False Passion (Selfish Marriage)

60. Be honest

His wife's question makes Benn like the most useless man on the face of the earth. It was like he had no face left to stand in front of his wife. It is very difficult to say frankly or also give a false reason.

"I'm sorry, Ril. I've never really touched you not because you didn't draw a single shred of it to me. You are a very attractive woman. But I can't do it, Eril," Benn explained with a tight feeling and a heavy voice.

"Why, Benn? Am I your wife? You have the right to touch me as your wife. Besides, don't you feel like you're losing, spending money almost every day to pay me so much?" ask Eril urgently. Feeling so curious. Wanted for Benn to say everything honestly this morning as well.

"Benn, be honest with me. Why are you really? Why did you say you couldn't do it to me?" urge Eril.

Because Benn just shut up and shut up. But it also looks angry. Even those eyes turned out to be watery. Eril was increasingly convinced that Benn was covering something up from him.

"Benn, what's wrong? Is there something big you're keeping from me? You're crying, Benn. Say, Benn. I want to know.," persuaded Eril vigorously. Slide his hand to Benn's neck and gently rub there. Hope the man's hard heart will melt slowly.

"Trust me, Benn. If it's a secret, I'll keep it for you. I just want you to share your burden with me" continued Eril. Patted gently on Benn's neck. Like trying to break the hard heart of that man.

"Ril," said Benn suddenly.

"Yes, Benn," Eril looked up.

"Ril, sorry, actually I can't touch you because there's no love in our marriage." Benn escaped the view from Eril.

Wrinkled furrow smooth forehead on the beautiful face of the woman.

"Benn, I understand there's no sense of that between us. Even though we are husband and wife."

"But I don't know your past, Benn. Your countless beloved. They don't even have any ties to you. You can fuck them all at any time. Can you love that many women? How do you share your heart so much? That's great of you, Benn,,"

"While I am, I am your legal wife, Benn. Why do you avoid the legitimate and the lawful? You said I was an attractive woman, right, Benn? Is that really your reason for having no love, Benn,?" chase Eril. Still want to give Benn a chance to be honest.

"Eril, did you know and hear anything disappointing about me,?" benn asked with a warm breath on Eril's head.

"Yes, Benn. I've heard. And it looks like what I heard is true." Eril answered in Benn's chest. Benn frowned in surprise.

"What is it, Ril. Tell me, what did you hear,?" insist Benn. Starting to be a bit anxious if Eril also ate the slanted news about him. Didn't want her name to be smeared in front of the woman.

"Benn, is it true that what they say is that, if now you're not interested in women in the least?" ask Eril. Benn hugged her.

"That's not true at all, Ril. Don't believe it in the least." Benn said in Eril's head.

"But I think they're right. It's not just gossip, I've been watching you for a long time, Benn. You said you were interested in me. And you've touched me many times, but not once have you really touched me. I always leave myself completely to you. Why, Benn ?" eril asked with a head up. Looking at that handsome face. Don't want Benn to reason to lie to him again.

"Are you really gay, Benn,?" ask Eril back. And this certainly comes back as a surprise to Benn.

Although it sounds calm. But the woman's heart was beating. Although already know and the possibility is true, still do not want if Benn justifies. I hope that man continues to deny it. But, if not, then what is the man's problem? Is it true because there is no love? Ah, this is an impossible excuse for a playboy like Benn. Even though he repented.

Suddenly Benn got up and stood up. Pulling Eril to wake up was also like that. Bringing Eril to walk towards the sofa. She's got that seductive body down there.

The desire that had been painstakingly crushed in between their chatter, was now released without hesitation. Her normal, dusty morning desire was vented freely for a moment.

The intense heat Benn gave to the woman who was being overpowered by him on the sofa. All the erotic sounds sounded disjointed and stifled from the two of them, especially the woman. There was a pair of tiny ears that they were guarding and were still sleeping in the bed there.

"How, Eril? What's with my ability like this, I'm gay,?" benn asked with a breath of gasps and roaring.

"I don't doubt if you're not part of them, Benn. But prove. Continue until it's done, please, Benn. Prove it," said Eril with no less gasping. And no longer care about self-worth. For the sake of proving Benn's words and answering his curiosity all this time.