Forced to Marry a Cruel Young Master

64. Leaving you

Isvara was sitting dumbstruck in her room, she was just frozen with her eyes staring blankly, digesting the semi-stranded strand of events that happened when it really made her head seem to want to break.

Then a decision was made.he had to leave Gerald. There's nothing else he can do but this.

She was also a woman, seeing Laura who suffered because the father of her fetus did not admit it made her also sick. No, it can't be like this.

Gerald has to take responsibility for what he does, he's here just as a barrier to their happiness.

Gerald, Laura and their son should be happy now, he's just a hindrance, which should be removed.

Isvara then took a paper in the drawer and pen, and the woman sat at her dressing table, spilling all her heart in every line of script she wrote using the blue pen, not feeling his tears also fell soaking the paper he had written.as hard as he could wipe his wet cheeks.

After she finished writing what she felt, Isvara folded the paper and placed it there, her hand and touched the necklace of jewels around her neck.

Gerald said this jewel necklace was a gift from his late mother, and it shouldn't have ended with him.

Isvara then opened the necklace, watching it for a moment, wiping it with a cry that again broke. Then he put the necklace on the fold of the letter he had written, hoping Gerald could find it later.

Not wanting to linger, Isvara walked up to the closet, picked up the suitcase on top of it, then opened the closet, taking the clothes she had brought and indeed belonged to her from the beginning, the rest of the belongings and fancy dresses that Gerald gave him left there. Don't want to bring anything related to that guy.

Perhaps this is how the love that has just begun ends, the universe is too reluctant to unite them forever, and separation is the best way.

Isvara again wiped her wet cheeks, looked around this room for the last time, six months she had painted the story in the family, being a cherished part, now it's time to leave everything behind, and get back to where it was.

***

"Are you sure you're going to leave?" Mahesh asked for the second time.

Indeed, before Isvara contacted this man to at least say goodbye to the man who was very meritorious for him, the man who always helped him, was for himself and always protected him.

"I'm sure" said Isvara also somehow to convince the tall man.

Mahesa let out a long sigh, turned her head in front of a beautiful face that now looks swollen, maybe in the end this is the best.

He also did not want to see this woman he loved continue to suffer because it was also a suffering for him.

"Then what about Gerald?" They met before the truth could be revealed.

"He will be happy, with his right choice." the woman lowered her head. "At least Gerald will have an adorable son or daughter later, and that's enough to see him happy."

"But the happy goal is you?" Mahesa still delves deeper into this woman's feelings.

"Tell me, do you love Gerald?"

Isvara fell silent, then looked at him. "How can I tell you, and say it I can't."

"Well, I assume that's your answer." They were silent for a few seconds.

"So, are you going to town A after your father and settle down there?"

Isvara nodded. "I've decided, I'm going to start a new life, without Gerald, without the shadow of this family. I'll never come back."

Why is there the sadness that Mahesa felt when Isvara said. "So you'll forget me too?"

Not heeding Isvara's words, Mahesa rubbed her reddened eyes. "At least let me get you to the train station."

Isvara nodded. "All right." for the last time.

***

After a few minutes of travel, they arrived at the train station, later Isvara will stop at the airport via this line.

The station is currently crowded in the human padati, passing by a distinctive loud voice that can always be heard here has also sounded several times, the stop is also a trip.

"Mahesa, promise me whatever happens never tell anyone about my departure, keep this secret tight."

"Why have I been lost in the swallow of the earth or has my presence never existed at all?"

How could Mahesa promise like that? how could Mahesa forget or never assume the presence of Isvara? it felt so crowded, that it felt like he could no longer.

"Alright," he said at the end.

"But may I hold you one last time?" the door in a loud voice.

Isvara was stunned for a moment, then for a second the woman nodded. Slowly Mahesa approached, eroding the distance between them, then submerging Isvara's head in the chest of her field, her hands gently rubbed the woman's hair.

"Even though I am forced to forget you, but never to forget me. Remember always, that there is a man who wants to see you happy, and that is me."

Mahesa whispered softly with her hoarse voice. Isvara was silent, stunned by what the man said, then nodded in his warm embrace, this hug might be the last time for them.

Mahesa broke their embrace. "Go find your happiness."

Isvara nodded, reviewed the smile for the last time, and started dragging her suitcase, then turned around and started to step.

Mahesa took a deep breath and took it out with great difficulty, hoping that the tightness would disappear.

"Isvara, you're great, having sacrificed your love for the love of others, your sacrifice may be nothing to the world-famous love stories, but for me to witness for myself how resilient you are in this storm of love, I will always remember my entire life.

Good bye."

***

While Gerald who was about to meet his wife in his room was surprised because Isvara was not there.

An excited feeling of wanting to tell if the charges against him are wrong and he opened the father of Laura's child instead ended with regret for seeing the suitcase on top of the woman's closet was no longer there.

Gerald became upset, in the screams of the name of the wife but Isvara was not anywhere.Until he accidentally passed by Minah mbok.

"Bok, where is my wife Isvara? why isn't he in his room?"

Mbok Minah looked down with a sad face, surely she knew that this afternoon the young lady was carrying a suitcase about to leave. But the young lady did not or forgot to say goodbye to her as well as the maid here.

"Bok, tell me, why just shut up?" Gerald's getting scared.

"Sorry sir, I don't know, but this afternoon I saw the young lady dragging her suitcase and out of this house."