FOR MONEY

REJECT

Eight months have passed since the departure of Papa and Mama, I still can't believe that I've survived this far.

I'm used to them. I've never thought about the little things before. I never even thought about what I would eat today.

the last 6 months I've been entertaining with friends, I don't know how much money I've spent.

I can't manage my finances, the ATM I'm holding is running low. There is no income at all, there is only expenditure every day. Even I can not afford to pay a household assistant who has worked at my home for 8 years.

My friends rarely call me. I thought they were friends, I was wrong. Money is my friend.

My mom and dad are busy, just a few times a month they call me. I don't want to trouble them either.

🎶..🎶..🎶..

My handpone is ringing..

“Hallo.” Answer me

“Qeezya.” A man across the phone called my name

“Who?” Much

“I Dean”

Dean was my college friend back then. He is handsome and active. She once expressed love for me, but I refused, because I never put my heart on her.

“You...what's up?”

“I want to visit you tonight, are you home?” Prattling

“Iya. I'm home. What's the need to visit me?” Ask me to wonder

“I want to see you, there is something I want to talk about”

“OK.. I wait”

I allowed him to visit me tonight, I don't know what he wants to talk to me about. But at least I open up a little to be able to have friends at a time like this.

Malampun..

The clock is 19:15

I saw Dean in front of my house. I went downstairs to open the door and meet him.

“Sorry I can't bring you in, because I'm alone at home”

Dean tonight looks very casual, with a light gray t-shirt and slightly torn jeans and white shoes that he wears look very suitable with his body high and slightly filled, and for sure he is very fragrant and also clean.

“What do you want to drink?” Ask pleasantries

“No need, I plan to invite you to eat out”

“Sorry Dean.. I just finished eating” My answer is a little cold

“Owh so.. I should have told you first”

I just gave a little smile

“Oh yes.. What do you want to say?” I asked her directly to her purpose of visiting me

“Qeezya.. I miss you” He said confidently “Sorry. I just knew the news of the last 1 month if you again grieve” Continue.

Again, I just smiled a little

“Do you need anything I can help you with?” Ask to offer himself

“Thank you for attention.. But for now I don't need any help” answered me

Dean is still as attentive as ever. I was always cold to her, but she never changed.

“Qeezya.. Can't you really accept me?”

Slowly Dean held my hand to convince me of his feelings.

“I don't mean to take a chance in your grief, but you know how I've been feeling all this time?” Next is full of feeling

“Deans.. You also know I never put my heart on you. I've always been cold, because I don't want to give you hope. But you've always been like this. I don't want to make you hurt all the time” Obviously I'm understanding while pulling my hand out of his grasp.

Dean looks to be bending his head. It's not the first time I've turned Dean down, but this time he looks very disappointed. I don't know why he's still holding on to his feelings. What is so special about me in her eyes?

“If you can't open your heart to me, at least you can accept me as a friend. I'm sure you need a friend at times like this” He said sincerely while looking me in the eye

“Dean.”

“Pliss don't reject me for this one” Max

I immediately smiled sweetly.

Dean looks very happy. I only accepted her as a friend, but she looked as if she had received love from me.