Fighting or Giving Up

Episode 40's

"Yes, you rest back in each room. At half-nine in the evening we'll eat together okay?" said mami Erlena who ended with an okay hand.

"okay tan. Ready," obediently they all went straight up towards their respective rooms, followed by both Erlena and Vino's parents.

ERLENA POVS.

"Huft.Unfortunately I did not die cuy," said Erlena softly with eyes that stared blankly at the sky with a sweet smile.

"It is so beautiful that the sky is before me, I want to live quietly like you are a star. Can I be calm like you? without having to do anything," said Erlena who was still staring at the night sky while smiling obliquely with a sad look.

"Oh, yeah I forgot to take the medicine. How can I forget anyway *****," said Erlena who just remembered if she had not taken her medicine.

Erlena put her capsule medicine on His tongue and took warm water to help swallow the capsule medicine that Erlena was taking. After Erlena took the medicine, Erlena immediately sat on the balcony with her hand holding her diary and pen.

Erlena stared focused towards the moon and Erlena felt the calmness she had just gained. In the midst of tranquility Erlena thought of having to use what other way to get his first love, Melvino King Apta. Diri-Jya is very confused.

Erlena is eager to become Melvino's girlfriend and be loved by Melvino, yes even if that's not possible. Erlena is aware that chasing after Melvino constantly.

Surely Melvino felt very uncomfortable and always snapped at Him who would make Himself feel pain in His heart, when Erlena always followed Melvino.

Erlena feels comfortable if Erlena chases after Melvino as she deserves, because there will be times when she will give up on pursuing Melvino and she is aware of it.

He still loves Melvino, if he does not love Melvino. Surely he will not pursue his love for Melvino.

Erlena rubbed His face slowly and Erlena immediately wrote in the book of His diary after getting an idea from His brilliant brain.

"Be aware that feelings are not simple, like one plus one equals two. Even when equated with a sparkling night star in the sky was still immeasurable, because the sense is not a mathematical formula. A feeling is a feeling that cannot be described by anything."

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"I found Him in a shining star in the darkness that was even very dark.

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"Love is a star of the beauty of poetry. Love is the core of our lives. And whoever gets full love, he has eternal happiness. But will I have a full and lasting love?"

Erlena stared at His diary with a big smile, satisfied after revealing His heart, just as Erlena closed her diary and walked towards the bed.

Upon reaching her bed, Erlena broke down and pulled her blanket to cover her body. Since Erlena was tired, she quickly closed her eyes and fell asleep.

1.5 Hours of Erlena falling asleep which she says is less than satisfied to sleep. At night it is 20:25.

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"Dear wake! Let's go have dinner with the chips!" mami Erlena shouted while banging on the door from outside.

"Heh, Lena wake woi. It's been tonight. Time-Nua we ate together. His emabg you are not hungry huh, feel very at home in the mulu room. Get out of the cake room or walk out of the house try there huh," dumel mami Erlena while banging on the door of her child's room.

"What the hell is this mom. Disturb people sleep alone, then the whole body I think Him kayak in crumpled njir. Just slept for hours in the wake again. I'm not too hungry either" Erlena murmured while rubbing her eyes.

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Erlena who heard the voice from within His stomach held in shame while closing His eyes firmly.

"Oh, fuck. Why can't you compromise your stomach? I got so upset by the oath," grumbled Erlena upset with her stomach.

"Yes mami, wait a minute Lena just slept already awake huh. Hey!" yelling back Erlena immediately opened the door and went downstairs without caring about her mother who was still dumbfounded when she saw Erlena's behavior.

All on the dining table were Erlena's papi, Vino, Melvino, King, Zayn, Zaky, Amanda, Zanna, Devina.

They were all gawking at Erlena's behavior which was so embarrassing for the girls what else here were so many men.

"Hi, cook a virgin girl kayak gini anyway his behavior. Not ashamed!" Mami Erlena who was left behind because she was dumbfounded to see her daughter like that.

"Damage as tangled as His face my son. How could he not realize the same clothes that I'm wearing. Hah, it's as bad as him," murmured Erlena's mother as she shook her head.

"That's right Lena isn't woi?" ask Zayn.

"Gue doesn't believe this is Lena or is not crazy" Zaky said.

"Crazy, just like the people on the street!" the muttered King held back his laughter.

"Was she not aware of His messy behavior, but she was still beautiful?" melvino said in his heart and unconsciously praised the beauty of Erlena.

"Len's Astagfire!" zanna said, patting his forehead.

"Any! Isn't it ashamed of you Len? What else do you see by the guy you like. What if I'm so embarrassed?" asked Amanda inwardly as she glanced at Melvino who was staring flatly at Erlena who was scratching her long hair.

"Whose soul is this?" ask Devina lirih.

"What the hell mi, you guys also look at me ordinary times!" murmured Erlena while rubbing her eyes.

"Aren't you aware of Len?" tanya mami Erlena felt anxious about Erlena's innocent behavior.

"What?" ask Erlena back while raising her next eyebrow.

"Let's check your appearance on the big glass that there are many people there" said Erlena's mother, holding back her laughter.

"Hm," Erlena deham is short.

"Len's school checks your appearance, I'm hungry already ha-ha-ha!" zanna's taunts that ended her laughter.

"Yes," Erlena replied briefly with a slow step as her head still felt dizzy.