Forced to Marry for Debt

38. Tormented

Kira has just finished her bathing ritual, she walks out of the bathroom wearing Nathan's towel on her body. He walked back and thought Nathan was in his study with Secretary Rendy.

But who would have thought, Nathan was in bed watching Kira without Kira noticing.

Kira wants to take something on top of Nathan's wardrobe until he has to tiptoe because his height is not as high as the closet. It was hard to pick up the black contacts on top until the towel covering her innocent body fell to the floor.

As soon as the towel dropped, Nathan glared at his eyes, looking at Kira's body without a thread. Very tempting his faith. Even down there it has started to react.

Until finally Kira can take the black box where he put his underwear there because the other day Nathan often took it and he took the initiative to hide his underwear in the closet.

"Luckily it's been in the camp, if not Nathan would have taken it." he murmured.

When he had taken his underwear, Kira took another towel lying on the floor. Until finally his eyes found Nathan's figure on the bed was sitting watching him, his eyes rounded instantly.

"Akhhhhh!" kira shouted, she covered her body with the towel. His face was really as red as a tomato now.

Nathan didn't budge, his heart raced faster. Feeling something urgent down there, Nathan approached Kira who was still busy covering her innocent body.

"Don't come near!" kira shouted, as Nathan stepped closer and he retreated his steps until his back kissed the closet door.

Nathan puts both his hands on the sides of Kira's head, locking Kira up. He looked at Kira inside. "I'm tormented by Kira." Nathan explained how he was always tormented to see Kira.

Kira took a sip of her hard-earned slivar, she silently froze on the spot.

"You see there? He always rebelled when he saw you, Kira."

Kira's gaze went downstairs************ Nathan. Something stood out from Nathan's short jeans but Kira immediately looked at Nathan again.

With Nathan's hand held up Kira's chin, he tilted his head before their lips met, Nathan slid his lips against Kira's ear. Whisper something to Kira.

"Can I now?" nathan whispered in Kira's ear.

Kira was speechless, she could not talk right now. On the one hand he wants to say it but on the other hand he is not ready to do it.

There was no reply from Kira, making Nathan sigh in disappointment. He moved his face away from Kira and then cast his gaze in any direction. His two hands were previously attached to both sides of Kira's head. "Are you not ready?" nathan asked without looking at Kira because if he looked at Kira again, he would definitely not be able to resist his desire.

Kira lowered her head. He pulled Nathan's hand. "I'm sorry." she said, her eyes glazed over. She felt very guilty about her husband.

"No need to apologize, I understand you're not ready yet." Nathan smiles at Kira then he walks away from Kira out of her room, leaving Kira alone there.

Kira was silent there. He looked at Nathan's departure. She knows Nathan is disappointed in her and she feels guilty.

Kira throbbed in place, she looked at her own innocent body behind the mirror. Then she cried loudly there. "Akhhh, I'm sorry my husband.." whining Kira himself. He wanted to say that to Nathan but he was ashamed to say it.

Soon she came out of the dressing room because her nightgown was thrown away by Nathan, so she was wearing white lingerie that fit her body right now. Btw, the lingerie that Nathan prepared for him was very much even more than his usual nightgown, the color was different.

Kira's hair in the original tie made her neck exposed clearly. He loosened his head when he closed the locker room door again and walked to the bed but his steps stopped.

Nathan had gone back to the room, the man put his body to sleep behind him. Is Nathan so disappointed in him?

Kira's eyes glazed over again for the second time.she walked up to Nathan, putting her body to sleep next to Nathan who was behind her. It felt like he was drowning his face in Nathan's chest. He felt homesick with Nathan's chest field especially when Nathan turned his back on him like this. Is it hypocritical that Kira wants to feel Nathan's embrace when he has clearly disappointed Nathan?

"Are you disappointed with me?" finally after a long time of silence enveloped them, Kira ventured to open her voice.

Nathan did not reply, he only let out a heavy sigh without intending to answer Kira's question.

There was no reply from Nathan, Kira immediately hugged Nathan's body from behind. He darkened his face on Nathan's broad back, his tears coming out without permission.

That made Nathan close his eyes. He felt wet on his back and he also felt Kira's body tremble on his back. Instantly he felt guilty for inhabiting Kira until Kira was like that.

"I'm sorry, huhu, I'm sorry." cried Kira on Nathan's back. He hugged Nathan tightly from behind.

Does Kira feel guilty for her because she has not been able to meet her inner needs?

"I'm sorry, I promise to prepare for you, I promise.." Kira said. She hugged Nathan tightly.

Nathan felt unbearable. He released Kira's embrace behind him and turned his body to face Kira who was crying as much as a child. Both his eyebrows shot up.

"Hey, I'm not angry and I'm not disappointed with you. I know you're not ready so don't feel guilty like this." Nathan wiped Kira's tears with his thumb. She smiled at Kira who poked her lips.

"I let you down" Kira's great-grandson sounded so cute and adorable in Nathan's ears.

Nathan chuckled small. "Son, you don't disappoint me. I was wrong, I shouldn't have meant you." Nathan said to Kira's comfort.

"But I don't serve you as a wife." - great-granddaughter Kira again, she came back crying.

"Yet, that doesn't mean you don't serve. You're just not ready and it's not your fault." Nathan's soft voice successfully makes Kira stop her crying even though it's still a week (doesn't know how to write, hehe).

"Yeah, don't cry anymore. I'd rather you get mad at Godzilla than cry like this."

Kira hit Nathan's field chest making Nathan laugh softly. And Nathan took Kira to his arms, smelling Kira's head short.

Where makes Kira's cheeks heat up and her heart beat fast. In Nathan's arms, Kira can feel Nathan's irregular heartbeat. Like a rhythm that makes his heart peaceful.