
Then strangely again, my mother was also buried in the ground. There were also a lot of people I didn't recognize seeing my mother buried on the ground. Of those people, almost all of them were crying.
I don't know what's going on, but I definitely know that my mom's not coming back. And somehow when I found out that there was a pain in my chest that made my tears flow out.
My tears can't stop. L'm...
The writing stopped there with a long streak next to my word
I just fell silent not daring to comment anything, but in my heart, I feel very sorry for uncle tapoc.
I turned the page once again.
The day the moon is in perfect circle.
It's been 7 years since then.
I had another fight with my father today. Since my mother's death, my father has never worked. He's always lazy and being a jerk.
He always comes home late at night and always comes home in a bonyok or drunk. That's because he always steals or robs other people's alcohol and usually what he steals is a drink from a thug.
And honestly that's what got me into a fight with him. To live our lives. I let myself go to work. Even my sister who I told not to work instead joined in silent work. He was 7 years old. While there are people who are more than 40 years old, but he does not work and instead spend the hard-earned money we collect for fun. it pissed me off and I ended up fighting with him. Even to physical contact.
As usual if after a fight I will go away from home to calm my mind and the place I used to visit is a high and quiet place.
Only there can I calm down and cry as much as I can.
I looked towards uncle tapoc and he was still busy. I turned the next page again and the story was still the same so I kept turning the page to the end.
The day the moon looks bigger than before.
Today I'm leaving my home, leaving my father and my brother. I'm doing this not because I want to escape my family's problems, but because there's something I need to take care of and this is something very important.
I could've brought my sister, but this would have been very dangerous and I didn't want to involve my sister. And maybe I won't say goodbye to him because he'll come. I know if I do this you'll hate me, but it's okay. Make hatred your strength in the future because you will need it.
Anyway I apologize profusely to you. I promise to be back someday and when we meet again, let's play ball together.
My salam...
I was just about to read his name, suddenly uncle tapoc called me.
"Rakka."
Hearing the call I was reflexively panicked and immediately returned the diary book to its shelf.
"I-yes uncle."
"What are you doing there?"
"Uhm..."
"Are you interested in the way I make magic tools?"
"Uh.i.ya." I deliberately said that so that I was not caught by uncle tapoc for reading his diary.
"Oh.really, I didn't think anyone would also like to study Physics. My own son doesn't like it."
"You're right. By the way what do you like about physics."
"Uhum. rather than discuss it, we better discuss more important. My uncle sent me here. So what's up?"
"Oh yes. I was going to introduce you to my family." Uncle Tapoc stood up from his seat and then approached me
"Let's go now my wife's in her room."
"We want to walk again."
"Well, just calm down."
I took a long breath
"Huh.yeah." I walked out first to the exit while uncle tapoc was behind me.
When I was at the door and was holding the door. Uncle Tapoc was still where I was standing earlier. He was holding a book and it was the diary I read earlier.
He looked sad when he held the book. He looked like he was holding a sad and bitter memory. From a distance I could not hear her voice, but I could read her lips. From what I saw in the talk.
"Why did you leave?Sis."
At first I thought it was a diary book with uncle tapoc, but it turned out to be his brother's. To be honest, I feel sorry for Uncle Tapoc.
Since childhood he never saw his mother's face and also he had to experience a difficult life by taking care of his father who was a jerk. Not finished his misfortune, he was even in staying away one of his family who loved him the most, his brother.
I was actually very curious who her sister was. Why did he have to go. What he's looking for. What problems made him have to leave his little brother.
I shook my head, removing the question from my head. I can't bear to see a tapoc that looks sad. So I called her with an innocent expression, not knowing what she was doing at the moment.
"Uncle, what's wrong? Let's go!"
The uncle who realized he was being summoned immediately wiped away the tears that wanted to come out with his two fingers and then smiled back at me as he said.
"OK wait, there seems to be a faulty formula in this book." He pretended to write and then returned the book to his shelf. After that he walked quickly to me and we walked together to meet his wife uncle tapoc.
Behind us were 2 servants following us. One of them is Vivi. It's possible that the other one was his personal assistant uncle tapoc, but it's strange when he came. When I got to this room, he wasn't there.
As uncle tapoc said before. His wife's room was just at the end of this hallway, and it only took a few steps.
After arriving at the door of his room. Uncle Tapoc knocked on the door and after a few seconds came the sound of my voice talking.
"Who is it?"
"It's me dear."
"Oh that's it. Come inside."
Uncle Tapoc held the door leaf and turned it around. He opened it slowly and there was still no disturbing sound. When the door opened wide there I saw a very beautiful young woman. If from the looks of him he seems to be only in his 20s, but usually looks can be deceiving, let alone this woman.
This woman has long blonde hair and also sparkles like a gold. He also has a smooth white skin like milk. The eye color is also very beautiful, I rarely see blue eye color before. When I looked into her eyes I somehow saw a clear sky without any clouds. Her lips were red like there was blood splashing on her lips.
To be honest I was so fascinated with the beauty of that woman, even my heart was pounding when I saw her.