Falling in Love with My Wife

Surgical procedure

Ardan immediately sat on the bench to relieve his emotions, fortunately there was Yudha and Dara who broke them

Before long the door of the operating room opened, Dion's arrival was greeted by those who were very curious about the condition of Anggi

"how it is" said Rama

Rama's chaotic face was plastered clear and there was a hint of blood on the tip of his lips like his this fellow had already been beaten. Dion frowned at Rama, what was with him so much frustration that he looked so messy.

"How" asked Yudha as calmly as possible

"the operation went well, but Anggi was not aware, still under the influence of anesthesia"

"oh great"

"but let him rest first, if he realizes you can go see him"

"thank you" said Rama

"follow my room I want to speak to you" Dion told Rama

"alright"

Upon arrival in Dion's room there was no one but them, at which time Dion told of Anggi's situation

" i hope you can be patient after knowing Anggi's condition"

"is there a serious wound"

"there are no serious injuries, it's just that to get another child might be difficult, the womb is so weak you have to always try"

"what a percent of the possibilities" asked Rama

"very little, just waiting for a miracle, I also do not guarantee much hope for you, but it will be very difficult to get offspring"

Rama simply bowed lethargicly, hearing the words of Dion,

"my advice, don't make him sad and think too much which can cause him stress"

"this is the result, the womb was hit very hard"

Dion's remarks showed Anggi's CT-Scan results

Rama relentlessly bowed his head in a doldrums, his hope and desire to get offspring from Anggi was said to be fruitless.

"what should I say to Dion, it would hurt him a lot, he even told me to promise to protect our child, I could not bear to see him sad" Rama said, holding back his grief

"Rama, if you're tormented for holding your cry, I'll give you a chance to cry in my room, I know you're trying hard"

"you know there are doctors who say, clinically crying is called a secretomoric phenomenon, shedding tears reduces the impact of sadness and solace is best for depression"

"Doctor who said that?" rama asked, making sense

"i said, I'm a doctor"

Rama rolled his eyes lazily, only this time did he hear Dion's slightly theorized words

"sometimes crying is the only way your eyes talk when your mouth can't explain how broken your heart is" Dion said

"cry if it makes you relieved, everything will be fine, believe me"

After saying his last sentence, Dion came out leaving Rama alone in his room

"in about an hour, maybe Anggi will wake up, meet him"

"alright"

When Dion left Rama in his room he did not really go, Dion just waited outside his room, Dion also did not know where to go, saw Anggi also free, he was not aware. So Dion decided to accompany Rama alone even though his people did not know

"forgive me Anggi, right said Ardan I do not care for you" Rama regretted as he shed his tears after thinking about some of Dion's words earlier

An hour later Rama came out of the room and found Dion playing a game on his phone.

"what are you doing here"

"game play"

"why not inside"

"fear you're embarrassed, I'll see you cry"

"who said I was crying"

"those eyes" pointed Dion to Rama's slightly swollen eyes

"i fell asleep, so it's like this"

"don't be ashamed, obviously I hear a very painful sobbing if it is felt"

"hhh wait, you want to go to Anggi's room"

"of course"

There was Anggi who was lying down with an infusion tube stuck on the back of his hand

Rama sat right next to Anggi holding his hand, then unceasingly said an apology while rubbing his fingers gently, Rama searched for a piece of paper in his pants pocket a note tucked between flowers given by Anggi this afternoon.

"thank you also for returning my love, and because of you too I feel the happiness of having children even if only for a moment, I only hope that a miracle can come to us" Rama murmured as he lowered his head

Rama's parents and his grandfather come to visit Anggi after hearing from his driver that Anggi was in an accident.

"Mama Papa, you came here"

"of course, we want to see the state of Anggi"

"how Rama is doing" Grandpa rebuked

"grandfather just asked Dion, I can't say it"

"Dion" call Grandpa

"yes cake" replied Dion who was focusing on his phone

"how is Anggi"

"grandpa asked Rama" said Dion as casually as possible

"that's why you are"

"You're the only one who told Grandpa"

"The numbers will be fine cake"

"well how do you mean, his body is full of wounds, you say good"

"The numbers will be aware of the cake" replied Rama calmly

"what about the content?" ask Grandpa again

Rama was silent for a moment, he had to say what to his grandfather, surely they would be very surprised if they heard Anggi miscarry. It will be hard to have another child

"The old man said, How is the content, why just be quiet"

"forgive Rama the cake, Rama can't take good care of him"

"you are patient well, after this lesson, hopefully Anggi can get pregnant again quickly" said Mama Rama

"hopefully the miracle happened quickly Mah" said Rama

Anggi woke up from a long sleep, the influence of anesthetic makes it a little difficult to quickly wake up

"Figures" call Rama after seeing Anggi open both eyes

"My son" asked Anggi while looking at Rama

Rama did not answer Anggi's question but simply shook his head, quickly Rama rubbed the head of Anggi with his affection so that he was calmer

Anggi understand what Rama meant, and it jolt managed to make his tears escape, he did not stupidly interpret the intent of the rama trough.

It was like getting thousands of thorns stuck in his heart, even if pulled one by one it would be very painful, another case with Rama he seemed to get a sharp knife incision saw Anggi's tears drip regularly without blinking his eyes only tears spilled.

So sad that the woman in front of him lost her child candidate.

"forgive me" said Rama, erasing the trail of Anggi's tears

"Figure, How are you, if anyone is sick" said Mama Rama approached to see the state of Anggi

Seeing her in-laws give her affection for Anggi made her so moved and feel guilty for not being able to look after the granddaughter they were so looking forward to

"I'm sorry Anggi Mah, Anggi can't take care of him" Anggi said

"don't say that, no matter what happens, everything is predestined by God"

"if Anggi is careful it probably won't be like this" said Anggi weakly

"it's stopped blaming yourself, Mama doesn't want to hear it" he said

"for now you have to focus on your recovery only" continued Mama Rama give spirit to Anggi

"you listen to what Mama says" said Rama calming

Seriate...