
Along the way Naina draws her breath that feels claustrophobic. Today is exactly a year after the departure of her lover. I don't know why he misses that smile so much.
Naina parked her motorbike in a city park that seemed to have begun to deserted.
Naina sat on one of the garden chairs while looking at the sky that was studded with thousands of stars.
He saw one of the brightest stars in the sky. Naina smiled but her tears began to trickle down her cheeks.
"sister, Nana misses, today is a year already brother is gone." muttered Naina wept bitterly with Isak restrained
He looked at the star again, there was a wound that still could not be healed, although it had been sincere yet the pain still enveloped him.
"God granted sister's prayer, now Nana can squirm big sister's smile on someone else's face, but why is it more for Nana to remember brother, Nana is sick, help Nana so Nana can be sincere, sorry Nana who can't be happy without a sister here" Naina murmured again
He cried sobbing in the garden. Spilling all his sadness. At the very least it made his heart could be a little more relieved.
Some time he spilled his longing tears. After feeling satisfied and calm, he also confirmed his face that was wet with his tears.
Sitting pensively looking up at the sky, there were many stars that night as if someone there was also watching him. Naina threw out her breath, praying in her heart that everything would be fine.
Lord, please be happy there, and please open my heart here. Inner Naina is plump
Until his daydreams are up when someone approaches him
"na.. "
Call that guy who's none other than Reyza. He had noticed Naina sitting in the garden seat.
"sister Reza" said Naina surprised, she also saw the face of Reyza who was smiling at her.
my God, Inner Naina looked at Reyza's face
"what are you doing here, not afraid? " ask Reyza who is sitting next to Naina.
Naina just shook her head while still staring at the sky that night.
Reyza breathed her rough. Stared at her beautiful face Naina who had been swollen because she had finished crying.
"do you miss someone? " ask Reyza quietly. He looked at the same sky as Naina
And Naina just nodded her head
"why don't you meet him? " ask Reyza again
Naina also drew her breath which felt very tight. Stared at her in Reyza's face and then smiled. While Reyza was just staring at her confused.
"the most painful miss is to miss him who has gone, Nai can no longer see her, even to just stare at her" said Naina sad
Reyza looked at that face, there were many wounds stored in his heart.
"is he there? " ask Reyza while looking up at the sky
"hmm, she was there, she had gone far away" said Naina who returned sobbing, Reyza immediately clutched Naina's body that had been shaking from crying again. Stabbed her back the girl gently, letting Naina cry in her arms.
A few moments when Naina had started to calm down she let go of her embrace.
"don't be sad, you have to be sincere, he must be sad to see you like this. Do you want him there to be sad too? " ask Reyza softly
And Naina shook her head
"nah, therefore you must be strong, not as long as the suffering continues to exist, everyone will definitely leave, and it is time for him to leave you first, now how do you live life without him, you have to be sincere Nai" Reyza said again
"Nai has been sincere, brother, but somehow every time he remembers his pain is still sore. Nai really misses her" Naina said as she wiped away the tears that kept flowing
"longing is natural, sad is also natural, but it is not good if you continue to dissolve in sadness. If you miss you send a prayer for him, or it could be a pilgrimage of his death, maybe it could reduce your longing a little" said Reyza stroked the back of Naina's hand. Somehow he could also feel the pain that the girl was experiencing.
"Nai doesn't even know where her grave is" Naina said, leaving Reyza stunned
"why could? " ask Reyza astonished
"her body was taken away by her parents, and Nai did not even know where to take it" said Naina bowed
Reyza was silent and thought.
"it was very desirable to visit his tomb, but Nai also did not know where his whereabouts" said Naina again
"do you not know where the house is? " ask Reyza again, Naina is still silent and it makes Reyza so unwell because it has asked too many questions
"emm, sorry, I'm sorry, if you don't want to talk is okay" Reyza said again
"can Nai tell sister? " asked Naina anyway, for some reason she was eager to spill all her heart on the man.There was a bit of calm and warmth felt by her when she was close to Reyza
"of course, tell me, come here" Reyza said, leaning Naina's head on her boat
"we knew her for six months, and she was the only one who could make Nai feel loved and in love. Maybe because of Nai's love for her so that all about her Nai doesn't want to know anymore and never knows until now.
All Nai knows is that he works for one of the companies in the city, he also rented an apartment on xx street" Naina said
"he's the only guy Nai can be happy with at the time, Nai knows he's rich, but he can respect Nai and always look after Nai when Nai doesn't know anyone here, she taught Nai to be a strong and independent woman. He taught all his brother, his love, his affection, Nai can feel if all is sincere. ", said Naina who is still faithfully leaning on Reyza's boat while her eyes looked at the sky
"until that last moment she revealed all her heart and feelings. Nai feels to be the happiest human being, but only in a matter of hours, because after him he went far, far away. Nai's sense of wanting to come with her sister" lirih Naina sad. She wiped her tears slowly.
Reyza looked at the girl with a smile.
"what did he say when you were last together? " ask Reyza while wiping naina's tears
"she said if Nai missed, Nai saw there, the most beautiful star was the star of her affection" Naina replied as she pointed to the brightest star in the sky that night
"hmm, then? " ask Reyza again who also saw there. Somehow he also remembered someone who also meant something in his life but has now gone far
"Nai should be happy without her" Naina replied again
"then you must grant her request that she be happy there. He must be sad to see you like this. Even though she has left but you can still keep her in your heart right. " said Reyza who made Naina speechless
"hmm, and the last word he said the other had also been granted by God" Naina said, making Reyza turn to look at her
"what's that? " ask Reyza, Naina sat up straight and looked inside Reyza's face
"one moment even though he was gone, God must have loved the same smile as his own. And that's what Nai found now" said Naina
"right, who? " ask Reyza curiously. He looked at the sad face of Naina who was also staring at him
"brother's smile" replied Naina grudgingly. Which made Reyza silent
Because of seeing my smile, she sometimes turns sad. Inner Reyza
"is it because of this smile that makes you even sadder? " ask Reyza quietly
Naina shook her head
"the beginning is yes, but Nai can't possibly blame fate right, Nai is grateful to still be able to see this smile even though it's not on the same person" Naina replied as she gently held reyza's lips. While Reyza was silent looking at Naina's sad face, inexplicably her heart arrived and her heart trembled looking at that sad face.
"uh, sorry brother. Sorry" Naina said unwell after realizing her actions
"it's okay, if looking at my smile can reduce your longing" Reyza smiled.
Naina nodded and smiled
"Nai, may I know what his name is? " ask Reyza afraid of fear
"Abimanyu"
Deg
"Abimanyu? " ask Reyza again and
Naina nodded too.
Maybe the same person. Inner Reyza
"his long name? " ask Reyza with her heart already pounding
"Abimanyu Askara sis" answered Naina innocently
Jesus, brother. Is this the girl he was telling you about? Reyza was surprised.
"did he die exactly a year ago nai? " ask Reyza again
Naina nodded, too,
"how does brother know? " ask Naina suspiciously
"eh, um, brother just guessed. Don't you look so sad today" Reyza said nervously
"yes, today exactly a year ago she left" said Naina who was still faithfully staring at the sky
"already, don't be sad anymore, you know how she feels to lose, you also never feel the loss of a very dear brother. But with us continuing to grieve, it won't change everything. You should always pray for him if you miss, and be happy for you so that he is there also happy" Reyza said while looking at the same sky.
"yes sister, thank you for listening to my story, sorry if Nai talks too much" Naina said staring at Reyza's handsome face
"it's okay, we're friends, right? " answered Reyza who was also staring at Naina's sad face
"thank you" Naina said again. Somehow he felt a little relieved after talking to Reyza. The guy who's been so annoying thinks
"it's as good as we go home, it's so late" Reyza asked. Naina nodded as well
They then go home to their respective rented houses after before Reyza deliver Naina by using his own motorbike.
In her heart Reyza is determined to make her sister's favorite girl can be happy again, in accordance with the wishes of her older sister first.
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