Falling Into Security

The Delayed Meeting

"Oh yes Buk Maya, by the way is it okay, if I play at Buk Maya's house,,,?''

Ask bambang excitedly, the word offering itself if it is allowed.

"Where yes, actually it can be, only if for now, it seems like it can not be Mas, You see in the next few weeks, I'm focused, to finish my thesis, because the time is to stay a little longer, "Maya replied with a heart so that the answer was not offended.

"Well, if you can't, then next time you can, right,,,,?"Bargain again.

"God willing, no promise, yes yes, my dear, salamikum.'' Tit, Hp I turned off tampa waiting for a greeting from him, already ah tired of thinking me, not polite anyway, just if not in matiin, do not want to stop talking like that person, thought Maya.

Maya POV

Actually a bit less tasty also refused people to visit, but that's the truth, emang again can not, a lot of work I her, so again males aja nerima guests, uh remember, so again, not arrogant yes, but again can not, the inner Maya.

Indeed Maya is now still a final semester student, who is again focused on writing thesis, at the Tarbiyah Faculty majoring in PAI (Islamic Religious Education).

So I tuh, emang again super duper busy in the first place, plus the lecturer of the widowed woman again, if not wrong estimate I was yes, maybe about 45 lah think about age, he thought, kind of ugly and pretty perfect. AsLi, No deceptive. uuuh,, sometimes very lazy dah, if told to tapped, but not necessarily so times yes, the name is also a student, who again needs guidance, when asked to do so, instead of being guided even in the mulu omelin, if the fit is again wrong aja, immediately deh spray, the pain gini, we are tired of ticking, eh he lives nyoret nyoret aja, right before him, he admits, the weird guidance counselor. My mind at that time.

In addition to my activities as a teacher, so yaaah, I must be good at dividing time, if not that, will be abandoned all of it, so, fortunately I was not easily discouraged, but more likely to be active and not want to be silent, it was difficult for me to explain what I was thinking at this time, only God knows, but at least I can give my best for myself, my family and my best friend.

I am indeed an easy person to make a decision, not infrequently I often regret in the end, but do not think wrong, you certainly do not know that I am a woman, but you do not know that I am a woman,who never gave up, to pursue the dream, the dream I always dreamed of, to become a successful woman, who could make my parents happy, and I also want to give something that my parents can be proud of.

Many people say that I am also known as a woman, who never gives up, let alone despair.

Actually many bitter stories, in my life, stories that might never be able to, lived by others.

Especially when you have to live far apart from both parents. I used to be me and my sister

the one named here lives with my grandmother, along with many of my other cousins.

I was born, from a simple family, I am the fourth daughter,

of six brothers, four men and two women. From the time I started school, I had never demanded more from my people. Moreover, imposing my will on both my parents, it could be said, never...!

I'm a self-conscious person, I know how difficult it is for our family life, for the economy, because both of my parents only worked as farmers.

Imagine, they both have to support six children at once, not dear, how our family life, but from there I can think, if I can not demand a lot of things from my parents, I can not demand a lot of things from my parents, especially about money.

But I still feel grateful, because I can still go to school, and most importantly for me, I should be able to be a child who can boast of parents, good, diligent, and achievers, he said, only the son of a farmer.

After graduating from Elementary School, I went to school in the boarding school, no problem for me, the important thing is that I can go to school.

Because my father said, life must be balanced, between the world and the hereafter, the world is only temporary, but the life of the hereafter will be eternal. That's why I'm so obedient, but unlike my older sister, my sister is a little bit of a dissident, stubborn, and selfish, if there is a desire for sure that's when there should be.

180 Degrees different from myself, who can only obey, yes and yes, well that's all I do, for the sake of the happiness of my parents, I don't want to hurt them, because I know very well, there is no parent who does not want to make his child happy, but whatever the power, all because of the conditions that exist.

I don't demand much from my father, whatever my mother's father gives me, that's what I accept, I've never been rude to my parents, either, what else to ask for something that might not be too important to me, aka waste of money in my opinion.

Therefore, I am classified as a very independent woman and not much neko neko.

So if to be made a wife, very suitable dah, top markotop said old man, what else try, beautiful yes, bohay yes, well yes, simple yes, loving what more words, loving, plus the attention of the closest people...

Tuuuuu, what else ? many dah, can not be called one, ribet original no deceit.

Sometimes I just get dizzy, sometimes,

My father, my mother, my sister, my sister, even my mother, my cousin. They were very serious about me, to get married soon, but I was still young you know anyway, I was only 22, did not think so, what else does marriage do baby... ? Forgive me, I am not ready. Just because alesan my mother's father is old, so they maxain me to get married quickly. It is not fair to me, while my college friends have not married, but their parents are not busy, tell their children to marry.

Once it occurred to me, did they no longer want to take care of me, was I too troublesome for them, but I was working, not all of them asked, from them, but I feel like I'm damning them, I think. I'm tired of it.

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