
"Go to sleep, it's very late at night"
radit said as he turned his gaze away, it was very hot that Radit's body saw the sexiness of his young wife, with great difficulty he endured his malevolent desires, Radit who at that time was only wearing shorts and bare-chested,it was his habit to sleep like that.
"Mas I'm afraid to sleep alone.kalo in a new place like hard to sleep maaaaas"
bilqis said in a powerful voice while hugging her husband from behind, preventing Radit from rushing into her room.
Radit paused for a moment, sedentary and enjoying the chewy thing on his back, as well as the soft skin of Bilqis' arm that also touched his skin.as soon as He closed his eyes, it is undeniable how much He longed for the touch of women, the,but a moment later He soon realized, He held the hand of bilqis who tightly embraced him and then He threw it
"don't try to get cheap to tease me"
said Radit with a voice that rose an octav makes Bilqis stunned a little.
"go to your room or...."
said Radit held his sentence with a breath of gasping between holding back the desire and holding back anger.
"or what.."
bilqis said advancing himself toward Radit as if to challenge him.
Glutton..
Radit swallowed his salivary saw the dullness of Bilqis's body with a puffed up chest
"Isshhh.."
he murmured in the heart
"It's up to you, you want to sleep, which obviously doesn't bother me, don't tease me, and don't show up in front of me in such clothes"
He said again, and then He went out from before Bilqis, and rushed into his room
Bugs...
He slammed the door hard, making Bilqis' heart almost dislodged so shocked
"Basic selfish man"
Bilqis swears annoyed with Radit who he thinks is selfish and annoying, and,
"Didn't he come to appear before me"
"who would bother you"
"Huh basic om bewok weird"
muttered Bilqis who was hastened to save the empty glass back to the pantry table, then entered his room.
He sat pensively in his bed, then tried to close his eyes, but still difficult.His mind glared at the thought of Radit's attitude is very jutek and difficult to approach.As installing a high and sturdy fortress in his heart, Radit is very difficult for him to conquer.
"it was his love for his late girlfriend who died five years ago"
"five years is not a short time, why is it so difficult to move on from his lover"
"I became envious, I wanted to be loved like that" Bilqis muttered in her heart as she looked at the sky of the room.
Bilqis became reminded of her love story with Arman, a man whom she knew was not deliberately social networked.A man who was so kind and polite, he said softly sometimes very romantic and poetic, he said,She recalls the wonderful memories with Arman when she was with him.
When he first met her after so many months of only online communication, so it gave a deep impression of his heart, then that time he was really fascinated with men, whether the name is monkey love or not.
Arman is not the type of brash man, likes to take chances, he even felt that Arman had been so good and took care of him, he even felt that,even holding his hand and he did not dare, when men today especially those known through social networks, most ended in harassment.
But strangely, why when He met the man last time, He caught Arman like he was about to kiss a woman who was completely unknown to him.When recalling the event made him so hurt, he said,however, there is still a sense of affection for Arman.
Bilqis took the phone on the nightstand, he opened the phone and then looked for a photo of Arman, a handsome man whose age was three years older than him.
Bilqis saw a lot of messages sent, especially from Nisha the older sister, but her eyes were fixed on the message from an unknown number.
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"Bunny how are you?"
"I want to see you"
"plisss give me a chance"
for a moment Bilqis was stunned to read the message from the unknown number.He knew exactly who the person who had sent him the message.
Bunny's call was Arman's favorite call to Bilqis.Arman called him Bunny because during his first meeting, Bilqis appeared beautiful by tying two of his hair that is very funny and adorable, so Arman called him with such a designation.
Whereas before after the incident Bilqis had blocked all access to communication with Arman.He did not want to connect or communicate with the man again.
"Somali.."
"for what.give him a chance?"
"what to avenge"
"now everything is free, it's too late"
"Nothing can be fixed now"
"especially now my status has become a wife"
"even if only status" he muttered Bilqis while reading a message from Arman with an unknown number
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while Radit in his room could not sleep anymore after hearing like there was someone who was settling into the sediment in his house.It turns out that his little wife who was silent in the kitchen took a drink.
The problem is now he keeps the little girl.Who is a man who is not tempted to see the beauty of the body of a woman like Bilqis, especially now Bilqis status is his wife, who is halal to touch.
But all that Want to be thrown away, He wants to throw away the desire in his heart.Because ever since the death of a beloved lover, such as lost all desire to the opposite sex, but now since the presence of Bilqis who is his rightful wife, his wife,the day seemed not peaceful, his heart began to piqued.Tuanya He did not want to shake his love that only for the only woman, Artika.
Not without reason, There is a feeling of fear and guilt when He is close to another woman.Fear of abandonment, fear of abandonment,how painful it is to leave a woman who really loved us with all her soul and body.She felt destiny was so cruel to her, after her long wait to marry the woman she loved now must be separated by fate.
Five years He has set his heart and feelings from the sense of loss, deep trauma of losing the lover he loves.For him enough already the pain, no longer want Him to feel the feeling of abandonment and loss
Not to mention the guilt that has always occupied him until now, the feeling of guilt to Artika that never disappeared from his heart..
If time could be repeated, perhaps He would never ignore Artika's love, He would never have left Artika for America for so many years, even though He knew exactly how much Artika loved him.
If time could be repeated, he would prevent Artika from meeting him before the wedding, so that the accident would never happen.
if Artika was still alive, perhaps she would not have had the nightmare that had haunted her to this very second, the nightmare that left her filled with anxiety, she said,the fear of loss and feeling guilty became one.Trauma deep it to make himself had to struggle with medical treatment and routine to a psychiatrist until now, until now,which even the people closest to him do not know.Radit really mernanggung weight itself
For this reason He closes his feelings to any woman who wants to be close to him, a woman who wants to love him and wants to be loved by him.He wants to close his heart tightly.For him to love and be loved is a wound.
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