For Lolita (MCW2)
Feel Doubtful
I'VE SAID BEFORE THAT THIS IS THE LAST CONFLICT AND IT MIGHT BE A LITTLE LONG AND A LITTLE BIT CONVOLUTED, MAYBE SOME OF YOU HAVE GUESSED THE CONTENTS OF THE STORY BUT THAT'S NOT NECESSARILY TRUE, AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE CONFUSED ABOUT HOW THE CONFLICT WILL BE LATER I WILL SLIP SOME FLASHBACKS AFTER THE PROBLEM IS FINISHED.
MAKE THOSE WHO ALREADY FEEL YOUR GUESS IS RIGHT, PLEASE CONTINUE TO FOLLOW THE STORY WHAT YOU THINK OR EVEN VICE VERSA.
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Lolita is seen playing with Aksa in her room, the woman seems not as happy as usual. His mind continued to be thrown where the incident happened to find Felisha and Aldi who were hugging.
Lolita tries to keep thinking positive, she does not want to act rashly like when she was in High School. It could have been Aldi had his own reasons why he had to be that close to Felisha given the current conditions of change are unstable. Moreover, Aldi is a type of gentle man, when he was in High School only he dated Salsa just to protect the girl from his father and brother.
Lolita wanted to think that way, but it was very difficult to remember that Aldi had not chased after her to explain what really happened and instead let Felisha find her.
Lolita glanced at the clock that was above the nightstand and the time showed at 20:03 WIB and until now Aldi had not returned home either.
"Any sleepy hmm?" Ask Lolita to Aksa who is still busy with her game.
"It's tonight baby" said Lolita. "Are you waiting for Papa to come home?" Another imbibing. Pain, that's what Lolita feels right now in her chest when she says kaliamat waiting for papa to come home.
"Take care of mama yuk" Lolita immediately took over Aksa, and asked him to let his little son sleep.
It didn't take long for Aksa to close her eyes. And Lolita immediately moved Aksa's body into the baby box. Along with that also Aldi arrived, the man looks still complete with his office stelan.
As Lolita approached her husband, she picked up her briefcase and helped remove the suit worn by Aldi.
"Lolita why not get angry and instead serve me, what Felisha said earlier" Aldi muttered in his heart. The man only noticed Lolita who was busy keeping her briefcase and suit and then walked into the bathroom without saying a word.
Before long Lolita was out of the bathroom, the woman approached Aldi who was sitting while playing his phone. "With the water I have prepared, I will go to the kitchen to prepare dinner for you" said Lolita.
"I've had dinner with Felisha" replied Aldi who then stood up and passed into the bathroom.
"O" Lolita just ber O ria, actually she was injured got an answer from Aldi. But what power, this is all solely for Aksa, and perhaps also for their love.
Aldi was silent behind the bathroom door. The man felt that he had become the worst husband in the world, how could he refuse to be served by his wife and say that he had eaten with another woman.
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It didn't take long for Aldi to come out of the bathroom. He saw Lolita who had laid herself in a curled position behind him with a piece of hairy cloth covering her body.
Aldi passed by, the man did not wear the change of clothes he had chosen Lolita and wore the clothes he had just taken from the closet. After that he took his briefcase and took it to the sofa.
The sound of the ringing of the phone made Aldi who was about to sit himself was undo his intentions. The man put his briefcase on the desk and walked towards the nightstand where the phone was.
"Felisha" Gumam Aldi read the caller's name. He then walked to the balcony of his room and not knowing Aldi if actually Lolita had not fallen asleep. The woman was just purporting to sleep.
Lolita immediately waved off the blanket covering her body. The woman then walked towards the balcony, but her steps only came to a halt in front of the glass door. Samar faintly Lolita overhears Aldi and Felisha's conversation.
"Yes good night and good rest" That's the last sentence that Aldi said before closing his phone connection.
The man then turned his back and found Lolita standing in front of him. Both are equally silent and look at each other.
Eventually Aldi stepped into his room. But Lolita's voice managed to stop her steps right beside her. "So?" Lolita glanced at Aldi with just the tip of her eye.
Lolita turned her body towards Aldi. "So what did I see?" Lolita.
"Yes" answered Aldi briefly.
Lolita closed her eyes for a moment, trying to neutralize the tightness that had burst into her chest. Lolita slowly opened her eyes and said, "Now I doubt Al, whether I should still believe in you as you said yesterday that whatever happens keep believing in me, believe that it is not my desire" Lolita paused for a moment after repeating the sentence that Aldi had said yesterday.
"I am really hesitant to believe that kaliamat, please help me not to doubt your words" Imbuh Lolita again while she brushed aside the tears that had flowed almost profusely on her cheeks.
Aldi shut up, he was just him and stared straight ahead. Just like Lolita, she also felt pain in her chest.
"Please tell me now I must keep retreating or advancing!" Lolita said again.
The silence of the night that was only accompanied by a gust of wind added a quite deep slashing impression.
"Tell me should I hold on or let go?"
"I think you're smart enough to learn from the past, that the key to a relationship is openness and honesty"
"I hope you're not too selfish just out of boredom, because we're living, fighting and surviving to this extent not just for the two of us, but for Aksa"
Lolita brushed off the tears that were mischievously wetting her cheeks then turned her back and then stepped her feet just a few steps then stopped and looked back at Aldi and said "I still want to fight and survive for a wholeness based on love and affection, hopefully you know it will be Al" After saying that Lolita back in her bed. He moved his body in the same position as before.
While Aldi, the man was still him and silent, he did not intend to say a word or maybe unable to say a word because the sentence spoken by Lolita was very heartbreaking.
Aldi closed his eyes enjoying the night breeze that hit his face. His jaw went up and down as he painstakingly swallowed his saliva. It was as if he was also swallowing bitterness in it.
Aldi opened his eyes again. He gave up his intention to continue his work that had been delayed. He took his car keys and walked out of his room.
I don't know where the man's destination is tonight, which obviously now he really needs ketengan. The company's problems may not have affected his mind, but Lolita's words and tears are very influential on him now.
Is it wrong he did all this to make someone deterred? He just wanted to protect his wife, that's all.
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Want to take it again, now is jan conflict on baper hehe
Trust all on mas Aldi, as long as there is support all will be fine wkwk
