Forbidden Seed

CHAPTER 76: The Painful Cause

" You should know very well how big of a mistake you've made, right? We raised you without ever showing any harshness, what else goes that far, right? "

Jemima was bowed after briefly seeing the gaze filled with disappointment from his father. You know, he really knows how bad he was what he did to Jelena, but will that regret be of any use? No don't you? Even if Jemima broke his chest and showed him how his heart was, of course it would be useless. Wouldn't it still be the same in the end that Jelena was wretched because of him?

Now Jemima will accept whatever punishment he receives. Get out of that house, whatever he might agree to without waiting a second or two. It's okay, even though he doesn't know where he will live, how he will live and what he will be like, Jemima felt he did not have anything he could use to become a guideline. Let it be, this time he would indeed be better not to think of anything, other than cursing himself.

" Jelena already told me what happened to Dad, and Mom. Honestly, we are very disappointed with what you did, even though about your personal blog that is so detrimental to us all we still have not had time to advise you, you have made a more fatal act again. Remember in our family no one can do violence, you also remember well how Mom advised you all right? "

Jemima lowered his head, his fingers tightly intertwined, trying to restrain himself from crying.

" You're wrong, we're angry, we're disappointed, but we can't just throw you away like shit either. It's just that there will definitely be a perceived distance, so you should be able to understand it, and do not blame others much, also demanding that is not easy. "

Jemima was silent with all his thoughts. Should he be thankful for not being thrown away? Or should Jemima be ashamed that his crimes were repaid with kindness?

Jemima tightened the link of his hand, looking at his father with a serious look.

" Dad, can I see Jelena? I promise I won't do anything to hurt him, I swear. " Pinta Jemima to Her Father.

Her father Jelena paused for a moment to think, she weighed whether she could trust Jemima or not? But looking at the way Jemima was staring, speaking in a pleading tone, she was like losing the doubt she felt a few seconds ago.

Moments later, Jelena's father takes Jemima to meet Jelena, and lets them talk alone.

Jelena and Jemima were briefly silent, staring at each other for a while. Jemima who is confused where to start, Jelena who is confused about what things Jemima wants to talk about? Will he say things that trigger a fight?

" How are you? " Task Jemima after a moment of silence confusion as to what to say.

Jelena paused for a moment, then forced her smile. It was really unexpected, and could it be that Jemima had deliberately spoken like that because of their father's force?

" I know what I'm doing is so outrageous, I don't even dare to ask about your son after seeing you. I'm curious, but I'm afraid of hearing scary news, and I'm sorry, really sorry. These few days I realized right where my mistake lay, I realized if I shouldn't think what I think is right, then end up hating you, hating this situation. "

Jelena still thinks that what Jemima said must be because she was pressured, forced to apologize to Jelena for their relationship a little better. But as soon as she saw Jemima's trembling body, her tears falling as she tried not to cry, Jelena realized that Jemima jutsru was not as evil as she thought.

" I'm, I'm sorry. I don't know if what I'm doing is gonna hurt you, hurt your son, hurt Mom and Dad's good name, company, I'm even making myself look sorry in the public eye, I don't want to be pitied, I don't need that. I'm sorry......"

Jemima looked relieved even though Jemima still could not cover her cries.

A few moments later they were both calm, able to talk well and a feeling of relief. Jemima grabbed Jelena's hand, grasping it tightly.

" Jelena, I hope you will always be there for Father and Mother, you will also be a good Brother for Tomy. He does look annoying in his way of speaking, but believe me he is a loving and understanding child. He will be very considerate of you, loving you beyond your expectations when you win his heart later. "

Jelena frowned at Jemima, why is that sentence like a farewell sentence? Jemima was like he was delivering that, he must have prepared, right?

" Where do you want to go? " Task Jelena.

Jemima looked at Jelena then shook his head.

" There is no purpose, nor will it go away if it does not have to go. " Jemima replied, which made Jelena confused.

" What does that mean? "

Jemima held his breath for a while, smiling when he wanted to cry once. Should he tell me the truth? Could it be that Jelena would understand him, understand the reason?

" I just wanted to talk. "

Jelena grabbed Jemima's arm, looking at him firmly.

" Say, where are you going? Did Mom and Dad ask for it, do you want to go alone? "

Jemima looked at both of Jelena's eyes, but he just wanted to look at Jelena firmly and did not look to lie. Damn, Jelena's eyes are too shady to make it like he can't resist what he's actually trying to cover.

" Je Jelena, actually about a year ago I was diagnosed with a blood cancer, has entered stage two. Doctors recommend chemotherapy, taking chemotherapy drugs and undergoing treatment properly. But I'm so tired, I can't afford to go back to feeling in the injection, in the surgery, and so on. Since I was a child, half of my life has gone to the hospital. I just quietly took the Doctor's medicine, to slightly extend my life, I quietly endured the pain, the pain like my entire body was being slashed together. I think I can spend more time with Mom and Dad, and Tomy. But things didn't go the way I wanted them to, that's why I was angry and couldn't accept this fact. But now that I'm so relieved, at least Dad, Mom, Tomy won't be so sad when I leave. "

Jelena rounded her eyes, so shocked that she unconsciously shed tears.

Seriate.