Feeling Attack's

16. Kepo Mentari

Hi hai Feeling Attack up again 😁 sorry I'm so long up the story because my busyness in the real world 😂 Btw still no one waiting for this story ?

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Caca was observing Mentari Kak who was driving her husband to work. As for the romantic interaction of the two, Mentari kissed her husband's hand and was reciprocated with a forehead kiss by Revan and did not forget the kiss for their child who was still in the stomach of his wife. Caca smiled to himself imagining his future with Abian.

"Why are you smiling to yourself ?" mentari's reprimand made Caca aware, willed fantasize to the point that he did not realize that Mentari was watching him from now on.

Caca misbehaved "Good morning Brother Mentari."

Mentari frowned confused, instead of the greeting he had said at breakfast together earlier. "You have a fever ?" put the back of his hand on Caca's forehead.

"Huh-h ? No, no, no." Nervous Caca slightly evades.

"You're Weird this morning." Mentari said, lowering his hand.

"Hehe. said he wanted to say something to Caca." Caca diverted the conversation.

"We told her in your room." Bring Mentari. Caca nodded.

"Om Orion has left ?" Caca was after breakfast Caca permission to go to his room for a while so Caca did not know whether Orion had left for work or not.

"Udah, no matter how long you ride on him leave for the office." Clearly Mentari made Caca round his mouth while nodding small.

They walked to Caca's room, fortunately, the bed he had tidied up. Arriving at their room, Mentari immediately sat on the bed and looked at Caca with intense gaze.

"You know your boyfriend's friend for how long ?" The sun opened its voice after a minute ago fell silent.

"Abian ?" tanya Caca ascertains who Mentari is referring to.

"Well, who else is your boyfriend ?" tanya Mentari does not like. Making Caca frown do not understand what this is what you want to discuss Kak Mentari ?

"I was with Bian for a long time, we were friends when we were in elementary school" Caca explained.

"Keep when you split up when ?" Caca again frowned why Kak Mentari became Want to know now ?

Caca sighed "Class nine, at that time he had to follow his parents to Jakarta."

"Have it been that long ?" shock Mentari. Makes Caca nod in justifying. "And you went all the way to meet him ?" again Caca nodded.

"Reason ?" ask the Mentari again.

"Will keep both of us." Answer Caca.

"Promise ? what promise ?" Caca was silent not intending to answer. "I don't have the right to know." The connection after deciphering Caca's gaze earlier.

"I'm sorry" said Caca.

"He's your first love ?" mentari's question managed to surprise Caca.

"K-kok sister can know ?" shock Caca. Her pale white cheeks instantly turned reddish.

Caca raised his head when he realized the tone of dislike in the last sentence of Mentari. Caca frowned "What's the matter, Brother ?"

The mentor shook his head not wanting to answer "You never thought about what he's been doing all these years ?"

"Training himself so that he can continue his father's company." Answer Mentari sure.

"Is that all ?" tanya Mentari.

Caca nodded. "Before he leaves, he promises to meet me and keep his promise when we both grow up."

"As long as he's gone, has that friend of yours ever met you there ?"

Caca shook his head "I know he must be busy in Jakarta, so I went to si-"

"Caca," Mentari said in a serious tone. Mentari pulled Caca's hand to sit next to her, leading Caca to face each other. "You know, there's a lot of reasons why two humans were rediscovered. But, so far as I understand, not all what is wanted to happen again means not all stories of the past can be repeated again."

Caca was stunned, is it true in front of him this Mentari ? is it true that the one who spoke was Mentari ? Caca didn't expect Mentari to talk like that.

"I know, just. I can't make my heart not rustle every time I see him, sister." Caca said just like that, unaware of the change in facial expression of Mentari now.

"Are you sure Abian knows the same thing ?" tanya Mentari again made Caca speechless.

Realizing that the question was very sensitive for Caca, Mentari immediately spoke up "I'm sorry for asking you. But I'm serious, Ca, we don't know what Abian's been through without you."

Caca was frozen. That speech actually slapped him, Caca forgot how many years Abian had lived without Caca ? Without informing Caca ? Even more terrifying it might have been that Abian had never attempted to meet her ?

Only Caca, only himself who has been trying and continues to hope to be able to meet Abian and knit all their childhood dreams back. Seeing Abian's attitude that was not too excessive met him yesterday because Caca no longer means anything to Abian.

"Caca," scolded Mentari feeling uneasy upon noticing Caca's blank gaze at this moment. Mentari realized his words earlier might be said to be too rude, but anyway he had to resuscitate Caca. Isn't it better to live in reality even though it feels heavy and painful ? rather than living in sweet dreams and expectations that are actually empty and unreal.

Mentari doesn't want to see Caca hurt later over his feelings. Caca is considered a part of his family. Including the most important people after Mama, her brother, her sister, and her husband.

Caca turned to Mentari. "I'm sorry if this hurts you. I feel that all this time you are always trying to realize your dreams while Abian is not so, I feel like he's behaving like a friend to you no more like what you think he is."

"Sister don't draw such a conclusion, just because you just met Bian once." Cold reply.

Mentari was surprised by Caca's tone earlier, but he had to resuscitate Caca from his dreams that he could not necessarily achieve.

"Because I know, we can't infer a person's nature in just one meeting. But Ca-"

"sister-"

"Dengerin brother first!" makes Caca jump in shock. Mentari grasps Caca's hand tightly "First love will not necessarily be the last love, Ca. Most first loves never work for the story of life ahead."

"Isn't Bang Revan your brother's first love too ?" ask Caca back.

"Yes, he was my first love. But--"

"Then Caca will make Caca's first love Caca's last love later." Reply Caca firmly.