Forced to Marry a Husband

I can't love you, sorry.

The night was getting late, the sound of leaves occasionally blowing in the wind was heard in the ears. When people closed their eyes, Alex was still sitting on the balcony staring out.

The cold of the night did not make it tremble, it felt empty after hearing Jessica's marriage to be direct with other men.

What is love and regret, classified as different but has an extraordinary meaning.

May I ask to be given a second chance, Alex is just a normal human being filled with sin and khilaf. Overloving makes jealousy uncontrollable, currently only able to stare at the black clouds that began to cover the moon as if he also knew that someone was hurt by regret.

By morning, Alex was asleep in his seat. Puput approached and looked at his son.

"Alex," The pupil awakens by calling several times, until Alex awakens from his sleep.

Alex opened his eyes, it was morning. Dive into the heart's careless daydream.

"You sleep here?" Ask Puput again.

Alex nodded, and he realized it.

"You take a bath first, today it's the light of birthday," Puput reminded..

Alex nodded then immediately went inside the bathroom.

The first time to celebrate his daughter's birthday certainly does not want to be missed in the slightest. Even along the way to Jessica's house, Alex still does not believe that he has become a father.

Want to make her little daughter happy by giving her full attention, do not want to be forgotten too.

"Daddy!" The light called out to Alex.

The carefree face of Light seemed to depict such great happiness.

Instantly Alex carried his little daughter, smelling the chubby cheeks of Light up to several times.

"Good longevity, may your every wish be achieved" Alex said.

"Yes to dinner three, keep bobo three, Aya in the middle," said Light innocently.

Jessica threw away her gaze, if for dinner it doesn't matter. However, to sleep together felt very impossible.

"Daddy, tonight's bobo with Aya same Mom, too, right?" Ask the Light enthusiastically.

Alex could only be speechless at his daughter's will, staring at Jessica's face, who was throwing away, not wanting to look at her. Clearly without even saying, Jessica refused with the look on her face.

"Yes, bobo and Dad, aja. Daddy, you want to be together Aya" said Alex wanted to negotiate.

The light shook his head quickly, his current wish was to be with his two parents.

"Yes, sleep with Daddy. Mom, there's work" Jessica replied giving an alibi.

The light asks down from Alex's sling, then silence without a word. Jessica crouched down while holding both shoulders of Light.

Jessica's hand raised the chin of Light, staring at her son's plain bead of eyes.

"Mom and Daddy can't sleep together. Because the bed does not fit, so Aya bobo same Daddy used to be okay?" pinta Jessica in a soft voice.

Light stared at Jessica's bead eyes, still too confused by Mommy's explanation just now.

"Later if the bed is big can't Mom?" tanya Light.

Jessica simply smiled hearing the Light question, too impossible to explain to the Light at this moment. One day the Light will grow up, that's when he will understand the current situation.

Even more night came, according to the wishes of the Light celebrate his birthday with a dinner at a restaurant. The light looks beautiful using a white dress, her face is so looking forward to tonight.

Jessica also uses a white dress, the same as Light. It's just a different model.

Alex was waiting for him at one of the tables, the restaurant tonight was specially prepared to celebrate the birthday of Light.

Alex's eyes were increasingly unable to blink when he saw Jessica, beautiful, graceful and so dazzling.

"Daddy!" The Exclaim of Light made Alex aware of his daydream.

Just to blink it felt so difficult, let alone to switch to looking at others. The charm of a Jessica is so beautiful, from the tip of the foot, to the tip of the hair there is never a shortage of it.

Why in Alex's eyes always memorable, as if to show a glittering light.

If only Jessica belonged to someone else Alex might have chosen to lose her eyesight so she wouldn't see Jessica again. Because, the pain can't have so hurtful.

Sitting together in a circle they faced each other.

"Daddy, said Aunt Rima, if Mom same Dad bobo with Aya can get a baby sister huh?" Ask the Light enthusiastically.

Uhuk... Uhuk!

The Light Question made Alex choke, so simple but meaningful. Maybe also because, he was too praise Jessica's beauty.

"Light, eat yes," Jessica rubbed Light's back, wanting to distract her son from talking about it.

The light nodded and began to refocus on his eating. No one spoke, everyone was silent as if they were busy with food.

Until it's finally finished.

"The light is done eating?" ask Alex.

"Udah Dad, eat it well." replied Light.

"Yes, play balloons with Big Brother first well," Alex appoints a service woman to play with Light.

"Yes, Dad," Light nodded in agreement, seeing so many balloons in the decor as pretty as possible made him want to play there.

"Jessica, I want to talk. Please listen to me" Alex said directly.

Jessica folded both her hands on her chest, her eyes staring at the Light who was playing the balloon with excitement.

It was a great joy for Jessica.

"I beg you, I loved you from before until now. Please come back to me" Alex asked.

"No need to talk about it, I won't be able to get back to you. I've been very happy with the Light, past problems just think it's just the past wind" Jessica said without turning to staring at the cool Light playing.

"Tell me what I have to do to make you forgive me."

"I've forgiven you, but to come back I can't" Jessica said.

Alex rubs a desperate face, not knowing how to get Jessica's heart.

Jessica has never loved her.

"I don't know where I'm lacking? I've been trying a long time to get you. I became a Doctor because of you, hoping to be like Devan so you could love me. No, I realized no matter how hard I tried to be someone else, I could never be like him," Alex shook his head desperately wiping the tears that were dripping from the eye patch.

That's how weak Alex is now in front of Jessica, empty, broken, doesn't mean anything.

"You want to be like Devan to get me?" Jessica asked a little.

Alex nodded.

"Do you know why I became a doctor? Want to be like him, who you might love."

"I've asked you to marry me, but..." Jessica shrugged her shoulders speechless again.

"It's all over, I can't love you, sorry."