Felix the Black Dragon

How to Look at the Wrong Chapter 19

“I want you to become a member of OSIS because I feel you can solve a lot of problems” Lisa told me.

Then Eli also said to me “ya we want you to join the OSIS because you are a person who is good at finding fault with others, and good at criticizing someone, although your words sometimes annoying, sometimes annoying, but I think you're a good fit to join OSIS”.

“Em well I thought about your offer first yes, and now I want to go home quickly first because my eyes are very tired and want to sleep”.

Then I decided to get out of this room and walk my feet out of school, on the way to my house, I thought for a moment about the request from Lisa and Eli who wanted me to be a member of OSIS.

Even though I feel I do not have the ability to be a member of OSIS, and maybe I am even a barrier to the performance of OSIS because of my attitude that likes to criticize others.

I don't know what the two women thought that wanted me to be a member of OSIS, but I was completely lazy to do activities in school when I became a member of OSIS.

Even if I were to become a member of OSIS, it would definitely make me closer to Eli, but somehow I prefer not to join OSIS even though later if I become a member of OSIS will contract with Eli more often.

But I thought for a moment, why do I want to always be around Eli, when for sure Eli doesn't like me, and Eli wants to approach me just because he wants to make me join the OSIS.

Yes, I decided to reject Eli's request even though I wished I could always be close to Eli, because at this time I decided not to get stuck with the feeling of love for a woman, because I was afraid of being humiliated when Junior High repeated itself when I expressed feelings for my classmate Tina, and after I expressed my feelings for Tina, I said, I was immediately rejected by him and I felt shame all my life.

I decided not to be easily influenced again by the charm of a beautiful woman like Eli, Lisa even Bu Yuni, because expecting the love of a beautiful woman is just a waste of money, considering that I am someone who is strange in the eyes of many people so it is really impossible to get the love of a beautiful woman.

Beautiful women today must choose a handsome man, rich or smart, and I am not among the criteria because I feel I am not a handsome man, rich or smart.

Well I decided not to get stuck with my feelings for the beautiful woman, and even though there were women trying to get close to me, it must have been just a prank approaching me and there was no seriousness at all when it approached me.

I also felt that Eli and Lisa were approaching me just because they needed a new member of the OSIS, and if they had a new member of the OSIS, they would no longer approach me.

I decided to just go straight home to my current home and try to forget my hope of always being close to Eli, the love I felt right now would definitely only make me miserable, because that love that I heard can make someone stupid even able to commit suicide because of the sick day at betraying his love.

I suddenly thought about a basketball bole tournament that would be held three more days on Saturday, which is on school holidays.

I am sure for sure the tournament will not run smoothly because of course there will be a lot of problems when the tournament arrives, because the preparation time of the tournament is very little and only prepares three days.

But I believe with Eli at OSIS, he will definitely make the tournament as good as possible even though the results will not be optimal, and in fact I want to help the tournament, but somehow my body is lazy to do that and prefers to relax in my house on holidays.

I also decided not to come to the tournament, because I was definitely just a spectator there, and I better spend my time off by just resting at home all day while reading a novel or playing a game.

Tomorrow has come and now I am at the school gate and walking my feet towards my class, and today I wake up in time so I can relax when I go to school.

Many students at SMA 5 also walked casually to his class, but there are also those who run towards his class in a hurry because maybe he has not worked on his PR so he rushed to his class to copy his friend's PR.

Though the PR given by the teacher will be very easy to do at night, and certainly at night it is a very free time to do PR, and I always do my PR when I go home from school or at night before I go to bed.

I have to do my own PR, because if I can't do my PR, then I definitely won't get any grades from my teacher who gave me that PR, and I also couldn't possibly cheat on my PR assignment because I didn't have any close friends in my class.

After doing PR it will not take a long time if we are serious about doing it, and the longest time to do PR it can take at most an hour, and even if you do PR while relaxing.

When I was in my class, I saw the students in my class who were busy copying their PR, I thought that they were not having trouble doing their PR at home, but they are just lazy to set aside time to do PR.

Though they all must be very able to spend hours while playing games or chatting with friends, he said, and if they do PR it seems like they are lazy to do that and choose to cheat on their friend's PR when in class.

It's strange how they think about it, but I don't know maybe it's become a tradition for most students in every school, so I'm lazy to socialize, so, I had to force myself to be able to do everything myself, so that I did not need the help of others and did not easily experience difficulties.