FOR MONEY

AMUSE ONESELF

Since that night. Dean no longer came to visit me, and he never even called me again asking for news. He just disappeared.

What was it because I rejected her wishes that night? Or because I slapped him, until he got so upset and didn't want to call me again.

I should be the one who's angry, I'm the one who's disappointed, I don't want to see him anymore, but why would he do that to me.

I'm still waiting for news from him. Because right now I still have the same feelings for him, just before it happened.

I miss him who always asks me, and always visits me. Why did he leave that night without a word? Not even looking back.

I've tried to contact him a few times. But he never took my call.

“Does this mean our relationship is over? I need an explanation. Tell me if our relationship is over, don't make me wait for Dean.”

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My days were quiet again, and my phone never rang again.

I try to keep myself busy so as not to continue to dissolve in sadness. I sent job applications back to several companies, and I hope to get a job soon, because right now I really need money.

The money supply I have is already very thin, I plan to sell my birthday gift diamond ring from mama 2 years ago, when I turned 20 years old. It's a shame, but this is all I can sell for money.

The money earned from selling these coins must also be quite a lot, I must really be able to save it, until I get a job.

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I've been waiting for almost 2 months, no work calls. At home, it stresses me. My life feels so boring, you want to feel comforting.

I finally decided to go out tonight, intending to visit a place where I used to hang out with friends.

I don't know why I miss that place all of a sudden.

I arrived at one of the clubs where I used to come here with friends. But everything felt different when I came here alone.

“Qeezya.” A woman's voice called my name.

I let my eyes look for the origin of the sound. The woman in the black uniform stood 3 meters right beside me.

“Not been here for a long time, want me to find maja?” He offered to walk closer to me.

“Kekey.” Call me a little scream, because the atmosphere is very noisy

He was one of the waitresses at this club, who used to serve me and my friends a lot.

“Which other?” He asked while looking around me.

“I came here only myself” I replied

“Nevent need key.. I'm really alone aja”

“Udah.. It's okay, there is still an empty table enough for 2 people” He said While guiding me.

I followed his directions, and arrived at one of the bar tables in the corner of the room. Quite comfortable, not too exposed to the spotlight, the atmosphere is really dark. Suitable for me who currently wants to be alone but needs entertainment.

“You want me to get you a drink?” Bargain again

“Bby.. I'm asking for soda can, non alcohol” my Pinta

“Why?” Ask

“I'm afraid I can't go home” Obviously me with a smile.

The woman smiled as if she understood what I meant, and she immediately went to pick it up.

I let out a view of every side of the room, all looking so crowded and so noisy. Not only was the music sounding loud, people were also on shouting at each other.

It turned out that I used to be like them, talking while screaming, then laughing as I liked, and occasionally jogging to the rhythm of music played by DJs.

For a moment, I had never been this calm before when I was at a club, just sitting still and watching the people around me.

“This is his drink” said Kekey who just arrived

“Still Key..”

“You really don't wait for someone” Tanyanya still don't believe

I just nodded my head.

“About 5 months ago you still play here often, and it looks like you were never with them again” Kekey Story a little “But they are now never here again” Next

“Owh yes.?” Ask me to clarify

“Iya.. I guess tonight you came with them”

I just shook my head, and Kekey immediately left me.

I thought about them. Why they never come here again. This club is not one of their favorite places.

Maybe they already have a new favorite place, or maybe they already have a girlfriend, and they are forbidden to visit such a place again.

“May you guys be happy” murmured me