
Doctor Arya tried to calm Niah who was so shaken, he was afraid if Niah did recklessly again “istighfar Niah..istighfar” said doctor Arya while holding niah's shoulder . Niah still keeps crying “ why?!!, why did all this happen to me?!!” yells Niah poignant “Let's just met her doc...Just now I feel a little happiness, then why did God take it again , is it inappropriate for a dirty person like me to be happy???, and??, is there no chance for me anymore??, say doc!!” Niah banging on the chest of doctor Arya who stood in front of him, doctor Arya confused should how? Especially when Niah suddenly hugged him while crying sobbing “What else should I do doc?? What else!!” doctor Arya could not bear to avoid even though she knew this was not possible.
“say doc...what should I do, what should I say to mama?!!”. Doctor Arya is speechless she still lets Niah lean on the chest of her field while continuing to spill all her sadness, her stel has been soaked by Niah's tears.
At the end of the hall a pair of eyes stared at him with teary eyes, jealousy implied in his gaze, she said, he believes that it must be the wife of doctor Arya because it is impossible for doctor Arya to touch a woman who is not her mahram it is something that Aryan doctors never do except for patients if forced. But there is another thing that makes him confused is the face of the woman who cried in her arms was similar to the woman in the video of the shur that recently circulated, no longer similar but it was indeed him, “ah…what's with Arya's doctor, whether he doesn't know the reality of it” that question that is in the mind of doctor Pipit.
Doctor Arya circulated her gaze around the hospital hallway hoping that someone would replace her into Niah's backrest, her eyes then focused on the figure of a woman standing staring at her at the end of the hospital hallway, suddenly he was shocked and nervous, was not that doctor Pipit who had been admired? “Ah must have misunderstood her inner me”.
Slowly doctor Arya release Niah's backrest from her chest “while longer doc, please in a moment..” The words of Niah lirih still continue to sob. Forced by doctor Arya to leave him with uncertain feelings, he was very afraid that doctor Pipit would misunderstand him. However he had high hopes on the dimpled doctor.
While the doctor Pipit chose to leave the scene full of drama with a broken heart and wounds, he could not hold the clear liquid from the corner of his eyes, his hope with the doctor Arya was dashed, the hope that he had kept tight in his deepest heart. Clear water continued to flow down his cheeks, all this time he was so sure that doctor Arya had the same stubborn feeling but it was not, and more painful was his position replaced by the woman? the woman who went viral because of the sacrilegious video case? Should he take his place, is there no one better than that? thought.
After Niah calmed down a bit later Arya's doctor contacted her sister Anita to announce the death of Pak Adi, she also advised Anita to report this news to Ratih's mother slowly and carefully, so that he did not shock when the body had reached home, although Arya's doctor knew it could also be fatal for Ratih's mother but he had no other choice, but he had no other choice, “hopefully bu Ratih is strong to accept this reality” whispered the heart of doctor Arya.
The hour hand shows at four in the afternoon when the body of Mr. Adi arrived at the funeral home, the situation began to be crowded, the white flag was installed, neighbors and immediate family had arrived . Niah stepped gontai accompanied the body of his father stretchered into the house, his face was haggard, his eyes were swollen, his face was swollen from crying too much and his gaze was empty as if there was no more spirit of life there.
Doctor Arya follows Niah in to see her mother, she is worried that something will happen to the woman. Doctor Arya witnessed the shocking sight after reaching the room, he found Niah continued to try to invite his mother to speak but Ratih's mother silenced a thousand languages, he said, Niah can only cry over reality for the bitter reality that continues to follow him, happiness seems still reluctant to greet him.
Doctor Arya's heart was filled and pity to witness all the bitter reality that continues to follow his sister's friend.whether what feelings slowly infiltrate his heart, he said, he wanted to take away all the pain that poor woman had suffered, but I didn't know what to do. Doctor Arya just stood at the door of the room watching all the sadness that Niah experienced, while Anita tried to continue to strengthen Niah, Niah, he hugged his friend and continued to lead him to say Istighfar and the strengthening sentence laahawlaa walaa kuwwata ilah billah, with lips shaking Niah tried to follow the sentence, but his tears did not stop flowing.
“I gave up Nit” said Niah whispering to Anita who was sitting next to her while stroking her back.
“Astaghfirullah ..you can't say that Niah, kamun must be strong to mamamu” Anita's voice stuck in the esophagus say those words , he himself could not imagine the pain felt by his best friend, he was just trying to strengthen Niah so as not to despair. There was nothing else Anita could do to comfort her, while at the door of the room still stood Aryan doctee cloudy in her eyes.
“I feel unable to continue my life Nit” his tears broke again in the arms of his best friend.
“Niah ..Allah itun in accordance with the expectations of his servant, if you believe you can face this then God willing you can” said Anita slowly
“But this is already beyond the limits of my ability Nit” said Niah with a bated cry.
“I am sure you are capable of Niah, Allah is all-knowing of his servant.You are a strong man, so Allah gives you trials like this” Anita keeps trying to make Niah to rise.
“But...how do I face all this myself Nit, I have no one now except you” said Niah re hugged Anita, they cried together.
“Niah..make patience and prayer as a helper, God willing we will be able to go through all this, I will always be beside you Niah, believe me” said Anita full of confidence.
Niah's feeling was somewhat relieved after praying together with Anita, his friend was guiding him to read the Quran, a reading that he had left altogether, because indeed Niah's parents did not really understand religion, because Niah's parents did not really understand religion, Niah is educated with full material adequacy but not enough religious education.
After the funeral the state of Ratih's mother did not improve, even worse, he no longer wanted to eat and often talked to himself but when he was invited to chat he did not want to talk, he did not want to talk, Niah can only cry over her mother. Anita is forced to stay a few days at Niah's house, she is worried that Niah's condition is sometimes out of control when her sadness suddenly peaks, anita painstakingly takes care of Ratih's mother when Niah absolutely cannot rise to witness her mother's condition, whether made of what her heart is so sincere that she helps Niah try to get out of her sadness.
Dr. Arya after returning from the funeral directly to the hospital because there was a schedule of surgery that night. Despite the tired feeling of attacking him he still carried out his duties, he was really a dedicated doctor, he was a dedicated doctor, for the ultimate patient safety.
“dok..doctor Arya” someone shook the body of doctor Arya who fell asleep in the hospital musholla, apparently he fell asleep after the prayer isya earlier because of fatigue . Doctor Arya squinted her eyes because of the glare by the moshollah lights that were right on it. He was shocked when he realized that a beautiful woman was standing in front of him with a smile.
“Sorry doc, I interrupted his sleep, it's two o'clock in the evening, will the doctor go home or just go to the dugout?” Ask the sweet lady.
“Eh..oh yes, I overslept here, yes I want to go home, since yesterday has not had time to go home” doctor Arya has risen to the ablution place to wash her face, his heart was racing not because suddenly awakened by the woman, but he tried to act ordinary, he was so embarrassed to admit his true feelings for the doctor Pipit, he was so embarrassed, while Dr. Pipit harbors disappointment over Arya's indifference, he increasingly loses hope of gaining the handsome doctor's heart, let alone thinking that Arya's doctor is married. He finally left the place before Aryan's doctor returned from washing his face.
A week has passed since Mr. Adi died Arya doctor is still back and forth hospital, his house and Niah's house, because sometimes Ratih's mother look for him, he did not have to be honest with the woman, he did not have to be honest with her, moreover, his condition is getting thinner and more haggard, he plans to bring Ratih's mother to the mental hospital because the state of his soul is increasingly disturbed, sometimes the woman fussing indistinctly sometimes he also realized and recognized everyone. But the confused arya doctor had to start a conversation with Niah about his plan, he was afraid that Niah was hit with that reality. let alone before he died Pak Adi mandated Niah to him, he feels responsible for Niah's situation.