Forced to Marry an Actor

Nightmare

All night Marissa was awake. He was agitated and could not sleep at all. It's bolstered there already bolsters here but his eyes don't want to be closed. Sometimes she also paced around in her room even though it was already midnight.

Marissa lay down again but sat down for a moment. "How do I tell Papa and Mama-in-law about the desire for divorce? On the one hand I like Arya but on the one hand I have to let her go. If I keep ensnaring Arya like this will pity her later. Arya could have spent her youth and life just for a girl like me. It can't be in the barin! Either way, dare or not I have to keep talking tomorrow morning!"

Marissa pulled her body back and tried to sleep. For a long time his consciousness began to disappear and fall asleep even though time continued to run.

The clink of the clock echoed throughout Marissa's room. Suddenly in her sleep Marissa's mouth moved trying to call out Arya's name weakly. His entire body was soaked in sweat. There were grains of sweat water as big as corn seeds perched on his forehead.

Marissa is having a nightmare! In his dream he was being chased by Kelvin and Tio. The situation at that time felt very gripping as well as confusing. Marissa wants to run forward apparently there is Kelvin, want to turn around to the back but there is Tio while the rest of the right and left is a deep abyss so she has no choice but to resign.

When Marissa was upset in the confusion, she could only sit in despair and then suddenly Kelvin came towards her and grabbed Marissa's hair and slapped her until she fell to the ground. Marissa cried as much as she could, and Tio came to banish Kelvin and punched him blindly like an evil man. Marissa who saw the scene so feel protected by the presence of Tio. Without waiting for a long time Tio also invites Marissa to stand up and take her to a place that feels safe without Marissa knowing that the place is actually dangerous because it is the lips of the abyss! But strangely why there is a man who is no stranger to Marissa? Upon closer inspection it turns out that the person is Arya. He was seen standing also on the edge of the abyss while watching Marissa who thrashed not want to go there because she realized there was a ravine at the end of it but Tio did not care and still forced to take her to the a place that endangers it.

Marissa even to the point of rebellion also asked for forgiveness but Tio still did not want to give mercy, she just continued herding Marissa like herding a cow. Marissa was dragged and hit so that they would walk until they unknowingly arrived at the edge of the cliff. Marissa kept trying to keep her legs from falling but Tio kept pushing her down to freefall her. Marissa turned to Arya for help but Arya just looked at her coldly with no expression at all.

"Please.., Arya," cried Marissa in fear.

But before he reached Arya's body, his own body was already thrown by Tio into the abyss. Marissa with full of fear and horror can only resigned to freefall from up there. He could even see the ground in his massage getting higher than his own head. His body seemed to drift farther and farther and then down. At that moment he could see Arya's face getting smaller and still without expression.

Marissa didn't want to just fall. He kept trying to climb up but something heavy kept pulling him down. In the midst of his panic, it was only Arya that he could remember.

"Aryans.. Aryans.. Help me! Tolonnnggg.."

"Aryan.."

"Aryaaa.."

Marissa was delirious in her sleep and suddenly woke up when her body felt as if it had fallen to the bottom. His body in the real world also shook making him surprised to open his eyes.

Marissa's half-consciousness regulated her wheezing breath. He calmed down after knowing that it was just a dream. What a terrible nightmare!

With a limp Marissa took a drink of water in the glass available on her bedside table. He drank the water until it was gone. After feeling calmed down, he put his body back in a tilted position while contemplating what dream was it until it felt so real?

Marissa still vaguely remembered Arya's face in the dream just now while looking at Marissa with a flat gaze. Is this a warning that he really should let go of the husband he started to love? Without feeling Marissa dropped her tears. He recalled the day Mika kidnapped him. The moment where Mika deliberately walked slowly like a turtle to disappear from view but apparently returned again just to say something annoying but enough to make Marissa aware of something about Arya.

"Lu don't pity the future of your boongan husband? How many things did you do to get him involved in your problems? Don't you think the impact will be on Arya's future? Everyone around him knows who Arya's wife is, and how she behaves. Don't you know that Arya's employees are secretly blaspheming her in the back? If I were you mending me off that nice guy so he could define his own life. After all, with this our business ended, it means your business with Arya must end also dong because there is no baby made the reason why you are married. I'm not talking like this for anything bad but I'm talking like this because I know what it's like to be hurt. My life was ruined because of my own partner, my son even traumatized the same behavior of his own father. You also think mentally of Arya! Maybe he was traumatized by your behavior until finally he did not want to open his heart again with another woman. Be prepared if you are wrong! Yes.But would you admit it or not, all this incident is your fault huh?!" mika said at length with all her words that are over-dosing and over-thinking. Then leave with a made-up laugh.

Marissa does not understand whether Mika sincerely said that or even there is another hidden intention to make Marissa hurt in the end? But he was well aware that all Mika's talk was true! All this time Marissa was just busy with her own life and heart without really knowing the contents of Arya's true heart. After all, Marissa herself always feels happy in their relationship when she knows Arya is always cold to her.

Marissa should have realized when Arya was acting like that! This is to hope that they will be close and in love with each other. What a selfish mind!

Because of this awareness that finally makes Marissa resolve to release Arya. So that next Arya can choose her own life whatever she wants without the coercion of anyone like today. Marissa just wants Arya to be happy despite not having Aryan self completely. Marissa was determined at all costs so that Arya would no longer be involved with Marissa's affairs as if Marissa was holding a bird in a cage. Marissa did not want Arya to have such feelings.

In the light of the clock on the table that still shows at 4 am. Still time if he wants to sleep again before breakfast arrives. Because at breakfast that's the right time and moment for him to express his desire to divorce from Arya.

Well now I sleep first to gather energy again so later at breakfast I can talk about this divorce problem with Aryan parents, Arya, marissa thought with earnestness then she pulled back the blanket and closed her eyes again.

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