
This time, he was using a plane. Yudi has picked her up in the airport, her feelings are messy, all the way home none of which she remembers except Mayu's decision which she thinks is very hasty.
Actually, if Reynan wants to understand it is not a complicated thing, visiting parents is not the wrong thing, but sadness really makes Reynan want to be right himself. He felt his heart was far the saddest here.
His car has entered through the fence of his family's pride house.
Mama was aware of Reynan's presence, Mama immediately closed her magazine and tried to get closer to the front.
“Assalamu’alaikum Ma” Sapa Reynan.
“Wa’alaikumsalam” Mama replied.
Reynan kissed the back of his mother's hand and hugged her aging body.
“Come back no ngabarin Mama anyway? Good thing Mama is cooking, want to eat first or want to rest?” ask Mama.
Reynan sighed,”Mayu made the wrong decision Ma”
Mama scrunched her forehead, Reynan was not interested in her discussion of cooking, she immediately discussed mayu. Mama can already conclude if Reynan can not calm down without Mayu,”Why Mayu?”
“Yes he went so without asking permission Rey Ma, Rey disappointed” said Reynan.
Mama smiled grinning,”If you think Mayu made the wrong decision, then what are you? Wrong take the road so?” ask Mama.
“Ma.. already dong, Reynan need horrin”.
“Mama can't handle you, you're rich, not Reynan, you know? The person who can now terrorize you is just Mayu, your problem is the same, and you realize not Rey? He never anyone dengerin” explained Mama.
Reynan fell silent.
“When you leave, you don't let her? When you left, did you ever tell him? When he waited for you forty days ago, did you come? That's Zoe's show, you can't have any reason not to attend, because the point of this event is that we let zoe back in peace, Zoe not to be forgotten, like Papa Rey, like, they need to be prayed for not forgotten” explained Mama at length.
Reynan fell silent.
“As far as you are Rey, you are very mature, you have become a father even if it is only for a moment, you have to change your attitude that suddenly play away, no matter, you know the pain Mayu? She's sick Rey, she's back and forth on doctor control alone, when Mama sees Mayu, has she ever been angry with you? Or even the same Mama? her in-laws? Mama has never heard him angry” Mama added.
Reynan began to geisah,”Mayu diem Ma, he avoided Reynan, he preferred for days in the room”
“What's the problem? That's Zoe's room, her child, what's the problem, you should accompany her there” Mama defends Mayu.
“Reynan can't Ma, the more Rey there the more Rey remembers zoe”
“Yes Allah Rey, are you aware? The more you try to forget Zoe, the more you remember her, act like Rey's water, flow through which currents you must pass, do not fight Rey's currents, you will drown” Mama said, “You know what's causing you to get angry now?” ask Mama to add.
Reynan fell silent.
“Because you lost Mayu” Tukas mama with the emphasis on the tone to Reynan, Mama soon passed leaving Reynan who is still sitting in the big chair of his living room.
His brain was still thinking, his feelings becoming more messy. He rubbed his face with both hands that were already cold, why the matter became complicated like this, why did he turn into the blame party, shouldn't Mayu be the one who was wrong for leaving the house? But why hear Mama's answer her heart was also sliced to imagine how painful Mayu was.
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“Tadi morn pakde” replied Mayu by standing up.
Pakde usman got off his bike and approached.
Mayu deliberately did not approach so that the pakde stopped by and sat on the terrace, maybe the pakde also wanted to chat.
Mayu salutes her pack.
“Sehat nduk?” ask Pakde.
“Alhamdulillah pakde, pakde how are you?”
“Baiik also alhamdulillah”
“ Thank you Pakde, oh yes where is pakde? Lengh rien pakde”
Pakde Usman sat in the seat opposite him.
“You home by yourself nduk?” ask usman sir.
Mayu felt the question of pakde like the heavy voice of a father who asked more deeply about him, Mayu nodded,”nggih pakde”
Pakde mangut-mangut,”Pakde also grieved yes nduk, marriage relationship is always there is a challenge, many trials, sometimes some are tested from the economy, from his father-in-law, from his son, from his son, even from her husband though”
Mayu listened, actually the way pakde conveyed had been very touching in his heart, but it felt bad if he had to cry in front of the pakde to tell the problem.
“You should be able to strengthen each other” pakde said, I would like Mayu to chimed if he has been very trying to strengthen, but his heart is not strong enough, but his heart is not yet strong enough, because the trial is not only about losing the figure of a child, but he also lost the figure of a husband, even to make him rise up was very difficult, let alone make it strengthen each other, so he finally chose to go home, so he finally chose to go home, let him be said to be a coward, he feels his heart is precious if only to feel sorrow every day.
“Now it is still difficult maybe nduk, but later on there is a chance to meet each other again, you must be more open to your husband, you are a young couple, you are a young couple, there are still many opportunities if the problem is the presence of a child”
Mayu smiled, in fact she considered the statement of the pakde, she still felt the seams were still sore if she had to imagine the pain of giving birth which was already greeted with death, like leaving a deep trauma.
“Nek pingin cepet later pakde kondo reng budhe kon ngei ring koe nduk” recipe he said starting not as deep as earlier, his tone changed jail.
Mayu smiled, her face began to blush, should not be ashamed, she was not a newlywed,”Pakde could aja deh, Mayu did not want ah, later to be bothered, pakde kan his son a lot, pakdek, later Mayu so follow her son many more”
“hahahahah, ora popo nduk, rame nek anake akeh kui”
“ngak ah, at home there is Arif aja Mayu so not free especially if later the first child Mayu his sister a lot, hahah kasian”
“iya yes... hahaha”
Mayu suddenly fell silent, Pakde also began to fall silent to see Mayu's changed expression.
Mayu smiled bitterly,”Mayu forgot, Mayu's first child will have died”
Pakde Usman suddenly came down, could not bear to see his nephew bear a deep sadness like this, if only something could make him cheerful again, maybe Pakde will try to help to get it. As a parent Pakde can only pray for the good of his children.
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