Fighting In Silence

Eps 3's

At 04.16! Azdan.

Asha woke up from her sleep. Then he got up from his soft bed, and rushed to the bathroom to make ablution.

Asha washed his limbs with the rules and ordinances of ablution. After ablution, Asha returned to his room and held a prayer rite where he prostrated. Then she put on her face to cover her body.

"Allahu Akbar!". Asha begins her prayer.

He recites the prayer readings with detail and tartil.

After the prayer, Asha filled her time to teach before getting ready and going to school.

Asha recited the verse of love from Allah. Her sweet voice, filled the corners of the room there. The floor is fluent, making birds fly in the window area of Asha's room.

"Shadaqallahul 'adziim". Asha ended her salary.

At 06.28!

Asha began to prepare to go to school. Asha usually leaves at 06:54, because the school starts at 07:30.

After he was in full uniform. Asha came out of her room.

When he opens the door, he sees his sister, Hiana, being pampered all the time. Her mother spoils Hiana without knowing the limits. So spoiled, he even often left Roy, his youngest sister, to take Hiana to school, or to the place where Hiana would go.

Actually Asha likes bodo time to see the scenery every morning. But honestly, in the deep recesses of his heart was very sick and envious. Moreover, a little reprimand breakfast for Asha was never thrown by his parents.

Asha has two older brothers. Murfazan and Afrian Dirgana. Her younger sister is Hiana Nurba, and her younger brother is Roy Assad.

I know, envy is a sin. Usually the treasure of the world. But what if envy is caused by parental love, is it wrong?!. Asha asked.

"Asha's leaving!". Pamit Asha kissing the back of her parents' hands. He also kissed the backs of his two brothers' hands.

Then Asha kissed Roy on the cheek and whispered, "Son, I'm glad you acted! Xixis".

"Silent brother. Hia's room this time will be flooded. A flood of Asha's tears that always come out because of her!". Reply Roy with a little glance at Hiana who was being bribed by Diah.

"Did I like to cry?!". Ask jahil Asha.

"Sister never cried in front of us. But Roy knows, the heart of the brother who always held back the crying.

"One thing, brother! Life will be empty without tears. Someone who is happy can shed tears. Why would someone with a broken heart force their heart not to cry and shed tears?!".

Asha chuckles. He got up from his side, and left them. But suddenly Asha's hand was blocked by Murfazan.

"No breakfast?". Murfazan.

"No! You know, right?!". Asha laughed wryly.

Right, Asha never had breakfast. It used to happen. Asha has breakfast. His mother seemed to not care about him. Her mother only cared for her children other than Asha, and Hiana was a top priority. Then Asha said, "Mother, mother's children are not just them. Especially just Hia".

Suddenly, Hiana kicked down the dining table.

Murfazan instantly acted by slapping Hiana's cheek.

"It's not Asha that hurts, but your heart hurts!". Murfazan.

"Already brother! Sometimes holding back and being quiet is better". Asha paused her speech.

"Geeh! Look tuh. He knew silence was better". Cut Hiana.

"But my silence is not because I am defeated or helpless. My silence is to cover up your stupidity!". Asha. Asha immediately picked up her bag, then rushed off without saying goodbye.

Brugh! Asha closed the door tightly.

"You should be able to understand and feel your brother's feelings Hia. Why are you so rich?". Murfazan.

"Why should Hia understand and feel Asha's feelings?!". Sewot.

Asha who was outside had heard it. He turned his back and went back into his house. He opened the door and shouted.

"Sister! Our world is the same. But everyone's heart, soul, character and principles go together. So don't assume everything we feel, they can feel". Asha smiled cynically. Then go back after closing the door.

Asha ran, running as fast as she could. Asha used to stop by Moza's house first, but that day wasn't. The pain in his heart prevented him from stopping by Moza's house.

In the middle of the road, Asha cried unstoppably. That place was strategic for Asha to let go of her cries. Because the road is less passable by residents and motorists.

Asha squatted down while sobbing.

"At least there is no reprimand for Hiana? Mothers... Asha is your son too! The Father... Asha is also your daughter! But you don't love Asha like you don't love your children and daughters!". Lirih Asha's.

La takhaf wala tahzan inna Allaha ma' ana. Don't be afraid don't be sad. Indeed, God is with us. The Asha strengthens.

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"Nia, Nia know? Mom wanted to go to the market to meet a girl. He's waiting for the angkot to strike. Keep mom giving me a ride. The guy is very friendly. Long hair. Well, mama asked dong, why does her hair get long?!. He said, 'I like aunty long hair. Ustadzah I said, Hair is a crown for women. So for me, the longer my hair, the more my soul mate's love for me'.".

"Whose name is mah?.

"Ashe! Oh yes, Mama also asked him to make school with you".

"meaning?".

"He's the same age as you. And soon after graduation, so mama asked him to make High School with you. The school that your brother now sits in".

"Mama seriously? But mama knows? School sister is elite?".

"Yes, mom and dad are going to pay for school. The look on his face also looked like a hard worker. Mama's sure she's an accomplished person". The woman recalled every inch of Asha's face.

"Mama sure??". Nia ensure. And got a nod from the mother.