Fly With Me (REVISED)

Episode 39's

FLY WITH ME

I'M TIRED

After opening the door, Raya's body suddenly stiffened. With her eyes, Raya could see Daren who was more tangled than her. The man did not shave, his office shirt was also a mess.

“I want to talk to you both, Ray. I'm sorry,”

See, she easily said that.

“Come to your car, there is Aila inside.” without a smile like a few weeks before, both of them walk next to each other like people who do not have hope.

In the heart of Raya, there is a sense of pleasure that culminates when you find out there is Daren who came here. Trying to find him, it was very much appreciated. But, of course Raya is tired. Will after this, the two be as close as before? 

The greater fear is only one, will he feel this pain for the umpteenth time? Being with Daren is certainly not the only source of his happiness. The two can still be friends like before. And Raya was sure, Reza would not ban her in the slightest.

While carrying a paper bag containing the ring given by Daren, Raya enters the car that Daren used to wear. From now on, Raya messed around with various questions that made her head want to break. His position just coming home from work, made it a little wrong.

In the car, both of them were mute. Daren, who had been talking, was now just sitting quietly. Finally Raya was the one who took the initiative to open a conversation between the two. Hand Raya gave the paper bag to Daren, but Daren only saw it without touching it.

“You should not love me this,” Daren turned his head, the woman refused the goods that Daren had long wanted to give. “There are other women who deserve this more, not me”

“I'm sorry for making you sad this week, Ray. I love this because I want to be firm with how I feel,” he said trying to convince Raya that he meant it.

Because the man did not take his paper bag, Raya finally chose to put it on Daren's lap. “Just like you, I'm also trying hard with my feelings,”

“I who can not accept everything from the beginning, Daren” the gaze of the two collided. Daren's remorse can be said, but with his heart?

Daren's eyes began to soften, “You want to end this relationship, so?” tanyanya slow. Looking at Raya somehow since when it has become his favorite.

Raya lowered her head, no longer looking at Daren. “We never started anything, seven years ago or three months ago. See, we're all still in the same zone.”

Next to Raya, Daren grabbed her hair in frustration. Regretting for never thinking about Raya's true feelings also hurt because of her selfish mistakes.

Boldly, Raya raised her head and looked at the man who was her interlocutor, “I love you, very dear. But, to live forever with you, I can’t.”

“Let me have a chance to change-”

“I'm tired of giving you the opportunity to change, not everything must be with the people we love, Daren.” said Raya. “Reza, he can appreciate me more than you.”

Daren can only stay in place, swallowing the harsh reality that the woman he cares about prefers others to accompany his life. Daren was angry, very angry with her being so foolish as to waste Raya.

“We can still be friends, I promise.” that smile expands, a smile that Daren will also miss.

　

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