Escapees

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Anita and Arya continued to calm Niah who was so shaken, maybe that was the peak of his grief, he cried while screaming no matter if he was still in the police station witnessed by people all over the office.

Niah seemed to want to spill all her burdens that day, Anita and Arya increased in panic watching Niah's behavior that was like a madman, he ruffled his hair, banging his chest and squabbling on the floor. Must be Arya doctor carrying him to the car, although had to feel the punch and scratches of Niah doctor Arya still forced him into the car.

Arriving at his house Arya again carried him into Anita's room but his current condition is somewhat calm likely because his energy has been exhausted because he continues to scream along the way.

Anita immediately enveloped her shivering body, her body temperature was so high it seemed like she had a fever.

Anita stared at her best friend's sleeping face after taking fever medicine . Anita hoped that after Niah woke up she could be rather calm, beside her Anita continued chanting verses of the Quran hoping that Niah would gain inner calm , Niah fell asleep for a long time because she was too tired .

By late afternoon Niah was still faithful in Anita's contest, the pain that afflicted him made him so desperate, I don't know what he feels now? His soul is empty without hope, maybe this feeling is what matches the saying “live reluctant to die do not want” whispered Niah heart. He saw the whole luxurious room belongs to Anita “how lucky Anita, living all well, have a brother who loves her and his life without trials which means” Niah continues to speak in his heart.

 Back he reminisced about his past while still with his mom and dad , almost all of whom wanted to be granted, his mom was so dear to him, but because of one mistake that melenakan make his life completely destroyed. Her tears melted back into her cheeks which now looked more thin and pale. Trial after trial comes alternately.

There was a deep regret filling his chest cavity, regret for giving up something he should not have given up before his time, he did not expect that the temporary pleasure he felt had brought him to ruin.

“Astaghfirullahuladzim” he whispered that sentence with a tight chest as if it was inappropriate for him to ask forgiveness to his Lord after what happened to him, he felt so dirty and disgusting, he felt so dirty, especially when considering everything he has done under the supervision of Ninis, it might be better if he did the same with Rini, “suicide” whispered.

Desperation and despicable feelings made him chaotic. His hand was busy opening drawers on the ornamental table Anita, his gaze stopped on the scissors lying in the drawer, the scissors were large enough if used to stab the chest to the heart he thought. Without a second thought Niah lifted the scissors into the air preparing to blow it into his chest, along with Anita and Arya into the room to check on Niah.

“Niaaahhh...jangannnn!!” shouted Arya and Anita together, Niah was surprised to hear the screams of the two sisters quickly he continued his intention to end his life , seeing that Arya jumped towards Niah and tried to grab the scissors held by Niah, they struggle on the floor for the scissors but accidentally Niah swings the scissors towards Arya and hits her shoulder.

Fresh blood pouring through the blue shirt worn by Aryan doctor, Anita flabbergasted to witness the incident that befell her brother, she screamed hysterically , while Niah panicked because he did not think the scissors would hit the shoulder of doctor Arya.

“Allahu Akbar !” doctor Arya held her shoulder while holding back the pain, she managed to snatch the scissors held by Niah, while Anita immediately approached her brother who was injured with trembling legs and hands.

Niah could only cry watching that, “what else is this?” thought. Without asking Niah to help lift the body of doctor Arya who grimaced with pain, he covered the blood flowing with his hands and saw doctor Arya sitting on an ornamental table chair.

“Yes Lord..what have I done” whispered Niah.

“ I'm sorry sis..i was really accidentally” while her hands were busy looking for the box P3K Niah unceasingly apologized to doctors Arya and Anita. Doctor Arya just smiled while grimacing to endure the pain, fortunately the wound is not too severe so there is no need to get stitches, Niah himself wrapped in the wound of doctor Arya, while Anita just stood there sculpting, Niah, he apparently suffered from hemophobia, which is an extreme fear of seeing blood or undergoing certain medical procedures involving blood so that he was unable to do anything to see his brother injured.