
"meaning?"bilqis's forehead shriveled, Bilqis was confused by her Husband's command that told her to sleep in the same bed.
"Tonight you're sleeping here with me"
"don't think like that, I'm just afraid my Mama is watching us" Radit said sharply and coldly as usual.
"There is a work that your mother needs to look at everything"
"Csss...You are this, not Mama want to look"Radit set the grip on the forehead of the Wife who misunderstood responding to his wishes.
"Ogah ah, Iqis sleeps in a sofa" Bilqis refused raw her Husband's invitation while wiping his forehead.
"I really don't like to be denied, move my bed quickly, or do you want this to happen again?"
Threatening Radit sharply and smiling smirk, which immediately frightened Bilqis, quickly He approached her Husband, while holding the pillow and blanket he had brought.
"Usually threatened teruuussss"
"Partially why Mas Radit used to kiss me kiss all Iqis, now tell Iqis to sleep here again"
"Open Mas Radit tell Iqis to keep your distance?"
"What does Mas Radit really want?"asked Bilqis who did not understand her husband's changing attitude.
"I don't want what?"
"I just don't want to make my mom suspect this marriage"
"Brekting like yesterday"
"You were aggressive with me yesterday, weren't you?"
"You can do it now, I won't forbid you"
Radit said with a smile teasing him
"Hah"Bilqis smiled sarcastically raising her next lip
"I'm sorry, dear Mr. Radit"
"But I'm not interested"
"I'd rather agree with your statement first, if I'm only a temporary wife who in a few months you will divorce, right?"
Bilqis said again with his formal language and very cynical.Hearing that Radit was very upset and upset, He quickly grabbed Bilqis body, and hugged the girl from behind, and hugged her,holding Bilqis' hands tightly together made it difficult for her to move.But for a moment the fragrant hair of the Wife made Radit inhale it deeply.
"Aduuuhh haha.hahaha Maaaasss geliii iiih freelin Iiihhhqiiiiss"
Bilqis who was angry and upset at the husband now even laughs amused laughter.Bilqis who is not used to touch such a touch,feeling very amused extraordinary when Radit's face arrived about the recess of his neck that automatically feathers beard feathers as if tickling him.Radit who saw it was happy He was more rubbing rubbed his jaw, rub it,which automatically makes Bilqis shakings an unwillingness not to hold it.
"Mmaaaass iiiihhhh geeeliiii"
bilqis said while still laughing.
"What's delicious?"Whispering naughty, while kissing the wife's shoulder and neck that makes her anxious, the smell of Bilqis body makes her opiate, Radit gives a small bite on her smooth neck, which further makes her squirm her body.
"Ampuuuun Maaas geliiii"
"You have to get used to it" said Radit, who still plays around his wife's neck.
"That's why you don't piss me off once"
"It is my decisive question of divorce, You just have to submit to my command, never refute" He said coldly and sharply, then Radit was forced to let go of his embrace, his spirit is now more and more agitated,but He had not the heart to vent his desire on his little Istdi, because Surely He refused, even though it was Radit's right, but this time was not right.
"From tonight try to be a good, obedient wife"
"lay me well"
"Being apart or not is my business."
Bilqis can only be dumbfounded like a toothless cow hearing the narration from Radit.
"You must learn to be a real wife"
Said Radit who immediately ran to the bathroom to complete his desire.Close to his little wife was right to make him have to be overwhelmed to withstand his high desires.
Bilqis could only be silent, bowed lethargic and resigned to hear the words of her Husband.There was nothing He could do but obey the word.But Bilqis was still confused with this Husband.
"this moment for a moment"
"Ah..sudahlah.kita just see later what will happen"Murmamnya in the heart.
Bilqis took a bolster pillow then put it and piled it in the middle as a bed divider, then put it,She did not want Radit to do things that were not at all ready She did.Bilqis realized the word Radit to be a real Wife but She was not at all ready.Bilqis sleep sideways, turned her husband, turned back to her,her body She was covered until everything was covered except her face, She tried to close her eyes while rubbing the soft swab of the neck that her husband had kissed.
"He was so perverted that siiiiihhhh.
Radit who has bathed 2 times tonight, He immediately went to his bed, Seen him his little wife enveloped his entire body which actually looks like a giant cocoon, seeing that Radit only holds a smile, Radit just holds a smile,sometimes Bilqis is funny and sometimes annoying.
"Qis...Are you asleep?"
asked Radit who also laid his body on the side of the Wife, sleeping sideways to face his wife who was on her back
"Qiiss..."Radit shook his shoulders which blocked the pile of bolted pillows that restricted them.
There is no word from Bilqis then with the heart behind the body of the Wife who has slept peacefully in her dreams.The unveiling of a thick blanket that covers the bilqis,then pulled bilqis his hug.The face of the Wife now rests on his chest that field, which as usual Radit just sleep using his shorts.Dibelanya Bilqis hair with affection, kissed and inhaled in, deep,the smell of his fresh shampoo makes Radit addicted to constantly kissing the top of his head.
This time Radit is determined to give an opportunity to himself and his marriage, to start opening his heart and try to accept, and try to live it, after this morning Radit consulted again with his psychiatrist.
Flasbacks
Open your heart to Dit"
"Pardon yourself and make peace with your time"
"that's the only way you can't be haunted constantly with that dream"
Said Doctor Andri a Psychiatrist who regularly visited for the last 5 years that makes them close friends, even though the distance of their age is very far.
"The target of your recovery depends on you, not me or anyone else"
"thousands of psychiatrists treat you, but you refuse to heal yourself for free"
"Open your heart to others, and it is completely innocent..I'm sure Artika wants to see you happy"
"Don't torture yourself and others around you anymore"
"the more you get older the closer we get to death.do you have no interest in making Papa and Mama happy"
"They're people who are precious to you, who love you very sincerely Dit"
"Do you think they don't know your condition, you think they're ignoring you?"
"engga Dit"
"It is precisely they who come to ask me for the healing of your soul"
DEG
Radit seemed slapped to hear the doctor's words.During this time Radit thought, he only bore the burden alone, felt tormented alone....
"Do they really know..?"
Radit with a sad face holding back, his eyes glazed glass.then now He began to cry and continued to cry as much as he sounded bitter, The tears he always held, the pain he always hid, and the pain he always kept hidden, now can not be dammed anymore, the tears full of regret and guilt whether it was on Artika in both parents or Tears to Himself.Him shoulders vibrate violently crying roar.
"cry Dit.leash all that's on your mind"
"You know, you're the one who deserves to be happy.."
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