Fall For You's

Heartspour

Rafael slowly opens Celine's diary. Inside there are many photos of him and Celine while still a couple. Rafael opened page after page of the diary.

Rafael began to read one by one the outpouring of Celine's heart that he poured in the diary.

All the memories of their past go back in circles in Rafael's head. Celine poured all her feelings into that diary. Everything he went through was with Rafael. Sometimes Rafael smiles to see Celine and herself together.

It is undeniable, while with Celine, Rafael is indeed happy. Although her background is very far from her family, Celine is always there for Rafael and is able to make herself fall in love with the woman.

Rafael continued to read one by one Celine's outpouring of heart. At times Rafael felt like his heart was pierced when reading the experience of Celine's life while with his uncle and aunt.

The woman vehemently covered up the violence she had endured over the years with her father's family. How they treated Celine so arbitrarily. Celine often gets physical and verbal abuse that rips her soul and body apart. Celine immortalized all the physical injuries she received from her uncle and aunt.

Celine also shared her experiences as an adult magazine model. How should he withstand the shame and pride of his self that were constantly being trampled upon by everyone. How his heart aches when one by one his closest people bully him because of his job as an adult magazine model which of course requires him to pose sensual with clothes lacking materials that show his curves.

To be honest, Celine wanted to stop being a model because she was not strong to face the gossip and ridicule of people. But he empowered himself to stay in his profession because he wanted to have a better life.

Celine saved most of her income to go abroad, looking for a better life than she has lived. Celine has a dream to become an international model who can silence the evil mouths that have been ridiculing and insulting her.

But Celine's dream has changed since she met Rafael. The first love of his life. Celine has been so happy since getting to know and be with Rafael. The man gave her hope of life and made her come back to believe in love.

Rafael makes Celine feel the warmth of affection and love from someone other than her family. The family he had not had. The family hurt him physically and mentally. Dropped his trust in love.

Reading every strand of words and sentences that represented Celine's feelings, Rafael unconsciously shed tears. How much the woman who had been in her life had such a miserable life.

Jessica is eager to get close to Rafael but is as determined as Jessica is to hold herself back and let Rafael sink into her memories along with Celine. But seeing the fragile Rafael makes Jessica come to shed tears. It wasn't Rafael crying over Celine. But Jessica is sad to find herself trapped in a vicious cycle, entangled in love with an unfinished man with his past.

“Remove your tears”love Albert while thrusting his handkerchief on Jessica.

“Thanks”ucap Jessica while forcing a smile on Albert.

“You better sit down. Too long standing is not good for a baby in your womb” asked Albert

Jessica was made aware of Albert's words. For a moment he forgot the presence of twins in his womb. His love with Rafael. Jessica sighed slowly while gently rubbing her slightly bulging stomach.

“Darling, sorry mom. Mama forgot about you guys. Mama will try to be stronger for you. You are the source of your current strength. Please help mama get through all this”murm Jessica in heart while rubbing her stomach.

Albert who could not bear to see the sad Jessica then held the beautiful woman's shoulder and invited her to find a place to rest. At first Jessica did not want to leave her place but Albert continued to lead his steps. Jessica looked constantly staring at her husband who seemed to be fighting with her own feelings.

Rafael who is too focused on reading Celine's diary does not pay much attention if his wife is injured. Wounded to see her dive back into the memories of her past with Celine.

Celine was so happy when she found herself pregnant with a baby from Rafael. So happy Celine had even prepared some names for the fetus that had not even been shaped. Because Celine's pregnancy has only been on for a few weeks.

Hearing Rafael go abroad for some time, makes Celine want to catch up with him to tell him the happy news. But unfortunately, that desire must run aground because Arthur's grandfather first knows the news of Celine's pregnancy. Arthur, who is indeed deploying some of his confidants around Celine and Rafael, without waiting for a long time, learns of Celine's pregnancy which is still several weeks.

Celine is reluctant to admit her pregnancy to Arthur, but when Arthur threatens not to allow Celine to see Rafael again, Celine's defense collapses. How could Celine be able to get away from Rafael while only Rafael is happy in Celine's life.

Celine finally admits her pregnancy in front of Arthur and Elizabeth. Hopefully both will be happy and bless his relationship with the father of the baby. But as the proverb is like a pungguk misses the moon. Celine's desire was far from hope. Too hard to get.

The two men in the Miller family apparently did not want their offspring to be born to women of unclear origin. Celine is so hurt by the rejection of Arthur's grandfather and Elizabeth's grandmother. The two even lightly asked Celine to drop her content.

“Today I dare to meet Mr. Arthur and his wife. Because for Rafael, they are the replacement of both parents. Honestly, my heart was beating so fast when I met both of them. I don't know how they're going to respond to me. We have never officially met. Rafael never introduced me to his family. He always said he wanted to protect me. He doesn't want me to get hurt by the reception from his family.”

“It seems he can read the circumstances. His family won't accept me. And it turns out it's all true. They both looked at me with a cynical look. Like I'm a fly that's perched on their expensive food. I am a despicable creature who dares to touch their beautiful clothes.”

“Miris once it feels. When I want them to accept me as part of their family, they look down on me. Their words were indeed soft yet deeply hurt my heart. They may say I approached their grandchildren just for wanting their wealth.”

“They are both very cruel. Again they say words that hurt my heart. Especially when they found out I was pregnant with the fruit of our love. They could have said I used the baby excuse in my womb to snare Rafael in my grasp.”

“O Mr and Mrs Miller, although I am a poor person who only models adult magazines, but I am not as shortsighted and cunning as you think. It wasn't me who approached your grandson but it was your grandson who first approached me and asked me to be his girlfriend.”

“What made me even more hurt was when they easily asked me to abort this baby. Of course I refused it. I'll keep this baby no matter what. Although my life is the bet”

Rafael is seen clenching his hands tightly while reading Celine's story of her meeting with her grandparents who asked Celine to abort their baby.

Rafael sighed for a moment trying to calm himself down. The next sheet further sliced Rafael's heart. Because there is clearly a picture of Celine's sadness all this time.

“Today I feel a cloud overshadow my life. When I tried to keep the baby in my womb, to stay with my love, Rafael Miller. After the medical check-up, I was so shocked by the news brought by the doctors. “

“I apparently have stage three brain cancer. My heart is broken hearing it. Why is it that when I get happiness, exams always come to me? Do I not deserve to be happy? Why?”

“Why should I? Why should this disease be present in my life? Diseases that have claimed the life of papa why should also perch and nest in my body?”

“What's my fault? Can't I live happily with Rafael and our son?”

“Why do I have to be now when I'm pregnant like this? This whole thing is so heavy for me. What should I do?”

“Rafael, my love.What should I do? Why did you have to leave so long? Why aren't you here to accompany me through all this? It's too heavy for me. I don't know how to.”