Felix the Black Dragon

My Eyes Water Disappear Chapter 1

My sister passed away when I was in high school, and it made me feel sad for a long time because I just lost my loved ones.

I was very close to my sister, and so unfortunately, I thought I would marry her when I grew up, yes it is quite strange about my thoughts and not worth imitating, but I had such thoughts when I was a child, and did not know that my siblings should not marry.

I kept crying all day and kept myself locked in my room for days, until I stopped crying, not because I was no longer sad, but I can't shed any more tears.

I had forgotten how to cry, and my heart could no longer feel sorrow, I always looked gloomy, even when I laughed, I just pretended to laugh and couldn't laugh like everyone else.

I had a chance to think, maybe this is because I have not sincerely lost my sister, so that makes me become like this.

Now that I'm a 1st grade high school student and in 1F grade, this morning I went to school with Liya, Liya was my childhood friend whose house was close to mine, he also happened to be in school with me and was in 1st grade as well, but he was in 1A grade.

I went to school on my motorcycle and always had a conversation with Liya, on my way to school, I said to Liya.

“Hey Liya still likes fighting with Sister Reno?”

“Yeah fight mulu if again at home, eat it I choose to go to school with you”

Sister Reno is Liya's older sister, she is a 3rd grade student in my school, she is in 3B grade, she is one of the popular students in school because of her good looking and footballing genius, she is, but Brother Reno with Liya always fight, yes maybe because they are sister brother so often fight, if only my sister is still alive, maybe I also currently fight with her a lot.

“Felix you have no intention to find a girlfriend?”

“Eh why is it rich with Liya?”

“Yes because you are always moody since your sister died, try to find a boyfriend so you are not moody again”

“I don't need a girlfriend as long as I have a close friend like you”

“Duh start again, if rich gini continues, you will be single for life”

It's true what Liya said, I haven't dated in my life, not that I don't sell to women, but that I just can't feel like I'm in love, maybe this is because my heart has been petrified since the loss of my sister, so I can't fall in love anymore.

“Hey Liya how is your current boyfriend?”

“Ya often fought, like broke up, but now I am also close to the upperclassman hehe”

“Oh gituh yes, it turns out you sell well Liya”

“Dong dad, am I pretty and cute hehe”

Liya is indeed a beautiful and cute woman, and she also became one of the popular women in the 1st grade, but she often changes girlfriends, and she is always proud of feeling herself doing well, I'm really confused as to why he would be proud of that.

“Hey Liya, why are you so easy to break up with your girlfriend?”

“Entah Felix, I am also confused, maybe I have not found a man who can understand me”

“Oh rowdy, pantes only often break up, I also know you from small it is difficult to understand you”

“Hey who would like to understand you Felix, don't you have a crush on me?”

“Hisksir you? Do I look like I have a crush on you?”

“To be honest anyway, uh but you ever like someone not?”

“So please, I don't know the same thing as Gituh”

To be honest, I never liked someone anymore, my feelings for Liya were just a little friend, and I wasn't jealous of Liya when she had a boyfriend either.

“Duh Felix, honestly I really like you, have friends really gloomy life”

I've been studying hard since I lost my sister in high school, because before I died, my sister always told me to be a smart sister to help her with her schoolwork.

“Hehe I mean grim in love story”

“Indeed it would be that bad if for example I have never dated until now?”

“Ya less know also hehe”

I was thinking, maybe I'll follow Liya's advice, which is to try to find a boyfriend so that I don't always get moody,

“Still Yes Liya”

“Hah? Thanks for what Felix is?”

“You want to be my friend”

Liya instantly fell silent and was like a misdeed when I spoke like that.

“What the hell are you talking about Felix? I became your friend because of the state”

“Currence? Meaning?”

“We can be friends because we are neighbors”

“Oh gituh ya”

“Dad and I want to be your friend because you are smart, so I can help you do schoolwork”

“Hehe thank goodness then”

“Kok grateful anyway? You should be angry dong Felix because I already benefited you”

“As long as you want to be my friend, I have no problem being used with you”

Indeed I always help Liya with schoolwork, and occasionally help teach her school lessons, usually we do that at Liya's house or at my house, my house, liya's house is my own home and vice versa, because we have been friends since childhood.

“It's strange how you think Felix, uh but from the first you were weird hehe”

“Hehe yes you are also weird Liya”

“I'm weird why?”

“Why do you want to be friends with this strange me?”

“Kan I told you, I want to be friends with you because of the state of”

After that Liya did not ask me to speak again, it seemed like she was angry because of the conversation just now, we finally arrived at school and immediately parked my bike in the parking lot.

“Liya later go home from school to be with you again?”

“Engga, I want to go home alone”

After that Liya went to leave me, yes I know that Liya is angry with me, but at least we will be better again, because I already know the nature of Liya, because I already know the nature of Liya, we have also fought often before.

I decided to apologize to Liya after coming home from school, I also actually did not know what my fault was that caused her to be angry, and I also did not want the only friend I had to be angry with me, either, since Liya was the only one who thought of me as a friend, I honestly had a hard time making friends with anyone since the loss of my sister, therefore I did not want to lose the only friend I had.