
Now I'm here, in a cozy room called a room.
My eyes were focused on my black book. My hand held tightly to a black inked pen. I decided to write a few more sentences in this book. I miss to confide in him.
Thursday, 8 July 2021
~ I just read a book. It gave me a new look. About buds. Shoots that grow in an arid land will give a new hope to the land that has not been occupied by plants for a long time. He will also give new hope to himself. If the soil is able to help the plant grow large, then the greater the hope of the land to get a new gift, is none other than a lot of plants, and can fulfill it. ~
~ If the land has such hope for itself. Can I be like him? Can I be that land? That had long been arid, finally grew a bud. My long-simmering heart finally grew a bright spot to break free from this. Can it? I wish I could. ~
~ But, maybe the bud has not grown today. Hey, bud. Quickly grow within me. I'm still waiting for you. Please, show up as soon as possible. Help me... ~
Marked,
Alfians.
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For some reason, today Yovinka did not come to me, oh yes. It's a holiday! Worth it! Maybe he was alone with his girlfriend.
Manggala, Vito, and Pierro are the same. They went home earlier. While Cece and Sky have been picked up by both parents.
My folks? They were away for a while, if not mistaken, to visit a sick family outside the city. And yes... I'm here, in this house.
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My feet took me to the little garden behind the house. My hand spontaneously picked up the guitar sitting sweetly next to me.
I picked up the guitar, so that it would produce beautiful notes. Then I sing a song...
“An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we the together
Oh, yeah
And oh, my love
I'm holding on forever
So, I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
From coast to coast
To find a place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again
My love
I try to read, I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking, oh no
I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we the together, oh, yeah
And oh, my love
I'm holding on forever
So, I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you I once again, my love
From coast to coast
To find a place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again
To hold you in my arms
Promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of
I'm reading for the love that sees so far
So, I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
From coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again
Say a little prayer
Dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again
From coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again
My love"
Hey, if you're thinking that I'm singing that song because I miss someone, or I'm thinking of a girl, right, you're wrong!
I sang that song, because only that song came to my mind at this time '_____•
My mind is empty now, but my hand is still moving strumming the guitar strings with the origin. I don't know what tone he makes, I don't care.
I stood up again, this time a pair of my feet led me to a small pond not far from the garden chair.
I picked up a red flower, which I didn't know what it was called, and I put it on the surface of the water.
I immediately took the phone, and took a picture of it. I uploaded the photo to my social media account.