Falling in Love with My Wife

Just Die

anggi's mind does not always revolve around looking for reasons to answer Aurel's questions, He has to say what, telling the truth in front of grandfather, making him afraid of what else grandfather really hates Rama.

" Aunty kok daydreaming anyway" said Aurel woke Anggi from his daydream

"oh he was with Om Dion, because they always asked to come with him, so Aunty let them go"

"oh that"

"you better eat here, stop chatting, talking won't make you full" Anggun said

"yes yes"

"grandfather's glad your decision to return home was very appropriate"

"but I just. "slowly said but Anggi's words were cut off when Anggun suddenly added the talk.

"i know you can't forget your past yet, but you have to learn to deal with it, 6 years is the time for you to go back to how you were"

"it's not that I haven't been able to make peace with my past, I've forgiven everything, I've started my life with the presence of my children"

"then what else took you so long to return" Anggun said

"no need to bring up what has passed, now Anggi has come home again right" said Grandpa

"but I just want to take my son and come back again, not to settle here" Anggi said

"Grandfather will have Secretary Lee, to take care of the company there"

"iya Kek" Pasrah Anggi actually did not want to settle in Indonesia, but why did Grandpa think like that

"Grandfather knows everything" Grandpa's mind

"Grandfather, Anggi go first well" said Anggi when finished finishing his breakfast

"Be careful"

"good cake"

Anggi drove his car to his house first, no matter he came this morning, maybe the occupants of the house were still asleep, the point is he just wanted to pick up his son.

although at this time Anggi's feelings are mixed, whether what he will say with Rama if he meets later, maybe this is his first meeting after all the time they separated

It does not take long, Anggi's car is right in front of his house first.

With slightly watery eyes, Anggi just stared at the house, a house that never changed after 6 years he left.

every memory recorded clearly in his mind, starting he set foot first in this house, after recalling the memories, Anggi only realized if he missed this place, this place, proven by his cheeks that have been wet due to puddles of tears flowing.

once rubbed, Anggi wiped the trail of tears and neutralized her feelings, the past remains the past

although there are many memories in this house that make him miss there are still sad memories that can never be lost and imprinted on his brain.

Anggi got out of his car and walked towards the fence, he should have been able to go straight in without telling the guards to open the door.

it's been 6 years maybe this housekeeper doesn't recognize him, or has changed people

"Excuse me sir" Anggi said politely

"yes" he replied

"can open the fence, I'm going in"

"but I'm sorry, I can't let just anyone in this house"

"well, heeh I just realized that I am already someone else in this house" Anggi said

"in that case, tell the owner of this house, if there is someone who wants to pick up his child" Anggi said

after waiting for a few minutes, the guards opened the gate very wide.

Anggi took a deep breath and then let it out roughly, alright I will face you directly

without knocking on the door first, the door was already wide open, as if the occupants of the house knew that there would be guests coming

Anggi looked at the contents of his house first, how beautiful he even lay the decoration nothing changed, even though for years he left this place, why nothing changed him, why did nothing change him, do they not get bored, even a large photo clearly shows two people who used to love each other still faithfully hanging on the wall.

"you've come" the distinctive voice that Anggi had almost forgotten was now heard back in his ear, making him suddenly turn to look at the empress' nanar

"where are my children" Anggi replied without further ado

"they are still sleeping" said Rama casually, but he hid his nervousness

seeing the appearance of Anggi who changed a lot, as if it feels awkward to invite him to talk, looks mature if Rama describes it.

"show me where they are"

"let them sleep for a little while longer, don't wake her up"

"he's my son, I know how to treat them"

"they're also my son Anggi"

"who are you, who dares to admit to them that he is your son too" Anggi said, refuting Rama's remarks

"They are my flesh and blood" Rama replied

"i gave birth to her, I took care of her, even when in my womb you almost killed her, you still want to acknowledge her as your child, even you don't want her, you just don't want her, you only make me as your outlet, if I need to remind you again" upset Anggi who can not hold back his emotions

"okay, I did tell you at the time, but it was all a lie, I don't know if you were pregnant at the time"

"you're sorry you told me that" asked Anggi

"i'm so sorry, and I want to fix it"

"hmm, save your remorse, because it won't affect me"

"then what should I do that you forgive me, I'm really very sorry"

"you want to know, there's only one thing you need to do, don't show your face in front of me again"

"i can't do it, I miss you so much I can't if you tell me to stay away from you, unless I die I can't see you anymore"

"then you just die" Anggi brief did not even care what he just said his focus was only on seeing a few closed room doors

"if you wanted to, I could've done it, because I couldn't live without you, being away from you would've made me so frustrated what else if I told me not to see you again, all this time I was looking for you like a madman, when you came back where maybe I could easily stop just like that" muttered Rama who looked down sluggishly

"let me know where you're hiding my son" Anggi said, pulling Rama's collar

with a single pull, Rama held Anggi's arm quite tightly

"Tell me one more time, you want me dead"

"Yes, I want you to feel the same as I did"

"don't you know what it's like, living in the loneliness of this house, being sick when you know you're hurting me and so easily you don't care about me anymore because of a kid you really want to have, you know even I survive the end of death but God doesn't want to take my life, you know I want to die right then and there, but I think of my children, events that I didn't want to repeat, I want them to see this world" said Anggi whose tears he could no longer hold

"i'm sorry, please forgive me, I'm so selfish not to think of you" Rama said, kneeling before Anggi

"it's not that easy to forgive you, I've made peace with my past, but the wounds you've inflicted aren't as easy as you say sorry"

seriate......