Fighting In Silence

The Eps 21

The deg!

Asha was amazed by Moza's reply. Moza was right, it was not the world that left, but with him giving up it was a sign that he had chosen to leave the world. Think Asha.

Asha looked down.

"Did I give up her world? Until I assume the world doesn't support me?" With doubt Asha asked.

Moza hugged asha tighter and tighter.

"Listen Asha. Being or not manifesting, it depends on the intention of what we are doing. If you think the world is not supportive, how can you continue to grow? When you feel there is no barrier to your dreams, I believe, you can definitely make your dreams come true."

Unsatiated. That was what Asha was feeling when Moza answered her question. Even statements.

"Keep Asha how's Oza???"

"Don't ask me. This is your life, not mine. Ask your heart, for I am sure that your heart will show you the way you want."

~Allahu akbar, Allahu akbar.

~Allahu akbar, Allahu Akbar.

The Maghrib Adhan. Moza leads Asha to return home. With gontai Asha walking with a puffy face.

"Oza... You just want to do it, yeah..." Asha Pinta.

Moza is actually going home, because he has not asked permission from his parents. Furthermore, tomorrow he is still a test, while he does not bring a book.

"Calm down, I'll ask permission from Aunt Kinanti. And about tomorrow's exam, I'm your friend. Even class. We can read a book together. And if there's something you don't understand, you can ask me." Asha said as if she knew Moza's thoughts.

Moza finally agreed.

Along the way, Asha contacts Kinanti to ask for permission so that Moza can stay at her house. And with just a little bit of seduction from Asha's speech, Kinanti gladly agreed.

Arriving in front of the house, Asha was immediately greeted with a warm embrace from Murfazan. Asha who got it all of a sudden was shocked. But he returned Murfazan's embrace.

A slight sobbing was heard by Asha. Moza who saw the incident Murfazan shed tears as well. He knew that Murfazan knew about this.

"K, brother, sister crying?" Asha asked nervously.

"No." Murfazan replied with a heavy voice.

"Sister... Not good for boong. Especially my own."

Suddenly Murfazan's cry broke. Her tears just came out.

Panically, Asha asked. "What's the big brother? What's going on?"

"I'm sorry, sister. Your brother cannot make you happy. Half your life has to be delayed because of brother. All because of my sister. If only you could get a higher job and earn a lot of money, maybe today's events wouldn't happen." With a quiver Murfazan spoke.

"Once you have a bigger salary, brother can berobatin you until healed. Brother I'm sorry, this is all brother's fault." Murfazan continued without stopping his sobs.

Asha gripped tightly onto her brother's burly body. The tears just flowed. Asha closed her eyes. Trying to calm down for a while.

"Sister... It's not whose fault. Asha's destiny is like this. Don't beat yourself up..." Asha glanced over while shedding tears. Indeed, his tears could not recede even though his heart wanted to dispel this sadness.

Moza, who plays the audience, cried to see the two. The two brothers who usually strengthen each other, this time grieve each other.

"I'm sure. I can also be myself with my future work." Asha.

Asha's words slightly pierced Murfazan's heart. Murfazan is still around, but why did he say 'alone'? Thought Murfazan.

Short story. Asha and Moza had now entered Asha's room. With a puffy face he began to perform prayers that had been delayed. He went out and walked to the bathroom. Suddenly he stopped his steps. He turned his head and looked at Moza who was sitting on the bed.

"Oza salat gak?" Asha asked with a voice that still sounded hoarse.

Moza shook her head slowly. Asha continued her path to the bathroom.