Flirted

Episode 54 What and Who is Wrong?

When the doctor had finished the operation, Reynan trembled in disbelief as the nurse allowed him to hug the lifeless Zoe, holding her to a tiny baby, very tiny, with a face very similar to her, already blue wrapped in a medical cloth on his body. Reynan tried to hold back the crying, he should have heard Zoe crying, Zoe should have cried in his arms. Reynan turned to look at Mayu who slightly opened her already wet eyes, but her consciousness had not fully returned.

Reynan saw a deep sadness on his wife's face, tears that dripped during the operation until it was finally completed.

Reynan knows how sick Mayu is. They should have the right to hear Zoe's sobs. It shouldn't be like this the truth.

Why does God seem to attract his feelings that are very difficult to find happiness? Why is it so hard to perfect your happiness. If God told him to be patient, what about this test? Why not meet Zoe with her parents? If you can blame, maybe these words can represent.

Reynan again kissed his baby repeatedly.

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Mayu is still lying in the hospital, since he realized his eyes were always in tears, he was only briefly allowed to see the body of his son, the child he had just born. She still imagined a small, blue fingers not answering her broom, a tiny, silent baby no longer able to open her eyes, not even able to voice her cries. The brief meeting is now no longer able to greet each other, they meet, touch each other and then have to leave each other. Zoe is really gone. He's really gone.

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Reynan had just finished taking care of Zoe's funeral, assisted by those closest to him and his family. His eyes were still puffy, accompanying the departure of Zoe who was so fast. He remembered what sin would make God punish him not to be a father, but to count the days.

His meeting at once delivered his farewell. Maybe God has prepared a much more beautiful meeting someday.

Reynan's move began to leave Zoe's funeral, the people had already left the navel of his little son, living himself accompanied by Dhemas, Ibran and Yudi.

Goodbye Zoe, even we have not had time to get acquainted, also have not had time to greet each other, may you be happy. Daddy sure, you're happy to meet Opa in heaven. Pray that Daddy and Mommy can let go of you peacefully.

Dry leaves that fly in the wind in the cemetery as if knowing the mood of the figure of the father who lost his baby, gusts of wind followed along to usher in Reynan's steps leaving the navel of Zoe.

His feelings had been shattered into pieces, unable to look back at his baby. He was already happy, happier, why was his heart still not willing? O Allah, the weight of your trials, only briefly hugged the baby he had been waiting for for so many years, now you take it so quickly, even without cue.

Even though Mayu was still sobbing crying in Mother and Arif's arms, her surgical wounds had not dried yet, while her heart wounds were getting gaping, Zoe should be the cure for all the pain, but his heart went away leaving behind a deep pain in his heart and soul.

His departure really put wounds in every corner of their family's heart. Zoe came to give color, and went to bring color anyway. Goodbye, Zoe, you're perfect for us. See you back in the most beautiful place.

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A week after Zoe's death, the atmosphere of the house changed drastically, there was no more cheerful greetings at breakfast, there was only Mama who was still faithful waiting for Reynan and Mayu who were never again present at the dinner table at breakfast. They like having their own lives, Mama dare not comment, maybe this is how they forget the sadness.

Mayu also often spent her days in the zoe room, and only came out when going to eat kedapur, rudam back in the room or Zoe's room again, she had a lot of rest, post-operative wounds have not fully healed.

While Reynan will only go out to eat and spend time in the Gym room that he had never used for a long time, now he began to use it again, just to entertain the heart. Sometimes he would stay out of the house all day. Without Mayu.

Mayu and Reynan were still sleeping in the same room, but neither of them greeted each other.

Mayu often sniffles on her own, pumping Asi continuously out of **********, it will be very painful if she forgets not pumping it. The pain increased greatly when he saw the results of Asi being pumped he wasted, he felt no one understood his situation, even Reynan seemed to not care about it anymore, Mayu chose to be alone in Zoe's room.

Likewise, Reynan who felt Mayu always away, locked himself in Zoe's room, as if he was the one who was sad about this incident, even though as a father his role was not as deep as being a mother, even though he was a mother, but the sense of loss makes it very appetizing to do any activity, the more he works, the more his brain thinks, why does he work? Who for? Nobody really excited him.

They are prejudiced, their hearts are so sick that they are no longer able to share and accept the pain of others.

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“Where is Mas?” mayu said when Reynan just came home this late after a day out of the house.

Actually Mayu was forced to ask, it turns out his indifference did not necessarily erase his love for Reynan. He hopes his life will change for the better.

Reynan turned his head, looked at Mayu who asked, his wife was already wearing flower-patterned pajamas, she was very beautiful, the deeper she looked at Mayu, the greater her memory of Zoe, she was her mother, she had been looking after him all this time. Reynan just passed by, remembering it made him very sick.

Mayu bowed, looking at Reynan who did not answer her broom, her corner eyes began to be unable to hold back the tear she held from earlier, her chest was so tight to hold her stuffing. His body warped, forcing him to sit, squeezing the glass of water he had been holding.

Fitri and Eni watched her from behind the kitchen room, staring at the concern of the two couples who had made her jealous. Zoe has changed everything. His passing left a great wound for the people around him.

Mayu felt someone touching her shoulder gently, Mama there, also felt her sadness. Fortunately, my mother still understood his situation. Mama also did not stop thinking, why Reynan became that cold. They should be able to strengthen each other. Mom thought she should do something for her son.

Reynan and Mayu's relationship must return to its original state, what would happen if Reynan remained cold like this, shouldn't they be able to share their feelings? why is there nothing even a little.

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