For You Who Do Not Look In The Eye

Chapters 18. Did Heaven Take It?

No one knew that Vicktor had been shot to death as he knew he was negotiating with his family together at the dinner table. Vicktor assumes that everything that comes across is a nightmare but he also does not know that everything he sees is part of a dream.

What is better than a dream? Money, because it can buy everything? Talent, being able to do anything without effort? No, it's all wrong, money can't even buy lives and it's hard to get for the poor. Even talent is also not due to the miracle of being born, as if the person who is capable of doing anything is called talent? They just don't know what effort he's been through.

Maybe the hope that can balance a dream, sometimes the dream is a reflection of the hope that we want so far. So powerful that Vicktor's hallucinations are a person who can be said to be a real human, it could be that he exceeds the human himself just because he wants it. But still no category can say it to be a truth, just a point of view.

Everyone may be hurt by unfulfilled expectations and choose shortcuts to enjoy them by sleeping and dreaming to his fullest heart. It is true that everything can reach the dream but it also depends on the situation and conditions.

"A real dream or a dream that looks very real. Why are there two, what are two? Yeah, true! Why is there always two choices? Let's find out in the second life."

Vicktor receives a new miracle, he is born with the same form under the same conditions but the times have been destroyed by himself. Sounds absurd, indeed because actually Vicktor has used the "Master Key" thousands of times to find the complicated way of life again beautiful.

The third World War was quite a beautiful war, because a firecracker exploded soaring in the dark sky many thought it was a super big firecracker but in fact it was, it could kill thousands of people.

Vicktor survives the cruel world he lights a bonfire that blazes violently, then beside him who almost died it is his wife. Vicktor is brought to life wearing nothing but surely better than dying, he just wants to make up for the sins he has committed. So he killed all the humans at that time, who were actually himself who had gone back and forth looking for a gap of hope. It is like a person who is removing all problems.

It all sounds ridiculous, what makes sense from a fairy tale about a magic door.

Someone talks about life, he offers a second life, for people who think that life is a very valuable thing because life is only once but this time is different. It could be that the God Thoth in ancient scriptures trapped in the universe of space and time provides a good clue for lost people.

"Do you still want to live happily?"

He obviously asked Vicktor about life which was clearly like the main dish man's poop substitute for rice. Anyone who does not want to be given a good choice and also free, maybe he is a crazy person, or maybe he is fed up about life.

"I want to go back, I want to be happy."

Of course answered loudly and boldly, God Thoth also seems to offer it well without any grandiose requests.

"I'll give it up."

"Feel what I feel, you must enjoy the punishment of what has become prohibition."

But the promised family does exist and get along in the future. Vicktor watched it himself in front of his eyes, watching television, his form could not be seen, but he could feel the warmth.

Day after day, year after year, Vicktor could only watch his life's events like a video recording of a spinning cinema. The raging feeling of wanting to whip him like a delman whipping a horse's butt. Want to feel happiness but with invisible form what Vicktor can enjoy with this miserable life.

"These are my sins, at least I must be strong to understand this and witness it as a whole. If you think more deeply, a choice? Maybe it's the right choice. If it's a position, maybe it's the position it should be. Why am I complaining?"

Seeing it grow faster than trees means we enjoy life, today Amelia has entered SMU she had a fight with her father who is indeed you with the same nature even his wife can not do anything. He's in a time of rebellion, you should know that.

He smiled at something that happened to be Vicktor standing in front of him, Vicktor returned the smile either maybe he imagined something of his lover or indeed he could see his presence no one knew. But for sure he smiled happily after a great fight, there was nothing better if it was just a difference of opinion or just because it was a waste of money to buy useless items. Grateful they can still be together and enjoy the stories that have been passed.

Just a trivial thing, no need to feel hurt will come the time to feel it hurts because it has nothing to vent because something is gone.

Vicktor always sat down with his wife who was enjoying a warm tea with the condition towards the afternoon. Sometimes he always talks to himself about his daughter or his favorite silly drama show, sometimes his eyes accidentally collide with Vicktor hoping it's a coincidence.

But over time, Vicktor was able to touch objects that he considered hard. Instead he should not be able to do this because he is invisible to not even have a form to touch or touch.

The touch sometimes makes panic because dropping objects easily broken. It feels like Vicktor is starting to be able to interfere with other family problems and personal that is indeed his family. Vicktor became more afraid of facing reality, disappearing from the face of the earth was a difficult choice and as expected after the sin committed.

But man remains man, his heart gnaws at common sense and begins to ring again.

"Will I be in that position... "

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