FOR HER SAKE

S2 - Worried, Worry, Fear

The operating schedule is in the eye. Just counting the days he will meet two children who he keeps in the warmth of the womb that God gave.

Tiara will definitely miss this moment of her pregnancy. Missing every time you feel a light movement until the movement that sometimes makes him jump in shock.

Both of his children are very active there. Although he often hisses during movements that sometimes make him sick. But after that there is always a smile.

The seven-month procession only invites orphans and surrounding mothers and immediate families to pray, as well as the four-month procession. So it does not make it difficult if you have to follow the custom held by the Alvaro family.

The condition of the stomach is already very large makes it really have to sit on a wheelchair since the age of seven months.

It wouldn't be strong for her little body to carry such a big belly. The doctor said the baby's weight is large, so the size of his stomach is also very large.

Alvaro even asked the doctor if there was no other baby in his stomach. Because for Alvaro the size of her pregnancy is not normal.

But the doctor reassured and calmed them that the size of his stomach was still within normal limits.

Fortunately, her husband was now able to walk. So that it can help her who is tired when going to move from a wheelchair to the top of the bed or vice versa.

He still remembers clearly when he pranced with his big belly as Alvaro showed his sturdy legs that had recovered.

Panicked Alvaro saw him jump around and small directly catch his body to be in the grip.

"You can't even consider it first if you want anything? what about jatoh?" still with a panicked look and slightly raised his tone, which he responded with a smile of his white teeth.

Now her husband can be relied on to accompany the process of giving birth later.

There were feelings of fear, worry, and happiness mixed into one.

Afraid that the operation will not go well. She was worried that her children would not be saved. But the greatest taste is obviously happiness. Happy to be face to face with his two little angels. Two little creatures that always disturb his deep sleep.

"I.."

"Hm."

They're getting ready to go to sleep. Tiara was still faithful with her half-sitting sleep. With Alvaro who also faithfully embraced and patted his face on his big belly.

"Doain me yes." pause for a while before Tiara resumes. "Let the operation go smoothly. Our children survived all.."

Alvaro could clearly capture the gloom and sadness in his wife's voice. Even though the hand with a plump fingers was faithfully rubbing her hair softly. But Alvaro was very sure if on it, Tiara was holding back a cry.

The man shuffled to sit down and balance with his wife. Staring at the bead of eyes that began to fog. Eye beads belong to women whose small hands are now cupping both sides of his face.

"Even if someone has to be unsafe... Let me just."

Alvaro's pupils dilated as his wife said the sentence. What does his wife mean to talk like that? no one will be unsafe. Everything will go well. They would gather together and become the happiest family he had ever seen.

"You have to promise to be the best dad for them... Love and care for them with all your heart.. Just like you took care of me and loved me all this time."

"Although I also want and hope to be together with you.."

Put his hands off his face. Alvaro cupped the side of his wife's face. Speak with a vibrating voice. "What the hell are yank? you'll be safe. The kids will be safe too."

The young man had to catch his breath and exhale violently to dispel the fear that had stopped when he heard the damned babble that was thrown from his wife's mouth.

"How big was the death during the C-section?! maybe just two or three out of 100,000 operations."

Close his eyes tightly before softening his eyes so that his wife is not afraid and stressed.

"You pray enough yank.. How successful a result is also determined by how great the prayer you say."

"Our religion teaches us to simply beg the creator. Do all your skills in praying first. Do the effort you can first. You can surrender!"

Tiara's tears had already flowed down her face. He was very afraid of facing the birth later. Whether it was an operation, he was still afraid.

Because every birth has the same risk. That's death.

Is not the struggle of the mother to give birth to her children is a bet on life. So it is not only mothers who give birth normally who risk their lives. Surgery also has the same risk of death. With possible bleeding or other possibilities.

"We can minimize the risk by maintaining the health condition of you and your children. Praying so that the living can save you."

"We can definitely get together, baby.. You don't have to be afraid."

Alvaro still continued to answer for his small words.

"There are me and the others who will always pray for you. So, don't think no. It will only make your condition not ready for surgery later yank."

Tiara sobbed in her husband's arms. Take out all the claustrophobic that he snaps. All the fear that is getting closer to the day H, it just haunts him more.

Alvaro said a little. Even though the fear remains. But she will follow the advice of her husband to fight as best she can. Praying as much as possible. And wait for the end result that God has set for him and his family.

"Temenin me yes Al fitting operation later.. Don't stay with me.. I'm afraid.."

Alvaro rubbed his trembling back.

The part she dislikes the most during a big pregnancy is not being able to hug her husband properly.

Can only hug each other with their children who become a barrier. And his huge belly, definitely not his favorite when hugging.

"Would never be dear.." a soft kiss was felt on the crown of Tiara. "I won't leave you a single inch. If you need handcuffs I'll believe." added Alvaro with a small oddity.

Tiara clucked and laughed.

"I'm afraid I can't help them grow in this world.. Afraid you're looking for a new mama that's wrong for them."

Alvaro again chuckled at his wife's behavior. Maybe he was afraid that he would marry again.

"If that's what you're afraid of. I'm not getting married again."

"Let you be one forever.."

It is not easy to talk about death when the condition of Tiara who will soon perform surgery.

There are many possibilities that can happen. The hardest is death. Or milder ones like coma and bleeding.

But, Alvaro hopes and always prays for his wife and two children to be healthy and safe.

Many people are waiting for the birth of twins. Various equipment to the entire room filled with gifts from those who love Tiara and her children.

Good from a big family. Companions. Friends of their parents who are also close to both of them.

A happiness that is not just him and Tiara looking forward to. But also many of the same parties pray for the smooth operation later.

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It was typed from Semalem. But just can send dawn 🤧