FOR HER SAKE

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* vid Shevi POV

This morning I felt so lazy to wake up. How not, if today I have to watch my own husband remarry. Married the woman he was hamili.

Seeing them sleep together, my heart crumbled. What else when I found out that the woman was pregnant with the child of my husband. My world collapsed at that moment. What other test is heavier than the one that's happening to me right now.

But I don't want to be selfish to have Alvin while there are children in the womb of other women who are also entitled to love and have my husband.

Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok

The door of my room was knocked and the face of the woman I loved appeared. Mother who is always there when my likes and sorrows.

" It's ready baby "Mother is approaching and stroking my hair. Things I always liked when Mom or Alvin did.

Just remembering her name makes me sad. I sighed and nodded to my mother.

I'm lucky you didn't ask much. Because I need peace right now. The more words of comfort the more sad I get because they make me feel more real. Because I still wish that this was all a dream.

Mother took my hand to go to Alvin's house. Last night I decided to stay at my mother's house so that I wouldn't have to wake up in the morning just to attend this wedding that I hate so much.

I also invited Tiara to stay at the mother's house. Because I haven't slept with my son in a long time.

We drove to Alvin's house in a car with our family driver. Shera who was next to me sobbed since this morning she came to be ushered by her husband Bayu sister.

Maybe my brother feels the pain I feel. I also actually want to cry and shout swear words for the two people who are getting married. But I held him back, I didn't want to look weak in front of the two of them. Because I'm the winner later. Or at least that's what my father-in-law said in the hospital yesterday.

" It's dong brother.. Don't cry on.. I'd like to see "I wipe my brother's tears with a tissue because soon we reach my in-laws' house.

" I also want the lest the cry viii.. But her tears won't stop knowing. My heart is sick.. And I know that's what you're feeling right now "Shera replied in a slightly irritated tone. But from the look in his eyes I knew that Shera pitied me for the fate of my life this time which made me chuckle even though my heart did not laugh.

" Uuuhhh my dear brother "I hug and caress his back.

" Come down "Mother open the door and invite us both to come down. Actually I've already banned Shera from coming. But this stupid girl forced to come even though she did not stop crying.

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There were only my in-laws and two of Papi Dion's drivers on Alvin's side as witnesses. And from Tania there was only a middle-aged man who might be his family. Because as far as I know Tania is here to wander and her family no one can attend.

Repeatedly I took a breath while looking down to calm my heart and heart that felt very tight. Or not - not now I have heart disease ?? Why does it hurt so much ??

I just lifted my head when Mr. Kiyai called my name and asked if I was sincere and ridho if Alvin married again.

" I sincerely and ridho my husband remarried to Tania Pak Kiyai's sister "I answered him by holding back as hard as I could so that my voice would not tremble because of the pain that was getting deep.

After the show was over, I decided to go to work. Although it's really just my alibi. I just want to get away from that stifling place.

After arriving at the mother's house, I immediately took my car and drove it to the park not far from Tiara's studio. There is usually if the day kejasa is so quiet. I just want to find a place to calm my heart.

And it's true. At the park there were only a few people passing by. I'm looking for a shady place and no one.

" AAAAAA LO NASTY VINN... YOU ARE EVIL JUST LIKE ME... !! " i screamed with all my might to relieve the tightness in my heart.

" What's wrong I'm hicks.. What I'm doing samape you like this vin. hiks.. " I sat down weak and sobbed. Take out all the vows and tears that I was holding back.

I want to die if I don't remember Tiara. I even just lost a child I didn't even know she existed. And now I have to let my husband marry again. It was me who told her, because I didn't want to be selfish and Tania felt what I felt when I was pregnant with Tiara first. But if I told him why it hurts so much God.Why don't you just take my heart so I don't feel this kind of pain anymore.

I jumped up and immediately wiped my tears away when someone patted me on the shoulder.

" Nathan sister ?? " Manyaku wonder. Why is this guy at the workplace like this.

" What is this brother here ?? isn't this a work day ?? " Sister Nathan pointed the clock at his wrist.

" It's already in the boss's mom's lunch hour.. And I'm here for lunch "Sister Nathan raised a paperbag in his hand that one.

" oohs.. Yes, I'm sorry "I'm so embarrassed that Nathan's brother knew I was screaming like a mad man cursing Alvin.

" Eat with yuk.. I happened to buy two sandwiches "I shook my head in response.

" Udah ayooo "Kak Nathan pulled me up and looked for a park bench so I wouldn't sit on the grass like that.

" If you need to confide, I can kok vii.. Don't shout - yelled alone rich earlier "I smiled awkwardly because shame turned out to be true brother Nathan heard it.

" I know your family's problems are hard right now.. But it's not good you maki - maki your husband in a public place like that.. Good thing there's just me there's nothing else "Sister Nathan smiled then pulled out a sandwich for us to eat. I actually have no taste for eating. But I still accept him appreciating his efforts to comfort me even though I only hold it without me eating a single bit.

" I also won't mean you make up the real story of what else is the same after you know that the woman is pregnant.. But I hope you are strong against it ya vii.. " My eyes started to heat up and the glass came back.

" I'm sure that Alvin can't be like that.. Because I can see for myself how Alvin treated you when we were in school.. From there I was sure that Alvin had love died with you "Hah love died from hongkong brother. I only dare to touch it in my heart

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Finally can up part to two 💕