
"Huffftt" I let out a heavy sigh.
"Day Lo does not forget our promise, When the Kingdom is gone" I said reminded.
"Gue inget Fit, as much as we are, Do not be excessive" said Dayu sad.
"Gue inget really, therefore I always refuse whenever Rayan excessive, But I really fear to lose Rayan, want as often as Rayan berkitin Gue, I still can not take away Rayan" Sayu held back the crying.
"Don't cry" I said as I stroked her shoulder.
"Lo must want to know what Raya experienced, what in the experience of friends around us, and.." I paused for a moment "What I almost experienced" I said softly.
Dayu immediately raised her face to look at me "Gue did not mean to ngingetin Lo the same incident" said Dayu sadly.
"Gue knows, I'm just reminding you of what I've seen, and what I've experienced, that's what makes me a little different from the rest, my point of view is also different - you know that, right?" My toot.
Dayu nodded "Gue knows" She said slowly.
"Gue will not deny Lo, I'm just reminding you of the risk that may later be Lo bear, if You have dared to do it, it means that Lo is also ready to face the risk, it means Lo is also ready to face the risk, wherever Lo lives his own life" I said slowly.
While Dayu just silently lowered his head "Message I how messed up Lo later, Lo must want there I will nemenin Lo, do not let Lo follow in the footsteps of Raya Lo understand right?" Much
Dayu nodded, I hugged her "Gue very dear Lo, therefore never stay in I own" I said slowly
Dayu gave me a hug, "Gue also loves Lo, I promise I will not keep any secrets from Lo" Dau promised, I just nodded.
The fear of Dayu losing Rayan overcame Dayu's fear of self-destruction.
And the fear of facing the world's scorn towards her, made Raya sink into her own pain, The fear of it overcame the Kingdom's fear of death.
From then on That Fitri promised himself, He will not do the same as Dayu or Raya. Enough to just look, He did not want to experience it himself and then realized the mistake.
****
I walked to the park behind the school, today Brother Andi asked to meet there. Actually my mood is a little bad right now. But even so, I still want to meet her. It's possible that looking at her handsome face will improve my mood now.
"Sister" Call me slow
Brother Andi turned to "Here sit first baby" said his sweet ass while cleaning the seat beside him. Makes me want to laugh, but I have to hold it back. Surely Brother Andi still thinks that I'm still mad at him.
I sat down next to him, "Why did you meet here?" Tanyaku pura cuek.
Brother Andi took the guitar to his left "I just memorized the guitar key Song, I want You to be heard, all night I memorize this guitar key is specifically for You" He said seduce. Makes me hold back a smile.
The sound of guitar passages began to sound, Brother Andi looked at me with a smile. Makes my heart feel tingled. It's always like this, every time I hear his guitar playing.
...🎶 Listen to me, my dear...
...Listen to my heart.....
...You are my life spirit...
...Only thou...🎶...
...🎶 One door on you...
...Put my beautiful name ...
...View you as your kekasimu ...
...Which never disappears🎶...
While singing and playing the guitar, Andi looked at me deeply. It was as if saying this song represented the earnestness of his heart. Maybe it's just my imagination and my hope, but I still want to believe it.
...🎶 None, really none...
...Someone who can replace you......
...Until whenever there is no...🎶...
...🎶 You're the last one for me.....
...You are my life and death.....
...My soul and body for you.....
...I love you so much...🎶...
...🎶 Let me hug you...
...I'm afraid of losing you......
...I can't live without you.....
...Because you're the.....
...Light in my darkness...🎶...
...🎶Nothing, really nothing...
...Someone who can replace you...
...Until whenever there is no...🎶...
...🎶 You're the last one for me...
...You are my life and death...
...My soul and body for you...
...I love you so much...🎶...
...🎶Let me hug you...
...I'm afraid of losing you......
...I can't live without you......
...Because you're the...
...Light in my darkness...🎶...
But even so, I can not deny my happy feelings are also as great. Just by looking into her eyes and smiling like now, all my fear disappeared. With just her presence beside me, I was already happy.
Brother Andi ended his guitar playing, then put his guitar on the left side. After that Brother Andi focused all his attention on me "Where?" Ask.
"This song isn't enough to ease your frustration?" Ask her please worry.
I immediately hugged him, for a moment Brother Andi felt tense. But not long after that his body felt more relaxed then returned my embrace.
"Sister?"Call slowly
"Hmm?" Answer
"I've told you not yet, that I love big brother?" My toot.
"Come on, I've lost my memory" he said, chuckling.
I slightly pinched her waist and tried to let go of my embrace. But Brother Andi just tightened his embrace.
"Lepasin" I asked while trying to get his embrace off my body.
"No, you're the first one to hug me" Rejected.
"I'm sorry that Brother's hug has arrived" I said.
"Not what, I love how you hug" he said with a laugh.
I re-hugged her "I also like to hug my sister" I said.
"Sister?" Call me again.
"Hmm" he replied just muttering.
"Sister must be responsible" I said with great emphasis.
"What responsibility? I haven't done anything about you" he replied
I pinched her waist again "Awwhhh really hurt your pinch" complained but did not let go of her embrace.
"Iss that's not what I meant" I said annoyedly.
"Yes on What?" Ask.
"Sister should be responsible for how I feel, it looks like I'm really in love with Big Brother right now" I'm me.
Andi smiled "So What should I do for responsibility?" Ask her again.
"Don't stay with Me, because I feel like I'll be heartbroken for a long time, if Brother really lives with Me" I asked slowly.
"I'll try, because We won't know what will happen in the future" Andi replied. I just nodded in agreement.
"So you're not angry anymore?" Ask Brother Andi.
I shook my head "Because I'm good, so I'm sorry Brother" I replied smiling though I laughed.
At that moment I should have realized Andi's reply. If he himself is not sure of his feelings for me. That is why he cannot promise. If I had realized it earlier, could it be that I wouldn't have been too hurt.