Forbidden Seed

CHAPTER 85: Letting Go of the Beloved

"Just go back, Victor. You also have a lot of work, don't worry about Mira, she'll be fine, but there's also Ken who will help keep Mira for a few days, right?"

Victor threw out his breath, smiling crazily as he looked at Jelena.

"That's what I'm afraid of, I'm afraid my daughter is even more comfortable with Ken, and thinks Ken is his father. I'm afraid my daughter is fine without me, but she'll cry when Ken's leaving. Maybe it's normal for you, but for me, seeing my daughter get closer to Ken is the most painful thing for me."

Jelena was silent, but she wanted to say Victor was too childish. But listening to Victor's reasoning, Jelena was quite aware that she also did not understand Victor's feelings all along.

"I've been quiet all this time, I don't think it's a problem as long as you and Mira are happy. But, the selfishness within me always appeared, making me not want to understand the situation anymore, not wanting to give up again. I want you, I want Mira, I want to live with you all happily." Victor rubbed his face violently.

"I'm sorry, I talk too much, bouncing me too far. I'm sorry......"

Jelena was silent, in fact she had no intention of saying the sentence that made Victor feel expelled. He also has no intention of replacing Victor with Ken.

"I'll pack my clothes, I'll be leaving tomorrow morning." Said Victor, rising from his seat. Never mind, however, he could not force a will, even if it was true that Jelena's heart was impossible to reciprocate her feelings, then what could she do? Ken is also a good man, at least Victor can be a little relieved because Jelena did not meet the old version of Victor who only knows how to give pain to Jelena alone.

Greb!

"Wait!" Jelena clutching the cloth clothes used by Victor makes Victor can not continue his footsteps. Hearing Jelena asking him to wait, Victor immediately turned to look at Jelena with a heart that tried to be airy chest. Maybe Jelena wants to tell the truth that she also wants to try to be in a relationship with Ken, whereas she wants her relationship with Victor to stay good for the sake of their child.

"I never want to replace your position with anyone. You're Mira's father, forever will never be changed. Ken is part of the family, of course it's only natural that they're close, right?"

Victor forced his smile, looked at Jelena and nodded in understanding.

Jelena looked at Victor for a while then immediately threw away her gaze as she felt nervous as their eyes met for more than a few seconds. Jelena swallowed her saliva before she said what she wanted to say.

"I don't want to kick you out, really! I just feel like it would be better if you guys didn't keep fighting. I'm sorry if what I said made you think no, I didn't mean it that way. Don't leave if the reason you left is because you're upset, you can leave when you're in a good mood."

Victor was speechless looking at Jelena, somehow Jelena's true intentions but Victor really felt a thump right now. Jelena's face trying to avoid direct eye contact with him, her nervous voice, could it be Victor's feelings alone?

"Jelena?"

"Hem?"

Jelena looked at Victor who called her, and now she was silent while looking at her eyes so deeply that Jelena did not understand at all what Victor was thinking.

Jelena tries to avoid Victor's words, but Victor demands them with his eyes.

"I, I don't know."

Victor sighed, he forced his smile because it seemed like he still could not and should not have fantasized too much to be able to live together with Jelena dah Mira as a family within or a legitimate state record.

"It's okay, I really should be aware that my impression has not been good. I should have been more self-aware and should not have expected much until I had subconsciously forced myself indirectly. Whatever happens, I will try my best, get better every day at least so that Mira is not ashamed to have a father like me."

Jelena was silent for a moment, should she say what she really felt? It is true that the shadow of pain in the past can still be clearly remembered Jelena, but until when will she continue to rely on the wounds of the past? Isn't what matters most now how Victor is in the present, and in the future? There is no bad person forever, nor a good person who will surely have one moment, neither is the good side.

"When did you get so good? You can keep pushing if you want to, right?" After saying that, Jelena tried to stay away from Victor, but it was a pity that Victor held Jelena's arm and made her unable to move anywhere.

"Your words just now, may I mean that you don't mind when I force you?"

Jelena brushed Victor's hand off with a look of nervousness.

"When did I say that?!" Replied Jelena who unconsciously looked blushing.

Realizing Jelena's reaction, Victor really couldn't help but smile, he was really happy, really, so happy that he forgot to see on the other side where Ken who was holding Mira listened and saw the two of them.

"Jelena, if I can really force it, then from today on you can only be close to one man, that is, me!"

Jelena bit her lower lip trying to hold back her lips that wanted to smile happily.

Feeling dissatisfied could only see Jelena's blushing face, Victor immediately grabbed Jelena's hand, pulled her and hugged her tightly.

"What are you doing?! Unhand me!" Said Jelena who sounded annoyed, but unfortunately he did nothing to refuse other than his mouth that spoke so that Victor did not feel rejected and increasingly tightened his embrace.

From afar Ken could only waste his breath, and smile even if it was really forced. Although it is very painful to see Jelena choose Victor, but she also has no right to force Jelena's feelings. On the other hand, Jelena's parents also asked Ken to marry Jemima who is now undergoing a series of treatments.

Since childhood Jemima always dreamed of becoming the king's daughter, she also said she wanted to be the most beautiful bride when she married later. But Jemima's current state was completely different from before, his body was so thin, his head was plain with no hair, his eyes were sunken, he also looked pale the entire time.

Seriate.