother was a p*lacur, she met my father at a nightclub and they accidentally met my father's drunkenness at the time."

Kira raised both eyebrows, curious about Nathan's next story but Nathan instead boiled his breath riled. "Then?" Kira is getting curious.The position is still the same, on Nathan's lap.

"Yes, as you think. They did, did that forbidden relationship. They shouldn't have done that. Shit, I'm so upset." Nathan chuckled softly where the sound of the ruckus sounded like a painful laughter.

"And when my mother conceived me, my father had a fiancee who would soon be married but my mother held him accountable at least until I was born.

And when it came, my mother left me to my father. My life story is so complicated. My father married his fiancee and my mother, she got someone who loved her. They have families."

Kira could see the sadness, loneliness and suffering inside Nathan's brown eyes. He had no idea Nathan had a very dark and painful childhood story. He thought Nathan was the perfect man - good at everything - he was wrong.

"And when I was five years old, there was real pain. My father always dumped me even I always visit each of my parents' houses every week. Oiya, I lived with my Grandfather since childhood, not with my father because his wife always threatened him if I didn't get out of his house."

"I always wish they both saw me or greeted me like most parents but what do they do when I come to their homes? They yelled at me, scolded me, and worse, they abused me. Painful, right?" Nathan smiled bitterly considering his past.

"But for me it doesn't matter, because there are still many who love me for example, Bi Tati, my Grandfather and Pak Yayat. They always supported me even though I needed the most support from my parents."

"My life is like in the dark. Lonely, lonely, alone. You know, I have nightmares, not occasionally, but every day. I could not sleep at night but with Bi Tati and my Grandpa, I felt strong even if I could say little.

Kira, my life is so sad. Hugely. I was trapped in the darkness. And you know what hurts the most? I never felt alive, I couldn't feel it." Nathang shook his head, from the eyes emitting immense sadness.

Feeling no longer strong enough to hear Nathan's story, Kira suddenly hugged Nathan, pasted his cheek on Nathan's field chest. Gave strength to Nathan. Nathan's story was more complicated than that, it must have been very painful. "Udah, don't tell me again if it makes you remember that painful time again" said Kira.

How an innocent child is dumped by both parents when the child needs affection, he can feel the pain.

Nathan chuckles when Kira hugs him. She gently stroked Kira's hair. "Do you feel sorry for me now, hem?" Kira did not answer. He just darkened his face in Nathan's chest.

My life is so sad. I'm alone, lonely, I'm stuck in the dark. At least your presence makes me feel better even better, Kira. Inner Nathan, she kept stroking Kira's hair.

"Give me, not so sad. That's my life why do you feel sad, hm?" Nathan smiled.

"Who is sad." circus Kira. He looked at Nathan's smiling face again.

"Who is? My ugly wife is like this." Nathan made Kira puff her cheeks adorable.

"Why are you so cute, Kira?" Nathan was angry and anxious at his very cute wife. He pinched Kira's cheek with his anxiety.

Kira smiled widely. Btw, just this time, loh! Kira was praised cute by someone and it made her flowery let alone praise her own husband.

"Why are you so stupid, Nathan?" reply Kira with an adorable tone, then the woman laughed crisply watching Nathan's face turn sour. But Kira knew Nathan's expression did not last long because after that Nathan's face became glowing with his laughter.

Their laughter filled the silence of the night. It makes them a very happy couple.

"Nathan, hahahhaha, stop, hahahhaha." Kira's laughter was so sweet in Nathan's ears.

"The punishment for a wife who dares to call her husband stupid!" nathan said in an angry tone.

"Stop... I'm not strong... Ahhaha..." Kira really wasn't strong enough to laugh for long. His stomach hurt and his jaw ached from laughing.

Nathan finally stopped his wife's tickling action, he stared at Kira's reddened face as she continued to laugh. I hope you never leave me, Kira. Because if that happens, it will make me die in a state of love you very much.

"Satisfied, his wife's writhing is tormented because she keeps laughing, huh?!" nagel Kira. Akh, Nathan missed that face, that scolding tone and also the eyes that were staring at him sharply. He missed it for some reason. Though almost every day Kira keeps nagging at him.

Nathan chuckles, he puts his lips closer to Kira's lips gives a brief kiss to Kira then the lips switch to kiss both cheeks Mika and lastly kiss Kira's lips again.

Kira who is treated like that is stiff. He felt that his heartbeat was always abnormal when he was with Nathan. He thought it was heart disease.

"Cieee, who was speechless at kissing her husband.." Nathan's tease instantly gets a slap on her cheek from Kira.

People again pounding because of the kisses were even seduced. It sucks her husband. Huh!

"N-nipples!" nervous Kira. He threw his face in any direction avoiding Nathan's brown eye bead.

"Honey.." call Nathan in a spoiled tone.

Kira's cheeks flushed hearing that. He was like he was going to die in this tight heartbeat.

Nathan pulled his wife's chin to look at him. As their two eyes fused together, they fell silent for a moment. Only the heartbeat of the two filled the silence.

Long speechless staring at each other, Kira finally raised both eyebrows. "Hem?" with a cute face.

Nathan looked into Kira's eyes deeply. She wants Kira to feel the love she has that is now only for a Kira. "You promise?" he said with a serious face.

Kira's eyebrows fused together. "What promise?"

"Never leave me."

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