Evil Wife Young Master Lu

Chapter 39: The World Without You

Clearly, Su Xiaofei did not know about what was going on in Lu Qingfeng's mind, as he was not aware that he was not the only one who was reborn after their miserable ending in his previous life. As much as Lu Qingfeng wanted to tell him about it, he was afraid that it would only keep him away from him.

Su Xiaofei did not need to find out about the dirty things he did to avenge him and his cruel tyranny in his previous life.

It seemed like Su Xiaofei had the assumption that he was not the same tyrant as him in his previous life. Although he was not sure how much Su Xiaofei could remember from their past lives, Lu Qingfeng would not dare to jeopardize his chance to be with him in this lifetime.

In his first life, because he loved Mo Yuchen so much, Su Xiaofei hated him, refusing to see him or hear anything he wanted to say when he kidnapped her on the eve of his marriage to Mo Yuchen.

Su Xiaofei cursed at him, blaming him for ruining the happy life he should have spent with Mo Yuchen. No matter how much she tried to convince him that Mo Yuchen was only after his mother's fortune, he ignored her.

"You love me? Ha! Don't talk such nonsense to me, Lu Qingfeng! I'd rather die than be loved by someone like you!" He spat venomously on his face.

Lu Qingfeng was furious. What kind of lie did Mo Yuchen tell Su Xiaofei that he hated her like this?

"Feifei, you're wrong. You shouldn't trust the wrong people." He told her, but she insisted on returning to Mo Yuchen and becoming his wife.

Mo Yuchen only cared about himself and loved no one but himself. Lu Qingfeng was certain of this. Loving others was something Mo Yuchen was incapable of.

In the end, after Mo Yuchen was convinced that his wife hated Lu Qingfeng, he arranged for someone to kill him, causing him to lose his life before Su Xiaofei lost his life to an unknown illness.

Before entering his second life, Lu Qingfeng had to watch Mo Yuchen persecute the woman he loved the most by ignoring her, before Su Xiaofei fell ill and died of a mysterious illness after five years of marriage.

In his second life, he had the body of twenty-one-year-old Lu Qingfeng, who died when he was killed on the way back to Qiying City. Ye Mingyu's appearance was something Lu Qingfeng had not anticipated because Su Haoran did not have an illegitimate daughter in her previous life.

Realizing the difference between his original life and this new life, Lu Qingfeng thought of it as a parallel universe. The world where Su Xiaofei was still alive.

Still, even in his second life, Mo Yuchen once again defeated him, and Su Xiaofei once again lost his life in the process. He died, and once again, Lu Qingfeng was severely depressed, but he was unwilling to give up and try to find another way to traverse the world or another timeline where he could be with him again.

Lu Qingfeng was unable to observe the events after the deaths of the two and thought that it would be the end of his miserable life, only to be awakened once again within this fifteen year old body.

He was very confused at first. Why was he sent back to the past instead of taking him to another world where he could be with Su Xiaofei again?

It was just that he had never expected that he would also be reborn, retaining the memories of his previous life. If he had not heard what Su Xiaofei said in his sleep, he would have never expected that he also returned in time with her.

There are some differences between his original life and his second and third lives, but some things remain the same.

For example, in his original life, Su Xiaofei was not born and raised as an heir, but a hick he met during his stay in the countryside because his health deteriorated when he was young.

When Su Xiaofei reached the age of fifteen, they discovered that she was the lost daughter of the young miss of the Yun family, Yun Qingrong, while Su Haoran was the one who took her and raised her until she was taken back by the Yun family.

However, regardless of Su Xiaofei's family background in his different lifetime, his attitude and personality remained the same. She was hated by everyone because of her arrogance and selfishness in both her lives, but her warmth, tenderness and kindness were reserved only for those she loved, especially her mother, Yun Qingrong and her best friend, Xi Qian.

Lu Qingfeng hoped this would be the last time he was reborn like this. He wanted to live his life and spend the rest with Su Xiaofei by his side. With past knowledge, he was able to find his trusted assistant and set traps along the way, which would serve as his net to defeat Mo Yuchen in the process.

'Xiao Feng, I want to destroy Mo Yuchen with my own hands. There's no way I can forgive him. Never is.' Su Xiaofei told him the other day, which made him wonder what he would do, now he could see what kind of person Mo Yuchen was.

As he lived his third life, Lu Qingfeng began to doubt which world he actually had. Because if he organized his memories from both lives, there would be a huge difference in his first life.

Could it be that it was just a dream he had when he was in a coma in his second life?

This ... Lu Qingfeng had no answer, but he would still love Su Xiaofei wholeheartedly, regardless of the origin.

"Xiao Feng, are you okay? Is there anything else you found?" Su Xiaofei waved his hand in front of his face, trying to return it to reality.

Lu Qingfeng blinked and pushed his hand and sighed, taking the menu out of his hand.

"I'm starving. Since you're the one paying today, you don't mind if I order whatever I want, do you?" He retaliated.

"Of course, anything for our most valuable player who secured our victory today." He blinked at her, before turning his attention to Xi Qian, who was watching the interaction between the two.

Xi Qian wasn't sure what it was, but he could sense that something between the two had changed, and he wasn't sure if he would like it or not.

"Qian, order whatever you want, okay? Don't shy. If there's something you can't finish, I can have them pack it for you to take home." He heard Su Xiaofei say.

Xi Qian flinched from her trance and took her own menu.

"O-okay, I'll vote now." He stuttered, hiding his face behind the menu while trying to peek at Su Xiaofei and Lu Qingfeng.

Did this little tyrant do something to their Feifei? Why did he feel that something was going on between the two?

Xi Qian shook his head to clear his mind. Lu Qingfeng, although sometimes annoying, would not dare to seduce Su Xiaofei at such a young age. Still, it seemed that not only did he need to be wary of Mo Yuchen, he also had to keep an eye on this little tyrant.

Su Xiaofei seemed to be in a good mood today, but Xi Qian had no idea what made her best friend happy.

"Has anything good happened recently, Feifei? Looks like you're in a good mood."

"Me?" Su Xiaofei looked at him and tilted his head to one side. "I think you're right. Things have been going well for me lately."

He remembered that as soon as their car left the academy, he saw a crying Ye Mingyu being comforted by Cai Lin from everyone. Su Xiaofei knew that Cai Lin would keep his relationship with Feng Xue'er a secret from Ye Mingyu and it did not matter whether Ye Mingyu knew who he was or not, because Su Xiaofei was confident that the young lady would take this opportunity to still attract Cai Lin.

'Feng Xue'er, you have tried your best to keep Ye Mingyu away from Cai Lin, but now it is too late. Pay attention and see for yourself how fickle and useless your friendship with Ye Mingyu is.' He thought as he sipped a large glass of orange juice while waiting for their order to come and be served.

"Feifei, are you going to attend the founder's party? I think I should decline that invitation." Xi Qian asked him.

"Why don't you go? Don't have a dress to wear, do you?"

Xi Qian nodded his head. She also did not attend the founder's party last year because she had nothing to wear, and Su Xiaofei was not there either.

Su Xiaofei smiled and patted his friend's hand. How could he not know Xi Qian's predicament?

"Silly, Qian. I've got a big closet that holds a lot of evening dresses and dresses that I haven't used yet. What kind of friend would I be if I didn't lend you? I'm pretty sure there's something in that closet that could fit you."

Xi Qian blushed and lowered his head. For things like this, she sometimes wished that she at least had a loving parent who could pamper her once in a while, but she knew her parents wouldn't even spend a dime to get a decent party dress she could wear for the event.

"Again and don't argue anymore." Lu Qingfeng commented, but his gaze was elsewhere. "Feifei is good enough to lend you some of his stuff. It's not like you're borrowing money."

"O-okay, then. Thank you, Feifei."

With all the help he received from Su Xiaofei, Xi Qian felt the need to return at least a few of them in any way possible.

"Don't think too much, Qian. I'm not doing this for anything. You are my friend, so why can't I treat you well? However, in the future, if I'm a bit messed up, you'll have to help me, okay?" Su Xiaofei winked at him. He was just teasing Xi Qian, but Xi Qian took his words seriously.

"Agree, but you better not fuss about it in the future, Feifei. I don't mind hitting your head if you dare to make a silly decision like returning to Mo Yuchen again."

Su Xiaofei laughed at him, while Lu Qingfeng showed no signs that he heard what Xi Qian said.

"What makes you think that I still like that guy?"

Xi Qian shrugged, before following Lu Qingfeng's gaze, realizing that he was actually looking at Mo Yuchen in the restaurant opposite. He groaned when he saw the man.

"Speaking of the devil." Xi Qian muttered. "Maybe we should use the code for her, to avoid seeing her suddenly like this."

"Yes, there's no need to look at it. Just pretend he doesn't exist. Why should we spoil our appetite with its presence?" Su Xiaofei clapped as the maids came carrying their food.

"You've been eating more lately." Lu Qingfeng commented. "Are you not afraid of gaining weight?"

In his previous life, Su Xiaofei starved himself to keep his figure perfect for Mo Yuchen.

He shook his head.

"It would be futile not to eat such good food. If a guy doesn't like me because I'm a little fat, then fuck him. Who needs him?"

Lu Qingfeng chuckled in confusion. Right, he prefers he's a little fat.