Exchange Myself for Justice

Chapter 24

I was just petrified, cold sweat pouring down my forehead. How can I sleep if his body is so sticky on my back. This guy is really unsettling.

"Sleep. What are you thinking" he said so close to my ear that his breath swept across my neck.

"How can I sleep if you're like this" I replied as I pulled away.

"Why is it with me, what's wrong?" he asked again, as if we were a harmonious couple full of affection.

"Mas, I swear I'm not comfortable like this," my whine riled up.

"really? But back when you came to me, you were comfortable, even enjoying my touch."

I immediately pulled away strongly and moved away from him. I changed the position of my body facing him. Now that our gazes met, he looked at me so sharply as if unwilling to let go of me.

"When do you see me comfortable to touch? Do you know how I felt then, my heart was broken, I was disgusted by every touch Men like you, I was like gripping coals. If only you were a trustworthy judge, I might not have had to sacrifice that far. By cheating you made me also do everything in my power to get justice for my parents, despite having to trade with my body.

Not feeling the clear liquid dripping in the corner of the eye, my heart back pain when bringing up the painful mass. He had no idea how I struggled to escape from such a soul-shaking thing.

She immediately sat down, looking at me deeply, her outstretched hands wanting to touch my face, but I immediately hid behind the pillow. I no longer want to be touched by him.

A few minutes later, I heard a step, and the sound of a door knob rolling towards the balcony. I put away the face-covering pillow, and peeked slowly. Apparently he was sitting there alone.

I don't know what he was thinking there, I sat down slowly looking for a comfortable position leaning on the Headboard, staring at the ceiling of the room. I don't know how this relationship is going forward.

I never imagined this would happen, why God would bring me back to him. Can I be happy living with a man I don't love?

I should not doubt everything God has ordained in my life. I must accept it sincerely. As long as she treats my son well, what's wrong I also try to be a good wife even though I don't have any feelings.

I don't know, I don't want to think too far, what if he doesn't want that from me. I'll go along with what he wants, as long as he doesn't hurt my son. All it takes time to repair a damaged liver.

Long I sat alone in solitude, drowsiness began to reign, I again lay hugging Zafran gently. It didn't take long for me to be in dreamland.

[POV Zico Hamdi]

A feeling of happiness approached when he called me with the call "Mas" It felt like my happiness hormone was soaring out. Can I expect a little, hope this woman who is my wife also has feelings for me even though not much.

Too happy that I want him to say it again. Yes, even though the tone is still jutek, it does not reduce my happiness in the heart. But I, who always upholds my ego, will never show him that happiness.

Can I be a little possessive? I think of course I can, because I'm entitled to him now. If I had known that the woman named Azzurri was him, I would not have let her marry another man, I would not have let her be touched by that man.

But it's all over, now that she's completely mine, I won't let her ex-husband take her back from me. I will try to get that man out of my wife's heart.

That man doesn't deserve to be loved by my wife. A foolish man who has wasted a woman like Zahira, I will take his heart and his son. But honestly, I felt something stuck in my heart when I looked at Zafran's face, why did it feel like the face of the tiny baby resembled my face as a baby.

I had thought that the baby was mine, ah, but it felt impossible. How could Zahira be pregnant just do it once with me. Besides, if it's true, there's no way Zahira's covering for me.

After eating, I headed towards the study, I let my stubborn wife back into the room. I busied myself with the incoming emails. I've been ignoring the company for a few days to take care of that stubborn woman.

I'm not too worried, because I can still handle everything through my private secretary. But my duty in the Negri Court cannot be ignored other than to apply for leave for this one week.

Sometimes I smile and laugh at myself who is now like a fool for the sake of the woman who hides the beauty behind her veil. I who had never been attracted to any woman so that the rumors often lopsided, they doubted my manhood, but since the presence of Zahira in my life, they doubted my manhood, and when he came to give me an intoxicating taste, from then on I could not forget him for a second, until fate reunited me with him. And of course I wouldn't be willing to let him back out of my life, I really did.

I deliberately have not told Mama and Papa about my relationship and Zahira who has become a married couple. I will introduce Zahira to my parents if I have successfully melted the woman's heart.

Maybe this will be a surprise for my parents, I have imagined how Mama's facial expression when she found out that her son who was thought to be different, now has a wife. Especially if I manage to make that woman contain my seeds.

Ah, my goodness Zico. Realize, do not be too high fantasized, now think about how to make the woman so that her heart softens a little. Remember, women are stubborn types. If you force him he will be even more violent fall resigned with hatred and burning anger. If softened, he will fight you with what he thinks is right.

I was so late in daydreaming that I simply ignored my work. I'm still thinking of ways to get my wife's stubborn heart.

Feeling not getting an idea, I stopped daydreaming and immediately went to the room, it looks like I have to find a bed to relieve all fatigue today after facing a lot of activities that are quite draining of mind and energy.

When I entered, I saw the natural beautiful face was sleeping so soundly, I observed the faces of the two people I loved. Ah, if your heart is the same as mine, Dek, then I am the happiest man.

I took the position of lying behind him, at first I did not want to disturb my wife's calmness, but the charm that makes my reason can not be synchronized with the heart.

The scent of her body shook my heart, subconsciously I immediately hugged her from behind. I enjoy the sweat combined with the perfume that sticks to his body makes my limbs respond well, let alone my flagship weapon that often get slandered because it is allegedly not challenged with beautiful women out there.

But look now, he was so sensitive when coming into contact with this woman. I think my head started to slide when I didn't get a fight. Nope, no. I can't force her, I don't want her to hate me more. Be patient, little boy, there is a time when you go through the hallway.

Seriate.....

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