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It is now 1.26 WIB. And the party was over an hour and a half ago, but Lolita seemed to be unable to sleep. He was still awake while staring at standing in front of the balcony door of the hotel room he occupied while embracing his own body.
Parties are held at the hotel, and all family members stay at the hotel no exception mbak Lili and Bi Tuti.
Suddenly someone hugged the body of Lolita from behind, but turned to look he knew it was Aldi. It is very clear from the distinctive body aroma of Aldi. And anyways who's going to go out at midnight like this.
"Why aren't you asleep?" Ask Aldi without turning Lolita's body.
"Not sleepy" replied Lolita as it is. It's true he's not sleepy.
"Something bothers you?" Ask Aldi.
Lolita turned her back to look at Aldi. He then hid his face in the chest of Aldi's field.
A small crackling sounded from Lolita's mouth. Yes, Lolita is crying. Aldi who heard that was silent while stroking Lolita's head. He allowed his wife to shed her tears behind the chest of his field.
Aldi held onto Lolita's shoulder, removed the girl from her arms and cupped both of Lolita's cheeks and wiped off the trail of Lolita's tears using her thumb.
Lying if Lolita feels okay. He even felt bad as reporters continued to question him in addition to the debate he had with Rere.
Aldi closed the door with the balcony curtain open, he then led Lolita to sit on the edge of the bed.
"Tell me what makes you cry!" Pinta Aldi soft.
"Are you not happy with this celebration?" Ask Aldi.
Lolita shook her head. "I'm happy, I'm also very relieved that everyone knows about our relationship" Lolita said.
"Want to?" Ask Aldi.
"Actually Rere was my best friend back in Junior High, but our friendship broke when I found out that Rere had a relationship with Kevin behind me. And at that time Kevin was still my lover" Lolita began to tell him what stuck in her heart.
The flashback
Lolita and her two best friends, Rere and Caca, are walking together. They had just returned from the cafeteria and were about to go to class.
But suddenly the three of them stopped their steps. "Why Re?" Ask Caca.
Rere took his phone from inside the pocket of his alma mater suit. She opened her chat app and read a message that turned out to be from her lover.
"You two go first, I have a sudden business" said Rere who then immediately left without giving his friend a chance to ask.
"Hmm base" muttered Caca. "Yes, let's go ahead!" Invite Caca and Lolita to agree. The two of them then continued their steps towards his class.
But when in front of the classroom door, Lolita suddenly wanted to urinate. "Caca, you go in first, I want to go to the bathroom" cried Lolita.
"Do you want me to be with you?" Ask Caca.
"No need" After that Lolita also ran to the toilet closest to her class.
Arriving at the toilet Lolita directly into one of the rooms there.
And after her wish was complete, Lolita came out of the toilet room. He then washed his hands in the sink.
Samar faint Lolita heard someone chatting. He then turned off the water faucet he turned on to clearly hear the chatter of someone who was like a stranger.
"Asik also turned out to play behind" said a man.
"You're good, but I'm not good. When did you stay in Lolita and admit I was in front of everyone that I was your lover" replied a girl.
Hearing that Lolita was surprised instead of playing, but she remained silent and listened to their next chat.
"You take it easy, baby, I'll definitely leave her. What the hell doesn't make you. You are even more beautiful and satisfying. It's not like he's boring" the man said.
"Hmm you can" said the girl as she slapped her chest.
The man then embraced the woman's waist. He then brought his face closer and drank the girl's lips together with the open toilet door.
The pair of lovers were so surprised that accidentally the man bit the girl's lips until it bled.
"Awww" the girl screamed, the kiss came off.
"Lolita" said the man and woman simultaneously.
"Why? Are you satisfied?" Ask Lolita.
"Lolita we love each other" said the man, embracing the girl's waist.
"Yes me and Kevin love each other" said the girl.
"Love each other or just as a lustful gratifier?" Lolita asked calmly but filled with emphasis.
"Gue didn't even think you'd marry me" Lolita said, staring at Rere.
He tried to stay strong and not cry. He tried to make his voice sound ordinary. Though he was eager to cry, his heart was broken when he knew that the person he loved so much and also his own friend betrayed him.
"Gue didn't care" Rere replied in a defiant tone to make Lolita even more surprised. But he still tries to be as habitual as possible.
"Kevin, we stop here and thank you for this betrayal" Lolita said, staring at Kevin.
"And to Lo, may you be happy with this traitor. Just so you know, a traitor will remain a traitor. And the relationship that begins with the betrayal of food will end with betrayal as well" Lolita said and left the toilet.
Believe that Lolita is now completely destroyed and wounded. But it's as usual not to why.
Believe me, a tearless wound is more painful. More suffocating.
When we want to cry but tears do not seem to want to come out, and want to be heard but the heart is slashed. That's really amazing the pain.
Lolita is in her class. Then he took his bag. "Where can we switch seats?" Ask Lolita to my friend Sinta.
"Sure" answered the girl named Nana. The girl then took her bag and moved to sit in Lolita's place.
"Lo why?" Ask Sinta.
"Gga papa" replied Lolita while taking one of her textbooks.
Not long after Rere also entered the class. He sat himself down without looking at Lolita.
"Bir lo why Re?" Ask Sinta who was astonished.
"Bite" Rere replied casually.
The teacher arrives and stops the conversation between the two. Lolita kept up with the lesson as usual.
Until finally the school hours came. Lolita came home as usual.
After school, Lolita did not leave her room until dinner. It made Nita mama Lolita so astonished. What happened to his daughter.
Nita knocks on Lolita's bedroom door, but gets no reply at all.
Is it possible that Lolita fell asleep? Think Nita.
But Lolita was not asleep. He was in the room. Crying would happen. Letting out all her heartache with new tears could come out.
His mind was always reminded of the toilet. Where her ex-boyfriend and best friend are kissing.
He would be a witness to his loved ones making love. Believe me it hurts. So hurt.
Until the next day. Lolita went to school. He did not want to skip school just because of heartache. It was Lolita's month once.
Until one day.
All students and students were shocked by the photo of Lolita together with an om om om in a mall shopping for clothes.
Everyone stared in disdain and low towards Lolita. Lolita who knew nothing just stood still and passed through some of the crowd of students who were talking about it.
Until finally Lolita's steps stopped in front of Mading. He stopped his steps in front of the mading when he saw some who were still noisily.
Lolita was very surprised when she saw the photo in the mading with a very embarrassing writing.
Lolita turns out to be a teaser, she dates om om to get luxury goods. No wonder Kevin left her with a girl better than him.
After reading the writing, Lolita immediately revoked all the photos written on the mading.
Everyone immediately dispersed and left Lolita alone. None of them wanted to get close to Lolita.
"Lolita, I didn't think it turned out to be Lo" said someone from behind Lolita.
That person is none other than Rere and Caca.
"Rere, Caca?" Lolita was surprised.
"Read I can clear. It's not like what Lo saw" Lolita said, holding Caca's hand. But Caca immediately brushed it off.
"Never touch me with your dirty hands" Caca said. Heard that. Hearing that Lolita was very surprised.
"From now on you're no longer our two friends. Poor people like you don't deserve to be our friend" Rere said.
"Poor man, use dating om om again" Imbuh Caca.
"Originally you know, this is all we both do. Lucky I saw you again in the Mall the same om om" explained Caca.
"Caca, so you....? " Say Lolita hangs.
"Yes, why me? I already know everything. And I also support the relationship of Kevin and Rere" explained Caca.
Ctarrrrrr
Like being struck by lightning during the day. Lolita was shocked by all the truth her friend had told her.
Lolita's wounds were not healed yesterday. And now he has to
getting hurt again.
Without saying much, Lolita immediately ran out of the school area while crying. He could no longer resist the rumbling in his heart.
Arriving at Lolita's house immediately entered her room. Ignoring her mom and dad who greeted her.
Last night Lolita didn't come out of her room. He shut himself up without eating or drinking. He just sat there crying and hugging his knees.
Until finally, Nita forcibly opened the door of her daughter's room with a spare key that she had.
"Darling why are you?" Nita asked while sitting next to her daughter.
"Mama" Lolita said as she hugged her mother tightly spilling all her tears.
"Why You?" Nita asked as she stroked the top of Lolita's head.
But Lolita was silent, she kept crying. Crying grimly released all the burdens in his heart.
After Lolita's cry subsided, and she calmed down. Lolita started telling me everything that happened. Starting from the betrayal of Kevin and Rere to the incident that just happened.
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The next day Lolita returned to school after she did not enter. But he everyone still let the bad bad until bully him.
Every day Lolita passed the day with abuse, abuse, bullyan and she was shunned by all her friends.
Until Lolita's parents came to school to explain all the understanding that has happened.
Actually the photo is a photo of Lolita while walking with her father in a mall.
Many people do not know about Lolita's background. Including Rere and Caca. Lolita who dressed modestly and played more often at her friend's house made Rere and Caca think that Lolita is a poor person and does not deserve to be friends with them.
But it's all too late. When Lolita was called BK, Lolita never arrived. Until the teacher is looking for where Lolita is with her parents.
They were so shocked when they saw Lolita who had been lying on the floor with blood on her hands and the razor she was still holding.
Lolita was immediately taken to the hospital. Nita who saw that was furious. Especially when hearing doctors say that Lolita PTSD due to being too often a victim of bullying in her school.
Flashback Off
Lolita rested her head on Aldi's chest after she finished recounting her old wounds.
"That's why I love you so much" Aldi said softly.
"You are a very strong woman, even you never repay their bad deeds" Aldi said.
"If you like why did you stay away from me?" Lolita asked while looking at Aldi.
"It's not meant to stay away from you, but I was trying to forget you" Aldi explained.
"That's it, no need to discuss. All of that has become a problem. Now there is me who is your future" Aldi said as he kissed Lolita on the forehead.
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It is difficult to describe pain in written form:(
Mark typo!
The revision will be done later tonight
For those of you who do not understand the phrase *Hallo All! Now it's Monday See you again with me* I'll explain yes.
I mean that cake greeted all of you. You all know Monday? the day everyone starts their activities back after a vacation.
Not that I was up every Monday and just one episode of doang.
Please understand even me up sometimes twice a day.
You can see on the date I published that I still say I Up once a week and only one episode.
Thanks though.