Endless Regrets

22.A strange feeling

After the lunch with friends finished, he finally asked Tommy to drive himself home from stomach pain because he got monthly guests.

When she reached the house Alisa went straight into her room and rested.

It turns out that Rangga also had a headache but because there are still many unresolved work, Rangga chose to rest at home. Because he thought that no one was home to take care of him that was what Rangga thought. If in the office there is still an office boy who can be asked to buy drugs or anything needed by him.

Like now he is accompanied by a loyal office boy who accompanied him with respect because Rangga is a different boss if he is home even though there is a wife who remains like celibacy.

Lama Rangga just came home from the office after seven o'clock the new night he came home, when he saw the empty dining table "Where Alisa did he not come home" he murmured because he did not find the figure of the wife.

Finally he decided to order his dinner menu from a food service app. Not long after he had ordered the meal, he accidentally bought two portions - one for himself and the other for Alisa.

After the food he ate Rangga went straight to the room and rested his body, because the headache Rangga still feels and the effect of taking the drug makes him feel drowsiness that is quite heavy.

Around twelve pm Alisa was awake because her stomach was rumbling so she woke up and went down to look for food. He opened the refrigerator door but found no material that could be processed. Alisa only drank water in the teapot and located on the dining table.

Alisa was wide at the sight of a package containing food and without thinking long she immediately ate and enjoyed the food. After he was full, he realized "where is this food from? Is Rangga already home" thought Alisa.

Alisa immediately pulled the curtain and she saw her husband's car parked in their yard and she realized that her husband was home. She also thought that the food she had enjoyed was her husband's "dead I could die me" she murmured again.

With guilt Alisa returned to the room and tried to close her eyes but did not fall asleep. Without Alisa aware of the sun shining indicates the morning has come.

Alisa went straight to the kitchen to prepare all the needs of Rangga and after finishing she chose to sit waiting for Rangga for breakfast as usual. But Rangga did not also appear, Alisa chose to forget about the food Rangga that she ate last night and she chose to go out of the complex where Rangga housing. In tomboyish style he walks with his hands in his pants pocket. With pet hat hair draped, coming hot sunshine.

After enough sweat that she got Alisa, go back home and clean herself up.

While Rangga also exercise in the morning by lifting the barbell to just look for sweat and indeed exercise is the only activity that is often done by Rangga. The entire body was full of sweat and wet with sweat coming out of Rangga's body. The sweat and sweat add to Rangga's good looks. By bare-chested and showing off torn bread stomach make anyone who looks to Rangga, surely all women will fall in love.

Rangga who saw Alisa was just mediocre was even surprised by his wife's cold attitude. This made Rangga even more curious about Alisa. Why Alisa is not like when she was always looking for attention to Rangga.

"I'm leaving.you have breakfast by yourself because I've been picked up by Tommy. Ooh yes thank you for the food last night" the speech was ejected from Alisa's mouth.

Rangga who heard Alisa's words just kept silent without answering his wife's message. Either he is angry or jealous so he does not answer or is angry at Alisa who is always picked up and escorted home by Tommy. Or because of Alisa's indifference towards Rangga at this time? Only Rangga could answer.

Rangga again lifted the curtain and stared at the car driven by his wife until it was no longer visible. She had breakfast alone there was a sense of loneliness that pervaded Rangga's day, yet she never felt like this. This morning was different not like when his wife had not worked, although Rangga never loved Alisa but Alisa was always attentive and accompanied him to eat. But the more here Alisa like her already no care and may have given up and chose to separate from Rangga.

Alisa just smiles cynically, looking out the window while enjoying the trip to the office and Tommy concentrates on the road that is now in front of him. No tears fell back but he quickly wiped it so that Tommy did not ask her anything.

" God thank you for all the favors you gave me, God the fate of my marriage I also leave in Your hands" Alisa gave her marriage to God because she no longer knows how the fate of her marriage. He just gave up all the Lord's arms. Whatever happens he's resigned. The more days are lost against Rangga.

Alisa once got a question from one of someone's mothers shortly before she married Rangga. " Son...how much love do you have for your future husband?" said the mother and looked at the retina of Alisa's eyes in case there was a lie there.

But without any pause and hesitation Alisa answered the question from the mother quickly "one hundred percent dong Bu" .

The mother who heard the smile immediately and Alisa was proud of her answer surely the mother would praise her. But unexpectedly Alisa the mother replied "surely?".

"believe me Mom, you can see from the glare of my eyes.

" believe that one day your love will diminish over time because your love glass is full but you are forced to continue to be filled. One day your love will be bland and vice versa" said the mother by gently rubbing Alisa's back.

Until now Alisa did not understand what the mother said. At this time his love is already lost to Rangga, he also does not know why.

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