Fight with You

Diary of Naina

Reyza is now sitting in the balcony of her room. He was tired of crying over his stupidity that never found out about his adored girl. Jealousy has blinded the eyes of his heart and mind all this time.

Why is she so stupid that she does not know what happened to Naina, she must believe in the sincere love Naina has given her all along.

Really, Reyza really feels to be the most evil person right now.

Especially considering her treatment yesterday which was so harsh on Naina.

What a sad face that looks withered and skinny, no more eyes that sparkle beautifully like before, no more light on the beautiful face of Naina, Naina, the thin and withered body that was so weak wanted to get a little attention from her, yet she instead ignored her and added to the wounds on her body and heart.

Reyza instantly squeezed her head hair tightly, her heart ached, shattered even her sense of wanting to beat herself up at this moment.

'Naina, sorry baby, sorry, I'm stupid, I'm really stupid.why don't you ever tell me, why did you hide your pain from me, you're making me the most useless person now Nai' Reyza murmured continuously

Until a while later, Reyza remembered a book given by Sean earlier, errat, dumped.

Reyza went back into the room and picked up the book she had placed on a small table beside her bed.

It opened the first page of the book, with trembling hands and a heart that began to rumble. It can be seen there are photos of her and also Naina while in the garden where they used to spend time together first. He gently rubbed the photo captioned my heart. There their faces still look very happy with Naina's face that reddens because it is teased by Reyza.

His hands turned to open the second sheet, where there was a story when they first met making Reyza smile merrily remembering those who are like dogs and cats every time they meet

In her third diary, Naina recounts when Reyza invited her to fight together to arrange their same broken heart and it made Reyza's eyes again glassy, yes she remembered, that was the time when she found out that Angel was Danil's wife.

Now Reyza switched to the fourth twin, where Naina told me about Reyza who had started stealing her heart, treating every wound that had continued to gap because of the loss of Abhimanyu, who had already begun to steal her heart, and Reyza who always accompany and support her fight to achieve her dream.

The fifth girl wrote when Reyza expressed her heart for the first time in their favorite park. Reyza began to shed her tears remembering that

the following sheet, the sixth sheet, tells of her shock that Reyza is the younger sister of Abhimanyu and also the son of Mr. Suryo. Disappointed is certain, but all are covered because of Reyza's attitude which is always full of sincerity and makes Naina achieve her success thanks to angels like Reyza who always faithfully accompany her.

"and now I'm no longer your angel Nai" Reyza cried

The seventh page is written about Reyza's most memorable surprise when she brought Naina to a tulip garden. There they promise to be loyal and fight together and promise to always wait for Reyza to return

On her eighth page, Naina tells her about her separation from Reyza.

his sense of separation is so painful. I don't know why I feel like we're going to be apart for so long

"and we were separated long ago Nai, I don't even know where you are now. I'm sorry, sorry" Reyza muttered as she wiped away her tear points

Reyza reopened her next page, The ninth page of Naina's day without Reyza

this miss really torments me, sister, I really think I want to fly there to see you. Although we rarely communicate, I hope your heart still remembers me.

I'm always waiting for you here

Although many beetles are approaching, but really, your charm is irreplaceable

Reyza smiled bitterly read Naina's writing which was like a heart-wrenching indiscretion

The tenth page is about when Naina found out about her illness, and this made Reyza's heart beat in pain

brother Reyza, what should I do.

I'm really scared, brother

Hearing the name of the disease has made me lose my direction

I have to what

I have to how

I can live longer

I still want to meet you, brother

I'm scared

really scared

"Naina, sorry, sorry dear. "no tears Reyza increasingly flowing

her eyes re-scroll reading the eleventh sheet, when Naina severed her relationship with Reyza, and this is what made Reyza stunned for a long time

sis, tonight I have decided to leave my world which we have fought together

I'm sorry, I'm not strong enough to continue my dream

Sis, I met Mr. Niko, he revealed all his heart to me.

But brother don't worry yes, his charm has not been able to change anything in this heart. Mr. Niko said he gave me up for my sister.

I'm sorry I just wanted to be hugged by her.

Sis, my heart is broken and I have to say this. But really I don't want my brother burdened with my illness

I'm sorry if I have to end our relationship now.

I want you to focus on your main goal there.

Don't worry about me here,

Fight to make your parents happy

Brother, even if I end this relationship, believe me, my love will never end even until the end of my age

Reyza returned to shed her tears again. She was very sorry to have prejudiced Naina and Niko.

"stupid stupid fool...arggggghhh!!" shouting Reyza frustrated, he punched the table in front of his seat firmly many times, trying to unravel all his emotions and pain of his own stupidity

"Naaina!! " reyza shouted in frustration, her voice echoing through the corner of her room

"forgive me Nai, sorry, I should have known that" said Reyza so tight, even several times he patted the chest of his field wrapped in a shirt that is no longer shaped

Some time he was silent while contemplating with his frustrated face, he again grabbed Naina's diary, his heart was so sick every reading word for word written by Naina, Naina, but he still wants to read her so that she can also feel the pain experienced by Naina

Brother, I'm bleeding again

I'm scared

Can I still live

This treatment really tortured me, sister

I wanted to give up, but they said I had to be strong in order to meet with big brother again someday,

I'm trying hard, brother,

My spirit is on you

I wish a miracle would happen even if it was impossible

"Naina" said Reyza back

The thirteenth sheet

Brother, my hair is done perfectly

My body also has bones wrapped in skin

The feeling is no longer possible I hope to be with a prince like you right.

I'm afraid brother

This pain is torturous

I think I just want to go

I'm already tired

Reyza continued to cry reading Naina's sheet. Although her heart was broken but she continued reading, seeing how Naina struggles without her who is so stupid

The fourteenth sheet

I have been in pain for almost a year,

But the most painful pain is the pain of enduring longing

Sis

Today you look handsome like a prince

My askara lord

We should be together now

But this god's destiny scares me to meet you

Sis

Is there still a chance to meet you

For a moment, I want to hug you

I miss, I miss you

"i also miss dear, even very long" Reyza hugged the book and kissed her emotionally

The fifteenth sheet

Sis

tomorrow is cla and Dion's wedding day,

I have high hopes of meeting you

I know you think I'm a traitor,

It's okay, it's okay,

I don't deserve to expect a prince like a brother anymore

Sis, sis,

Before my time is up, just once if we meet give me a hug

I really miss you, brother

I think I almost gave up

I'm already tired

This longing and pain tormented me so much

Brother, I love you, love you so much

If I'm not, please keep my name even if it's deep in your heart

Reyza closed the diary with tears

"naina, I'm sorry. My selfishness hurts you. Sorry baby, sorry" isak reyza sobbed

He was sitting limp beside his bed while tightly clutched the diary book.

Her body shook violently, one night Reyza could not sleep. All she did was cry regretting her stupidity ignoring her adored girl Naina, and her sister's favorite girl first.

If time could be repeated, if at that time he wanted to find out the truth, he would still be beside Naina at this time, accompanying her to fight once again, instead of venting his emotions and ego by playing with women out there and harboring hatred that is not in his place.

Reyza is so sorry