
On the way they did not talk much, only Axel who babbled, asked a lot of things to his mama, asked about what he saw. It was just their entertainment, approximately three hours drive, arrived at the city they were headed to, still a few kilometers away. Because the house is not in the middle of the city, they are comfortable with living in a quiet place, and not noisy.
"Ahh, it feels like today is the hardest journey for us, we have never experienced this much ordeal, every holiday and holiday we gather, hear the story of young princesses, the times of struggle" El took a heavy breath, exhaling it violently.
The closer to the house, the more memories with the eyes that El remembered.
"That's fine over there huh, eyang princess has already met with kakung and dad. One must be happy there" El cried in his heart, without feeling his eyes had been flooded, and sobbed. Rani stroked El's head, and shed tears.
"Sincere should be sincere, do not be sad continue, eyang already happy, do not make the princess eyes sad to see the rich rich gini. We're only separated temporarily, everyone must have experienced" Rani kissed El's forehead.
"El just want to remember the eyes of my sister's daughter" replied El lowered his head in.
"Dek, inget ga first, grandchildren eyang Utomo, mas Krisna, mas Dewa, mas Bima who like jahilin adek, because the smallest adek among us. Abang belain adek, brother said to the princess, their trus in love punishment at all work at home filial" brother Rani reminded El, how unfortunately eyang to his sister.
El recalled the incident smiling, as he shed, tears moved in the light of the incident. Then they realized when they reached their destination. Seeing the flag of mourning El's tears are getting louder.
All had gone down from the car, El limp's feet, on Jun's papah bang, from inside the house the brothers of the eyeang had already welcomed and embraced them alternately. The brother who was wearing white clothes and black pants came out from inside the house. Hugging bang Jun, brother Rani and the last El are still on their cousin's papah.
"She was.." That's all that sounded in El's ear. Brother hugged her and all dark, El doesn't remember anything. Only faint sounds were heard.
***
More than thirty minutes El just woke up from his fainting.
"Eyaaaang.." cried El Pilu, causing the people present to shed tears. Brother approached hugging her again.
"Eyang, baaang.
"Yes, but you can't cry, the tears can't fall" the brother gave a towel handkerchief to El's hand. El nodded while wiping his tears.
Brother asked El to come closer to the coffin, so he could see for the last time. El closed his mouth holding back so as not to cry loudly, he shouted.
"El, can't netes tears yes" the old man who was there reminded. El nodded slowly, wiping away her tears..
"She has to be strong" whispered the brother while tidying up El's messy hair. Mother who had been near the coffin hugged El lovingly.