
"Jessica what are you doing" Devan said.
Devan continues to try to help Jessica get up from her place, whatever the reason at the moment Jessica does not deserve to kneel under Alex's feet, unfortunately Jessica refused to stand up only wanted her child saved and that was only with Alex, anything will be done for the sake of the baby saved.
Anything!
"Alex I beg you to help my son, please" Jessica's voice trembled violently pleading with Alex to hope there was no rejection.
In anxious and restless hearts will be the worst possible.
"What are you talking about?" ask Alex who doesn't understand.
Alex crouched down in front of Jessica wondering what his ex-wife would say next.
Jessica rubbed her tears several times, even though her tears could never dry, her cries could not be restrained describe how her heart was so hurt, her mind was very tormented lamenting the state of her son, fear of losing the light of his life. Light is light when in darkness no direction and purpose strikes.
"Jessica said what's going on?" ask Alex again.
"The light of the accident she needs her blood type donor is the same as yours, I beg you," Jessica looked down, it hurt so much to be in this position.
For this time he had to beg Alex for his son, if there was another way he might not do this, just that there was no choice but to have.
Alex was silent yet to understand at all, his brain was still too long to deduce the essence of Jessica's words.
"I beg Alex," Jessica's voice stammered as she mentioned the father's name of the child, and her chest still felt tight.
Could Alex still be cruel? alex could see his son dying.
"Jessica means what?" alex asked confusedly.
"Try to explain what is really going on? I don't understand it at all" Alex said.
"The light of your son now he's critical and needs a blood donor, while his blood type is the same as yours not me" Jessica explained in a trembling voice and almost disappeared.
Degh!!!
"My son?"
Alex's chest seemed to be squeezed by heavy objects from two different sides, what Jessica said was too shocking for her at this time, Jessica said that they had a child, is it possible? this is truly an amazing surprise.
Alex who did not know this could be made almost dead standing, for a moment the soul seemed separated from the body, this was a great surprise.
Jessica said son?
Whatisthis?
"Alex" Jessica moved Alex's body repeatedly calling out to help the Light immediately.
"I beg you to help my son" Jessica said.
Slowly Alex stared at Jessica's face, watching her pale white face filled with tears, begging for her daughter's survival when it was clear she also had rights and obligations like a father.
Nah! Jessica did not have to beg, she shook her head and seemed to think this was a dream that might be disturbing her sleep, but again her body was shaken because of Jessica, the neat woman was very impatient to help her daughter immediately, afraid of losing the light of her life.
"Alex, light can't wait any longer" Jessica asked for the umpteenth time.
This time Jessica's voice was able to resuscitate her, meaning her daughter was in danger.
Degh's! Degh's! Degh's!
It's real and not a dream.
And what was the name of the son just now?
Her daughter?
"Ca... Light, is it called Light?" ask Alex stammering.
Alex had heard the name from Felix and Adnan only when it was still gray and uncertain, Jessica nodded quickly impatiently he saw his son immediately helped, he said, opening her eyes again smiled at him and many asked as usual, Jessica did not want her son to be a memory of her wanting to be together forever.
"Help her please" said Jessica.
"I have a child and his name is Light?" ask Alex again and again, now he's where Alex is really still stuck in such incredible shock.
Alex doesn't understand why it could all be so shocking like this, sounding strange and very funny, immediately headed for the room where his son was being cared for Alex was lying on top of a gurney, which he was in, next to the unconscious Light, ready to donate his blood to the princess.
Alex's eyes continued to look at the four-year-old child, her face was so beautiful and soothing, remembering when the afternoon had met the Light waving to him do not forget the call of Light.
"Babay Om handsome," cried Light through the car's glass window that opened half.
"Omm?" Alex smiled bitterly.
His son called him Om?
This is so awesome!
Today was so full of surprises, it was unexpected that Jessica was still pregnant with her child at that time.
"Dok is done," the doctor resuscitated Alex from his daydream.
Alex nodded then stood up in front of the gurney of Light staring at his son's face without blinking a second, his hand moving and stroking the soft cheeks of Light.
"It turns out I have a child," Alex rubbed a drop of tears, apparently the feeling when he saw the Light was the bond between Father and son, in front of the transparent glass door leaf Jessica saw Alex standing staring at Light, hard to understand by reason about the incident.
"Mama doesn't want him to take the Light, he is indeed his father but there is no right," Inggit said.
Hoping that after knowing all that, what was feared would not happen.
Jessica sat her body on the floor, leaning against the wall with her face down, her tears kept dripping because there had been no news of any progress from Light.
"Why are you hiding this from me?" ask Alex.
Alex's voice resuscitated Jessica from her daydream, as well as Inggit who turned to look at Alex.
"Why did you say that it was a miscarriage?" Alex repeated the question.
His heart was so disappointed in Jessica and Inggit that Alex himself approached Jessica's residence, and Inggit said that Jessica had miscarried.
"Because you don't want the child" Inggit replied loudly.
"I never tried to cover it up, nor did I ever tell you because you never intended to ask me" Jessica chimed in.
"But I had asked Mama at the time, but why did Mama say that you were not pregnant with my son anymore" Alex also tried to explain feeling he had been lied to all out.
It was so painful to suddenly find out that she had a daughter in this way, her weak child was helpless inside there, this was such an amazing surprise on top of such a special surprise.
Jessica threw her gaze the other way, wiping away the tears that kept wetting her cheeks.
"Because like this, like this you can only blame me, you don't want to know how difficult it is for me to keep the Light in my womb, which you know I'm guilty of without knowing why," jessica's vibrating voice could never turn out to be beautiful until this very moment.
Alex punched the air rattling the hair in annoyance.
How could he be so stupid.
"Was there a struggle at that time?" ask Jessica again.
"No!" answer Jessica herself.
"Two times I carried your child, not once were you responsible, should I introduce you to my son as his father?" jessica's voice almost disappeared, the roar full of wounds on the chest sounded weak.
So Alex knows she shouldn't blame herself constantly.
Till when?
When Alex can realize that he is also a human who wants to be appreciated.
"I'm sorry" Alex turned to look at Jessica with a hopeful face perhaps fully aware that her mistake used to hurt Jessica so much.
"Thank you but I'm sorry I don't need it anymore, sorry you're late, I thank you for your help" Jessica said.
"He's my son" Alex asserts that he also has the right to make the Light happy, as a father would not mind giving anything to his daughter, as well as Alex.
Alex will give anything as long as his daughter can be saved more than just any blood Alex is ready.
Think of it as a penance for having abandoned his son, a redeemer when he was not on his side accompanying every growth of the Light.